Okay, time out. Dropping out of "slut mode" for a bit.

No, I don't *have* to refer to myself as slut. I just get a kick out of doing so and I think some of my readers enjoy it as well.

I do not have a husband or a boyfriend. I am disease free and make sure my partners are, as well. I cannot get pregnant so there is no chance of me creating an innocent life from my fun and games. Who am I hurting with what I do? Myself? I am happier and more confident in myself then I have ever been. Sure, the confidence is a result of the file, but are you really going to tell me that instilling self-confidence in someone is a bad thing? It's fake? Sure as hell doesn't feel fake to me and isn't that the important part?

I do not "entice", "target", "encourage" or "go after" married men. They come after me. They have already made the decision to cheat. I am not responsible for their actions nor am I required to be their Jiminy Cricket. They are big boys and capable of making their own decisions. I simply provide a sexual service that their wives, for whatever reason, refuse to do.

Am I going to turn into a ravening sex fiend who will attack anything on two legs? No. I feel a constant urge to have sex, yes, but it's like a craving for chocolate. Just because I want it, doesn't mean that I *HAVE* to have it.

What, exactly, has the file done to me? Was I truly a "good little girl" before I started listening? Well, not really, no. I make my living from phone sex, for crying out loud. I've had lovers but never more then one "relationship" at a time. On the other hand, I look like your typical girl (woman) next door. I never even show cleavage in public. I really have been afraid to act on my sexual urges. This file has taken away that fear and the resultant guilt when I do act on it. As I said earlier, I am happier and more self-confident then I have ever been. Am I going to suddenly start flashing my tits in public? No, I'm not. Sorry, guys. But I will go buy more revealing clothing so I can flash a good amount of cleavage.

So, other then society saying that it's baaaaaaaaaad...can you give me one good reason why I shouldn't do what I do?

I think that covers it. Any further questions or comments, you know how to reach me.

Back into slut mode......

slut was sick today and didn't get to play with anyone at all. Remind slut to never, ever order food from "Sweet Rice Cafe" again.