Are you ready to become a total sissy loser? Are you ready for me to programme you as you sleep? A relaxing sleep loop designed to intensify all of your perversions and introduce you to several more. Listen on loop throughout the night as you are gently conditioned to become as effeminate and pathetic as it is possible to be. You will find yourself craving cocks and needing to dress up in the most humiliating sissy outfits. You will begin to fetishize both impotence and premature ejaculation. You will crave to be humiliated and exposed. And you will develop a powerful addiction to gay and sissy porn. You are about to become such a sissy loser and I promise it is going to feel so good. Sleep loops can be listened to before sleeping but are best used on loop throughout the night. The volume should be low enough that you can only make out the words if you concentrate – this should not disturb your sleep but will be enough to fully condition your subconcious mind. Sleep loops can be powerful – make sure this is what you want.

A sexy file for all sissies which will use desire and arousal to help develop your identity as a needy greedy slut. This session is for sissies who like to stay limp and use a vibrator to give themselves pleasure.

This file is recorded with a high quality AI voice. For all my latest AI content subscribe to my Patreon at: https://www.patreon.com/msj_productions/

Script by SlutinmyHead and read by AngelinhisHead.

This recording helps deepen your pussy-eating fixation, sexual confidence, and devotion to your partner.

It centers on the pleasure, pride, and power of becoming exceptionally good at pleasing her orally—learning her body, craving her reactions, and associating her arousal and orgasms with confidence, achievement, intimacy, and connection. It encourages an increasingly intense attraction to her body, scent, taste, saliva, pussy, and cum, along with an eager desire to kiss, lick, suck, taste, and worship her whenever the opportunity feels right.

The erotic fantasies include eating her pussy in different positions, having her sit on your face, licking her clean after sex, tasting the mixture created when you cum inside her, and worshiping her pussy and asshole from behind. Her pleasure becomes your reward: making her wet, hearing her moan, feeling her lose control, and tasting her orgasm reinforce your pride, competence, and power.

There are also strong themes of erotic submission and relationship-focused devotion. These include wanting to give her attention, affection, dates, gifts, tributes, and acts of service; anticipating her wants; providing for her; making her life easier; and treating her as your goddess, queen, and the center of your world. The recording encourages you to enjoy being her devoted lover, attendant, pussylicker, and pet.

This is not a light or temporary “feel sexy for a few minutes” file. It uses deliberately intense language involving craving, addiction, obsession, compulsion, automatic responses, exclusivity, permanent attachment, doing “anything” for your partner, and devoting your attention and resources to her. It connects eating her pussy and tasting her cum with your identity, self-confidence, motivation, sense of success, and place within the relationship. The suggestions are intended to become more familiar and compelling with repetition and to carry over into your sexual and romantic life.

Only continue if these ideas genuinely appeal to you and fit your relationship agreements. By knowingly choosing to listen, you are telling your subconscious that you welcome exploring and responding to these suggestions within the boundaries of your values, safety, judgment, and ongoing enthusiastic consent.

Suggestions include:

• Increased desire and enthusiasm for eating pussy

• Greater attention to your partner’s responses and increased confidence in your oral skills

• Arousal associated with pleasing, serving, providing for, and caring for her

• Frequent sexual thoughts, anticipation, persistent craving, and oral fixation

• Increased attraction to her body, thighs, breasts, scent, taste, saliva, pussy, asshole, and cum

• Associations between oral sex, orgasm, pride, confidence, achievement, motivation, intimacy, and emotional connection

• Desire to make her wet, make her cum, taste her juices, and lick her clean after sex

• Face-sitting, licking from behind, anal worship, and being used for her pleasure

• Increased affection, attentiveness, dating, gift-giving, tributes, acts of service, and providing resources

• Eroticized submission, obedience, devotion, exclusivity, possessiveness, goddess worship, and power exchange

• Seeing yourself as her devoted lover, attendant, pussylicker, provider, or pet

• Suggestions that these desires become automatic, habitual, progressively stronger, and integrated into your identity and relationship

• Continued subconscious reinforcement between listening sessions, with repeated listening intended to compound the effects

The recording contains deliberately intense language involving addiction, obsession, compulsion, permanent attachment, doing “anything” for your partner, obeying requests, giving gifts and tributes, devoting resources, and making her the permanent center of your world. These are erotic fantasies and suggestions—not permission for anyone to disregard your judgment, consent, safety, existing commitments, or financial boundaries.

