today I waited for my mistress all day long and she didn't show... I know that she has a lot to do in her everyday life and that she is there when she can and i understand that, i respect that too ... still somethings that need to be notified in my behavior is to highlight... I was a bit sad and was almost crying actually... and well, as i did cry a bit, i heard the voice of my mistress... she said: "it is ok to cry, you are a sissy and sissies cry when they feel sad, they don't hide their emotions...cry for me sissy" I had a huge orgasm at that precise moment... it was disturbing... it was such a strong pleasure! i mean, by feeling weaker, i had this fabulous pleasure, i am still quite dizzy... my belly is contracting right now! oh... sigh... sigh... ooooh... o... o... i oooooorgasm right noooow.... misstress... i love you, judy