Well that was annoying. The website seems to have been down for most of yesterday.

Um....so like, I can't seem to stop myself from listening to those files now.....I cant tell if it's the new one I tried out or not, but I can only barely peel myself away from it for very long.....it's about as addicting as the SLUT ones, just without all of the mesmerising tones flying back and forth.

Last night....wow....I went to bed with my file loop running, and I thought I was only listening to the new one for just about 20 minutes, and I went looking at the clock shortly after & it said MANY hours had passed - it's been ages since I've had a night like that. I'd also like to take this time to talk about the files that are supposed to make your boobs get a bit larger - it looks like they are working VERY well so far ~ lol
It certainly could just be something like a change in diet or a legitimate growth spurt, but I hadn't really noticed until last night just how much larger everything is. They still are only around the size of perfectly fitting the palm of my hand, but they also are noticeably larger/more round and seem to be fitting a lot of the descriptions mentioned within the files themselves.....really, that series of "Breast Game" stuff it totally dangerous & no matter what I do now, I'm stuck playing with my tits again at every odd moment I'm alone again.....and they feel EVEN BETTER than they used to when listening. It's driving me crazy that I don't have someone to fuck my brains out while sucking on them - they're just so sensitive 24/7 now & I cant get them out of my mind.

.....which brings me to my next point. I finally "snapped" (mentally) last night. I don't feel like I'm "a drugged out whore" at this exact moment in time.....but.....my ability to care about staying smart and responsible seems to have disappeared more and more with each time I came - especially while listening to the new file.

I should point out, even though I tend to go so far even to involuntarily orgasm when listening to my file loops & conditioning at times, I usually do any major pleasuring of myself in the shower or the bathroom so as to avoid ruining my clothes or bedsheets when I can help it. Obviously, it's happened probably hundreds of times while I've listened to the files play while trying to sleep, but it had always left me with a bit of embarrassment when I'd have to go and change panties and start cleaning everything when waking up. That seems to have changed last night ~

At some point, hours after starting the file loop and falling in & out of consciousness while it ran, I'd become aware of just how great it was feeling to be going wild on my tits & really giving them some serious attention. Before I realised it, my other hand was sliding down my leg, and rubbing at my clit was only making the sensations even more intense. At that point, I lost any "reason" or sense of embarrassment. It was possibly one of the most awesome orgasms I've ever had - my right hand was pushing my boobs together, and my left's fingers were jammed into my pussy.....I cant even ~begin~ to describe how it all felt. I was totally soaked and gushing after going at myself - the orgasm was great, and the whole thing felt liberating to not even care about ~where~ I was at the time.

I can't wait to do it again. ......oh......hmm.....well go figure....lol

I was literally about to type "I feel almost like I NEED to do it all again & I don't care where or how it happens at this point - I cant stop thinking about how amazing it felt and want it again RIGHT NOW".......and then I realised that the name of that new file is "Sex Obsessed Bimbo"......so okay then....that's obviously got a hold over me......wow......

I'm not sure what else I can say at this point - I feel buzzed, the only reason I'm not cumming right now is because my fingers are all at the keyboard, and I want nothing more than to have a nice juicy cock pounding at me while my tits get sucked & played with......I know I have issues with the thought of becoming someone's mindless toy, but I don't think I've currently stepped over any "sanity boundaries" yet either......though if that new file is already working me this fast and won't let me stop listening, it only makes me even more aroused and wanting to fuck my brains out.