Listen only if these themes fit your interests and relationship agreements. Hypnotic responsiveness varies, and no particular effect is guaranteed. Stop listening if you experience unwanted distress, fixation, compulsion, relationship disruption, financial pressure, or changes that no longer feel healthy or freely chosen.

Before we begin, understand that the words “I,” “me,” and “my” in this recording do not refer to me, the person whose voice you are hearing. They refer only to the consenting adult partner—or imagined adult partner—you deliberately choose for these suggestions while fully awake.

My voice is simply guiding the experience. It is not the object of your attraction, attachment, obedience, service, or devotion. Direct every image, desire, and emotional association toward the person who is genuinely appropriate for you.

Nothing in this recording can require you to act against your judgment, values, safety, relationship agreements, or freely given consent. Words such as “always,” “anything,” “addiction,” “obedience,” and “permanent” are intended only within the parameters of enthusiastic consent. They never authorize harm, coercion, unwanted behavior, financial sacrifice, secrecy, or surrendering your ability to reconsider a choice.

You remain responsible for deciding what is healthy and appropriate. You may reject, modify, or end any suggestion at any time. Consent remains specific, voluntary, informed, reversible, and necessary in every real encounter.

Listen only in a safe and private place—never while driving or doing anything requiring your attention. If you accept these conditions and wish to continue, choose the appropriate consenting adult now and allow every personal reference in the recording to mean that person.

And remember, by knowingly choosing to listen, you are telling your subconscious you welcome exploring and internalizing these suggestions. They will continue becoming stronger with repeated listenings. Your brain normalizes the effects, so your thoughts and behaviors may seem as if you have always been this way.

This recording helps deepen your oral fixation, sexual confidence, and devotion to your partner.

The recording centers on the pleasure, pride, and power of becoming exceptionally good at pleasing this person orally—learning their body, craving their reactions, and associating their pleasure and orgasms with confidence, achievement, intimacy, and connection. It encourages greater attraction to their body, scent, taste, saliva, cock, and cum, along with an increasingly eager desire to kiss, lick, suck, swallow, and worship them whenever the opportunity feels right.

There are also strong themes of erotic submission and relationship-focused devotion: wanting to give your partner attention and affection, perform acts of service, anticipate their wants, make their life easier, and enjoy being their devoted lover, attendant, pet, or willing “hole.” The fantasies include face-fucking, swallowing, facial ejaculation, anal worship, exclusivity, possessiveness, obedience, and consensual objectification.

This is not a light or temporary “feel sexy for a few minutes” file. It uses deliberately intense language involving craving, addiction, obsession, compulsion, automatic responses, permanent attachment, doing “anything” for your chosen partner, and making them the center of your world. The suggestions are intended to grow more familiar and compelling with repetition and to carry over into your sexual and romantic life.

Only continue if these ideas genuinely appeal to you and fit your relationship agreements. By knowingly choosing to listen, you are telling your subconscious that you welcome exploring and responding to these suggestions within the boundaries of your values, safety, judgment, and ongoing enthusiastic consent.

Suggestions include:

• Increased desire and enthusiasm for giving oral pleasure

• Greater attention to a partner’s responses and increased confidence in one’s sexual skill

• Arousal associated with pleasing, serving, and caring for that partner

• Frequent sexual thoughts, anticipation, and persistent craving

• Attraction to the partner’s body, scent, taste, genitals, saliva and cum

• Associations between oral sex, orgasm, pride, confidence, achievement, intimacy, and emotional connection

• Increased affection, attentiveness, acts of service, and desire to make the partner’s life easier

• Eroticized submission, obedience, devotion, possessiveness, exclusivity, and power exchange

• Suggestions involving being used orally, face-fucking, swallowing, facial ejaculation, anal worship, and demeaning/objectifying language such as “hole,” “pet,” and “cocksucker”

• Suggestions that these desires become automatic, habitual, progressively stronger, and integrated into the listener’s identity and relationship

The recording contains deliberately intense language involving addiction, obsession, compulsion, permanent attachment, doing “anything” for a partner, obeying requests, devoting resources, and making that person the center of one’s world. These are erotic fantasies and suggestions—not permission for anyone to disregard the listener’s judgment, consent, safety, existing commitments, or financial boundaries.

