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I Did It Again

by izatga88

Last night, I was writing some stuff up and my spelling started slipping for some reason. I figure, "okay - I'm just a bit tired, I'll need to make sure I focus extra hard on it". It kept getting worse. I swear I was looking DIRECTLY at the keyboard typing words, and they were STILL coming out wrong.

The whole experience, it triggered everything up again and I let myself fall asleep with the Bimbo Curse file running on my headset. The entire night, I totally came waterfalls. I getting up in the middle of the night for the bathroom, waking up this morning, I was an absolutely mess and couldn't fight back the conditioning, the giggling, my complete bimbo personality.

It took a couple of hours of calming down, cleaning up, and focusing over breakfast to get it under control again, but.....it really feels like I'm sleeping now, and that I'm only really awake when I give in and let myself run wild like that. If only I didn't need work and school to survive......

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- izatga88

It's actually a really strange sensation. I feel like I'm looking through a window - my body is moving on its own....typing....working....I have to stay quiet and be good until later when I can come out and show myself & have fun.

- zapnosis

You should always give yourself time for fun!

- StrippedGears

I wonder if anyone has done a file involving the ditzy, happy, bubbly, sexpot personality of a bimbo without the libertine inhibitions or diminished mental acuity of a bimbo... Something like that might be a way to give in a little without necessary totally fucking yourself over.

- darkenedav

you really do just need to set aside some time for 'down time' where you can be all bimbo and free :) otherwise it will pop out like that :) ps. I heard 'whoops I did it again' and got britney spears stuck in my head so thanks for that -_-;;

- nativedragon

how have you been since your last update IZ?

- izatga88

Not bad. I was crazy-busy with work, but it's slowed down this week, so I may take some "me time" before the weekend hits.

- xHeartx

Does "me-time" equal bimbo time? Are you still playing with your bff and or the guys?

- izatga88

Small update. I've been churning out papers & work stuff over the last couple weeks. I'm not sure why exactly, but my sex drive just totally dropped off & died. I feel like I've been super-serious and extra-smart/focused this whole time too, like I'm some sort of genius. Weirder still, it seems like the longer I'm staying like this, the worse my spelling is, and my sentences get jumbled up. No idea what's up with that.

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