Before we go any farther, I'd like to make an observation. Apparently, according to the comments, my previous journal posts have been 'Fucking HOT'. Which is flattering, I assure you, but I haven't been writing to be fucking hot, or even particularly sexual. I've just been writing as matter-of-factly as I can. Which, I suppose, just proves the idea that less is more.

Anyway. My jockstrap arrived in the mail today; speaking of, where DO you buy those things in the real world? First impressions from wearing it: Wow, this is actually pretty comfortable. Second impressions: Wow, the way it cups my meat-and-potatoes is actually pretty arousing, too. Third impressions: Well, you get the idea.

That said, it does look a little weird, with my pubic hair sticking out from it. I'm not particularly hairy, in fact my body hair is next to nil, but I've never done any manscaping, either. Probably ought to look into that.

Interest in muscle worship and macrophilia continues unabated. Possible side effect of files: I've always been pretty submissive, but in my recent fantasies I'm distinctly dominant. I consider it an improvement, certainly.

Finally, a mission for you, my semi-loyal readers: I am a broke college student. Where, therefore, is the easiest place for me to find weights on the cheap?