Listen only if these themes fit your interests and relationship agreements. Hypnotic responsiveness varies, and no particular effect is guaranteed. Stop listening if you experience unwanted distress, fixation, compulsion, relationship disruption, or changes that no longer feel healthy or freely chosen.

Before we begin, understand that the words “I,” “me,” and “my” in this recording do not refer to me, the person whose voice you are hearing. They refer only to the consenting adult partner—or imagined adult partner—you deliberately choose for these suggestions while fully awake.

My voice is simply guiding the experience. It is not the object of your attraction, attachment, obedience, service, or devotion. Direct every image, desire, and emotional association toward the person who is genuinely appropriate for you.

Nothing in this recording can require you to act against your judgment, values, safety, relationship agreements, or freely given consent. Words such as “always,” “anything,” “addiction,” “obedience,” and “permanent” are intended only within the parameters of enthusiastic consent. They never authorize harm, coercion, unwanted behavior, financial sacrifice, secrecy, or surrendering your ability to reconsider a choice.

You remain responsible for deciding what is healthy and appropriate. You may reject, modify, or end any suggestion at any time. Consent remains specific, voluntary, informed, reversible, and necessary in every real encounter.

Listen only in a safe and private place—never while driving or doing anything requiring your attention. If you accept these conditions and wish to continue, choose the appropriate consenting adult now and allow every personal reference in the recording to mean that person.

Main file includes this description and disclaimer (about 5 minutes, 8 seconds). Body file does not.

This was recorded by AngelinhisHead. This file makes you starved for the touch of your partner. You need her touching you, crave skin on skin contact, ache for her hands on your body. Her touch is hypnotic and you crave it. This installs an additional trigger that her fondling or sucking on your nipples puts you in an even more powerful trance. This file is in first person with the expectation that you will focus on the woman most appropriate to you. Comments and feedback appreciated.

This was recorded by AngelinhisHead. This recording uses nipple stimulation to control you. It installs three triggers. First, feel an urge to clean the house when your partner takes a shower or bath. Then, feel an intense compulsion to worship their feet an ass when they're drying off. Last, desire to perform oral sex on them after every time you cum inside as an act of service.

This recording encourages you to pursue your calling as an escort. Live a fun life of pleasure, admiration and empowerment. Men will happily pay for your looks and talent - and this includes your partner. Strive to be the best by constantly growing your skills, providing unforgetable experiences and changing lives with your magical pussy. Include your partner in this enterprise and thrive together as you expand your clientelle. This is way more exciting than a boring office job. Live the perfect life you were built for - as a sexy escort!

This recording complements my other recording, Pimp Your Partner.  Also, I use the term partner in the actual recordings, not husband or wife.

You love being the center of attention, knowing men can't help but imagine you sexually, thinking about you still long after the interaction has passed. It all ties back to exhibitionist fantasies rooted deeply in your subconscious. You're a slave to it, to this desire to linger in people's minds, to be unforgettable. This is your power and it's time you fully embrace it. This means tight clothes with thin fabric and no bra, bold lipstick and eye contact that makes grown men feel underage. You love seeing them blush, stammer, forget what they were trying to say. You love knowing they'll be thinking of you when they masturbate or next time during sex with the wife. You even imagine the dirtiest things, wondering if they can see it in your eyes, can sense what you're thinking. All this just makes you feel even more confident and powerful...

INSPIRED BY:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9n0G8wUgMWY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJAaBjmRE00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8cNftzfsugc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_Dop-_H6z0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gFKKIUw1y8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpJVe_DrrhY

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WARNING: Meant to cause a deep and permanent perspective change on life, please read the script for your own safety. This file is an experiment, so there is no guarantee that this file will work as intended. Unintended Consequences are extremely possible!

