Interesting bit of trivia for ya'll:

I continue to be shocked and amazed at how....."natural" it seems to feel/want cock sliding in & out of my mouth, even when I'm working and have my head on totally straight. I can be doing something as innocent & wholesome as visiting family for the holidays, yet out of nowhere, the urge hits me & I think like "Gee, it feels so natural to want to lean forward against a wall with my legs & pussy spread wide open". I cant deny now that a year of conditioning myself like this has actually permanently altered me. It was different before - I used to post all the time about that "voice in the back of my head", but it's gone now.

Hmm.....I guess without noticing, I've become rather accepting & compliant towards all this. It's like, a part of my life now, and it really makes me wonder what I'll be like next year around this time since I'd consider myself a giggling slut now.

So um....I'm like, in the mood for a bit of a odd change in pace subject-wise. I had a run-in with a BDSM situation last night (my sister is actually really into it). Not much to write home about - I didn't take part at all, but my eyes caught leather & spanking. After thinking about it, I get the feeling that this bimbo thing I'm doing might even be a bit more extreme. Ideally, I'm at the mercy of the guy I'm with, there's no safeword, and I exist only to please him and wait eagerly for him to need me again. I'd probably kinda change my mind if I tried it, but just watching sort of gets me laughing at some of the more absurd stuff.

Bah....I was just about to scroll back and do one last read-over, but I just cant seem to concentrate on all the words.