For a long while, I wouldn't let anyone into my head. I was too scared that someone would try to own every aspect of my life like what kinda happened to me before. Hypnocactus and I started messaging through here, and he would slip some fun words in here and there to make things fuzzy or leave me smiling through my fogged mind. We IMed some and the natural progression led to letting him trance me with voice yesterday. It felt sooo good. It was so relaxing to drift on his words and let him guide me. It's the most delicious feeling I know. I hadn't been led like that in quite a long time. After giving me a trigger and using it to put me under and wake me a few times with a snap, I felt floaty and extremely turned on, so I was allowed to play with myself and cum for him after I asked permission. Today he put me under just talking the first time, using an induction to increase my desire to obey which evidently worked.. I sent him a picture of my dripping wet cunt not even twenty minutes later, which I wouldn't have even thought about doing before today. I wish I could remember the specifics of that trance, because it left me feeling very needy, wanting to please. After a bit of a break we met face to face over cam, and he played with me more after talking for a while. I got naked without even thinking about it, which has been done to me before, so I understood what happened. It didn't stop me from feeling slightly embarrassed. I got so turned on from being manipulated like that, and I was then told to fuck myself with my fingers. It felt so good. I came hard, and was allowed to taste myself after I begged. The whole time I couldn't stop whimpering because it felt so perfect. My drink tasted an awful lot like cum, attributed to another suggestion I don't recall. It aroused me a good amount, and I think that's what made everything feel so spacey. I was horny and couldn't think straight, but I got to see his pretty cock and feel it fucking me. I can't really remember much else. I love the way my memories are so hazy and make my body tingle with excitement. I just crave submitting to his voice. I missed being toyed with so much.