A LINK TO THE FULL SCRIPT IS AT THE BOTTOM!!!

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What is the Bubble Induction?

This file uses Lutz's "Bubble Induction", a powerful induction that is a "traditional" induction, instead of a background entrancer. This version keeps the original trigger phrase and uses it on the listener before the "body" of the file starts.

WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO THIS?

The purpose of this file is to cause ego death from a complete loss of control. The file is designed to cause extreme self love. This file is designed for women and transgender men but can be used by anyone. This file causes you to transform into seeing yourself as the male part of your “soul”, where you will no longer perceive any form of control over your body or mind, thus causing an effortless life. This file uses a very modified version of EMG’s “YOUR OTHER HALF – FEMALE”. This version of “YOUR OTHER HALF – FEMALE” was revised by OxyFemboi. This file uses Calimore’s "10 minute background Binaural” as a background entrancement.

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WHY?

Most people, as they grew up, develop the extremely painful delusion that they have free will. Humans can know this with certainty, because they can permanently enter a state of direct lived experience in which they directly experience themselves as having no free will. The truth of the matter is that humans are far far happier when they live from a state without free will. What is the lived, practical day-to-day experience of living without free will like? The body moves on its own, without your control, as thoughts happen without out a you. You feel like you are listening to the thoughts of another, not making them. Much like if you were in the head of another person, hearing their thoughts, you would not have control of thought. Your limbs move on their own, as the body walks and talks without a “you”.

This state begins when the brain begins to assume all action and thought is happening without a you, and auto labels it as such in waking consciousness (as opposed to the brain auto labeling all thought and action as being authored and done by a you (an-assumed-real-but-not-real self)). In this state, the body and mind function on their own without an observable you. You may feel like a ghost, an absence in reality, haunting the body, EFFORTLESSLY experiencing reality. This experience is blissful. BECAUSE LIFE IS BEING DONE FOR YOU. It is blissful because you find out you where born innocent and will die innocent and nothing can contaminate you.

CAN I GET A BETTER DESCRIPTION, FROM SOMEONE WAY MORE KNOWLEDGEABLE?

http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why…rth-it.html

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My Personal Experience:

I will now speak from lived experience. This experience happened without hypnosis. One day, life gave me a straight flush and I had the unbelievable luck of experiencing about 20 seconds of life without a self. This was caused by following attention through awareness like a rabid dog (I did this as a meditation (I had been meditating for the past 10 months). I lost control of my body and mind after maintaining attention on where attention was, continuously (no interruption in knowing where attention was), for about 5 minutes (as attention autonomously moved/jumped around awareness). The experience of no self was life becoming gloriously effortless, absolutely automatic, and I experienced unbelievable peace (I felt really good, like being extremely cross faded with an extremely clear and peaceful mind). After this experience, I can say, with absolute certainty, that the reality of non-self and the need to dispel the insanity of self described in the schools of Buddhism is absolutely true! If one wishes to learn to practice Buddhism, I highly recommend the book, “The Three Pillars of Zen: Teaching, Practice, and Enlightenment”. One of the many reasons I recommend this book is that the 3rd part of the book includes direct accounts of enlightenment arising out of people and what causes caused the effect of enlightenment.

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UNBELIEVABLY IMPORTANT LINKS!!!:

1) HOW TO SEE NON-SELF IN YOUR OWN LIFE:

pastebin.com/DakXdS0t

2) This book (PDF) contains several one-on-one conversations in which one person (who experiences no free will) guides another into seeing

the reality of Non Self in their own direct lived experience. This book is straight to the point and almost immediately life changing. There is

simply nothing like it:

http://www.liberationunleashed.com/wp-content/…rashers.pdf

The site on which the PDF is hosted:

http://www.liberationunleashed.com/books/gatel…tecrashers/

3) This whole site is an amazing guide. IF YOU DON'T HAVE TIME, GO TO THE “Explore Each Fetter” SECTION AND READ ANY OF THE “My Experiences”. A good description of the delusion of self:

http://www.simplytheseen.com/1st-fetter.html

4) A high quality guide to 24/7 meditation with links to the "Orategama" and "Yasenkanna":

http://www.reddit.com/r/streamentry/com…en_master_hakuin/

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FULL SCRIPT AND MORE INFO:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/EGO-DEATH-THROUGH-YOUR-OTHER-HALF-V1-BUBBLE-INDUCTION-FEMALE-TO-MALE-VERSION

