Well here we are day 12; I am not sure if maybe it's a problem with the trance. Maybe a problem with the choice of file... maybe today was just an off day. All in all it's still not having the drastic effect I am expecting just yet.... maybe it's not the file but my body not ready for it yet. I am wondering if I combine Curse Cum Production (CCP) if I could make a more effective result; if not then maybe I should hold back a little; maybe edge a bit and just let it drop until I'm ready to try the trigger again. I'm still listening at least once a day.... It's almost half way now; here we go.

Also I don't know if anyone really is interested.... maybe this is just a progression log- I hope I can go back and maybe when it works the way I want go "wow.... I was so doubtful; I should never have doubted it." At least that's kinda what I hope.