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Stroke Sissy

by nowhereman19

I submitted a couple of experiences with this file on the forum but I sometimes feel a need to document what is happening, only because it seems as though this file is working, working real well. I tried a few files prior to Stroke Sissy. Let's see...butt bunny bouncing, show me your cock,curse cum and now Stroke Sissy. I have to say, I mean the urge just overwhelms me, I love this file. I am so horny especially when I start noticing myself acting femmy. My cock has become my new toy. I am rubbing myself soon after I orgasm and within hours I am looking forward to an opportunity to ejaculate again, I need to to keep it going to turn me into what I want to be. I eat my cum also, all of a sudden he old file seems to be coming back and I long for the taste and feel of my cum in my mouth. I lap it up, I have to taste it. I got it bad...I love being like this, I love my hard cock and all the thoughts that I am having. I do want oral sex. I need to have both, the wonderful taste an aroma of my GF crotch, I need more of that. I now I want to suck a cock. Taste it, smell it, I have never done this but want to so bad. You see because I love my cock so much I have aquired this longing for cock, all cock. Someday I will have a beautiful hard cock in my mouth and in my ass too. I think I like being a bisexual sissy slut. I need to taste and smell the sex. I need to masturbate, I want these changes, I want to eat cum.

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- mutatedbunnyboy

good to hear, i enjoyed that, made me very aroused, please continue with your decent into sexual bliss

- nowhereman19

A new twist. I have said I masturbate, and have fined tuned it with E-Sitm and toys. E-Stim can stroke my cock for hours on end, and I allow it. Writing this is making me very excited...Hard...I am a slut, a masturbating, sex consumed, cum eating Bi. Saying this makes me want to cum, the E-Stim is working. You see my mind can control the intensity of the sensations, arousal is so mental. This file has taken me where I have always fantasized about going. I love sex and wanted to be a willing subject to hypnosis and allowed to cum in wild abandon. Wearing the wires makes me so close to trance and the feeling of obeying. I deny myself the orgasm, I only came once yesterday, in the late morning, but but bedtime I wanted to cum again so bad, I played with myself for hours, physically and mentally. I need to eat my GF crotch. I have to start a program to get her involved in this. She needs to love me eating her, I want to so bad, need to. The wire is working again, these thoughts make me hard. I am back at it for the day, I'm on vacation, a sex vaction, a vacation into a fantasy. I'll cum later, I know I will. I will eat my cum too, I want to savor that, Mmmmm. I am a good Sissy slut, and definately a STROKE Sissy. I can feel my cock....

- nowhereman19

I listened to the file again...the trance is so good. I feel like a character in one of the stories who has given himself into the pleasure the pure sexual pleasure. I am doing this...I am there now as I write this. I feel everything, every nerve ending in my cock is dancing. No cumming, not yet, I am going to make my self crazy with this totally uninhibited sexual desire. I would do anything right now, I am a slut, I want to be a good slut and please cocks and pussies, I need to taste both. I got it bad don't I? I want to be here, I want this...This feels so good, I am a sissy slut, a Bi slut. I love my cock. I need to cum again, will soon I hope.

- nowhereman19

I love to obey, I am in heaven sexually. This is amazing, I am giving in to the trance. I am a sexual idiot, I want more because it feels so good. I have to have more. I love being in this story... Fuck me...please.

- iamli3

did you forget how to make new jounal entries or what >_>? not like it matters though since all 8 of those posts were entierly the same.......

- nowhereman19

I am associating E-Stim with trance. It strokes my beautiful cock, for hours on end, with my mind turning it on and off. I love being a sissy cock, a slut, I am you know. I wan t to be in this trance. I am so hard, I feel every thing, I just have to obey, be obedient, let it be. I really don't have total control of it, I am a good slut and I will cum today, maybe two times if I'm good. I fucked hard last night...right now my cock wants to feed me, I love this... I started this to inform of my journey but when ever I start writing I want to go in to the oblivious state of trance, big hard cock, I masturbate, I love to make my cock hard. I find I am becoming more girly and I have a beautifulf cock to play with. What girl wouldn't like that. I love my cock.

- nowhereman19

Well I'm holding my own. I've been out running errands and taking care of business. I want to go back to the trance, I will, don't know when but probably sooner than later. Obeying can bring rewards, I am trying to be a good sissy slut, The slut part seems easy for me. I am so weak to sexual pleasure, I want to be a sex toy, told what to do...Told when to cum...Told to tease myself as much as possible, whenever possible, but not to cum. Only cum when allowed. I have a fantasy about masturbating as entertainment, turning people on to the point of masturbation or group type sex activities. A long show for sure. Well I still have s small hold on reality, it's going away though. I'm still on vacation, what a trip. I am eager to start masturbating and becoming obedient to the trance. I may be back, I like to read my ramblings the next day. Writing on here can sometimes take me into my slutty trance. It might now, so bye...I'm wearing panties today and my GF told me I had a nice bottom...then she said a nice round bottom. I find myself trying to pose my ass for her, I have to work into this slowly.

- nowhereman19

I'm going back now, I feel the naked pleasure, I'm fully clothed yet feel like a little boy running about nude with a tiny little stiffy, felt good to rub those. I wanted to say that I am obedient, I am. I stroke my cock, electronically,(no hands), for about 4 to six hours a day. This toys with my mind, the trance,, i am so suseptable to pleasure, I have always known I was weak. I am a sissy slut, A Bi slut. I want to lick a cock. Really need to now. I watch it and see it, almost experirnce it. I'm gone now, probably shouldn't ramble. I love my hard cock, I have to say that. I love my hard cock. I won't orgasm as much as most, will in time I think, it does feel good to obey. ........

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