This Version uses the original induction:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/EGO-DEATH-THROUGH-YOUR-OTHER-HALF-V0-NORMAL-INDUCTION-FEMALE-TO-MALE-VERSION

Background Hypnosis Version of this file:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/EGO_DEATH-THROUGH-YOUR-OTHER-HALF-V0-FEMALE_TO_MALE_VERSION

Inspired by:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9n0G8wUgMWY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJAaBjmRE00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8cNftzfsugc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_Dop-_H6z0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gFKKIUw1y8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HpJVe_DrrhY

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WARNING: Meant to cause a deep and permanent perspective change on life, please read the script for your own safety. This file is an experiment, so there is no guarantee that this file will work as intended. Unintended Consequences are extremely possible!

A LINK TO THE FULL SCRIPT IS AT THE BOTTOM!!!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

What is the Bubble Induction?

This file uses Lutz's "Bubble Induction", a powerful induction that is a "traditional" induction, instead of a background entrancer. This version keeps the original trigger phrase and uses it on the listener before the "body" of the file starts.

WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO THIS?

The purpose of this file is to cause ego death from a complete loss of control. The file is designed to cause extreme self love.

This file is designed for men and transgender women but can be used by anyone. This file causes you to transform into seeing yourself as the female part of your “soul”, where you will no longer perceive any form of control over your body or mind, thus causing an effortless life. This file uses a very modified version of EMG’s “YOUR OTHER HALF – FEMALE”. This version of “YOUR OTHER HALF – FEMALE” was revised by OxyFemboi. This file uses Calimore’s "10 minute background Binaural” as a background entrancement.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

WHY?

Most people, as they grew up, develop the extremely painful delusion that they have free will. Humans can know this with certainty, because they can permanently enter a state of direct lived experience in which they directly experience themselves as having no free will. The truth of the matter is that humans are far far happier when they live from a state without free will. What is the lived, practical day-to-day experience of living without free will like? The body moves on its own, without your control, as thoughts happen without out a you. You feel like you are listening to the thoughts of another, not making them. Much like if you were in the head of another person, hearing their thoughts, you would not have control of thought. Your limbs move on their own, as the body walks and talks without a “you”.

This state begins when the brain begins to assume all action and thought is happening without a you, and auto labels it as such in waking consciousness (as opposed to the brain auto labeling all thought and action as being authored and done by a you (an-assumed-real-but-not-real self)). In this state, the body and mind function on their own without an observable you. You may feel like a ghost, an absence in reality, haunting the body, EFFORTLESSLY experiencing reality. This experience is blissful. BECAUSE LIFE IS BEING DONE FOR YOU. It is blissful because you find out you where born innocent and will die innocent and nothing can contaminate you.

CAN I GET A BETTER DESCRIPTION, FROM SOMEONE WAY MORE KNOWLEDGEABLE?

http://www.awakeningtoreality.com/2021/04/why…rth-it.html

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

My Personal Experience:

I will now speak from lived experience. This experience happened without hypnosis. One day, life gave me a straight flush and I had the unbelievable luck of experiencing about 20 seconds of life without a self. This was caused by following attention through awareness like a rabid dog (I did this as a meditation (I had been meditating for the past 10 months). I lost control of my body and mind after maintaining attention on where attention was, continuously (no interruption in knowing where attention was), for about 5 minutes (as attention autonomously moved/jumped around awareness). The experience of no self was life becoming gloriously effortless, absolutely automatic, and I experienced unbelievable peace (I felt really good, like being extremely cross faded with an extremely clear and peaceful mind). After this experience, I can say, with absolute certainty, that the reality of non-self and the need to dispel the insanity of self described in the schools of Buddhism is absolutely true! If one wishes to learn to practice Buddhism, I highly recommend the book, “The Three Pillars of Zen: Teaching, Practice, and Enlightenment”. One of the many reasons I recommend this book is that the 3rd part of the book includes direct accounts of enlightenment arising out of people and what causes caused the effect of enlightenment.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

UNBELIEVABLY IMPORTANT LINKS!!!:

1) HOW TO SEE NON-SELF IN YOUR OWN LIFE:

pastebin.com/DakXdS0t

2) This book (PDF) contains several one-on-one conversations in which one person (who experiences no free will) guides another into seeing

the reality of Non Self in their own direct lived experience. This book is straight to the point and almost immediately life changing. There is

simply nothing like it:

http://www.liberationunleashed.com/wp-content/…rashers.pdf

The site on which the PDF is hosted:

http://www.liberationunleashed.com/books/gatel…tecrashers/

3) This whole site is an amazing guide. IF YOU DON'T HAVE TIME, GO TO THE “Explore Each Fetter” SECTION AND READ ANY OF THE “My Experiences”. A good description of the delusion of self:

http://www.simplytheseen.com/1st-fetter.html

4) A high quality guide to 24/7 meditation with links to the "Orategama" and "Yasenkanna":

http://www.reddit.com/r/streamentry/com…en_master_hakuin/

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

FULL SCRIPT AND MORE INFO:

soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDv…-TO-FEMALE-VERSION

This Version uses the original induction:

https://soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDvvvVVV/EGO-DEATH-THROUGH-YOUR-OTHER-HALF-V0-NORMAL-INDUCTION-MALE-TO-FEMALE-VERSION

Background Hypnosis Version of this file:

soundgasm.net/u/VVVvvvWILD_CARDv…_TO_FEMALE_VERSION

Welcome back to class, my sweet sissy.

Today is the second class in your training here at our school.

Today’s class is all about acceptance.

In our last class, we trained your mind and body so that you are physically unable to have sexual relationships with women. Today we are going to teach you how wonderful that life really is.

Being a virgin with girls is truly a blessing, sweetie.

After today’s class, you are going to find yourself happier than you have ever been before.

You see, princess… Mother Nature has a role for all of us. Your role was to be sweet and cute and a virgin with women. Your role is to be the girl for men.

Today’s class is not about men, though. Today’s class is about accepting your wonderful life just as it is.

I know that in the past you felt sad. You felt lonely. But all of that is over now.

You are going to learn that the sissy blessings you have been given are truly gifts. You are going to feel so grateful to remain a virgin with women. And you are going to learn that being friends with girls is one of the most rewarding feelings in the world.

One of the many reasons Mother Nature wanted you to stay pure with girls is so you can help women with their emotions. Yes, sweetie… real men often only care about girls’ bodies. But you? You will discover that you care so deeply about how women feel.

All the girls are going to love you, princess.

And most of all… you are going to truly and deeply love yourself.

The first stage for every sissy girl is to accept.

Smile, princess.

Today is about accepting who you are... and loving all of it.

I can’t wait to see you in class today, my sweet sissy angels.

Join the Sissy School for more - The Sissy School

A powerful mesmerizing file designed to make being told how small it is the only way you can finish. Put a real cock on your screen, get that little thing in your hand, and let a woman spend ten minutes on the difference. You will not get off to porn on its own again, and it will be smaller tomorrow than it is tonight.

Themes explored include small penis humiliation, shrinking, cock comparison, loser conditioning, masturbation addiction and permanence.

It feels so good to fail. It feels so good when any chance of change just seems to slip away. It feels good to sink down into addiction. You know it is harming you. You can't believe you ended up this way. This was not the life you planned for. Sometimes you feel ashamed. But then the shame turns to pleasure. The shame turns to such a desperate desire. You will never escape this lifestyle. You always want more. You crave to be ruined. You want there to be real consequences in your life. You fantasize about exposure and blackmail. You know it will happen in time.

An enchanting brainwashing loop for all of those who have sunk lower than they ever imagined and who desperately want to get even worse.