Last night, after updating my journal entry, I listened to Miss Eleanor audio file. This time I went deeper than ever before: my body got extremely relaxed instantly, and my mind was completely focused on Miss Eleanor's words. I was only aware of her voice, and her suggestions were entering straight to my mind. I had just a tiny fraction of consciousness left, that allowed me to notice my relaxed and focused state. All that existed during that time was her voice and her orders, layering my mind with submission and obedience. I wasn't even aware of myself breathing, I couldn't feel myself doing it and that didn't worried me, as I didn't need it, just to keep listening Miss Eleanor's voice in my mind. I even blanked out for a while, and I could feel time passing, but hearing nothing, as it the file was paused. And then her voice came back, taking me deeper and deeper. I feel that I am reaching new depths of enslavement for Miss Eleanor that will reveal themselves when the perfect time comes, and all what's being put into me will come out to take absolute control. This evening I wrote part of my journal and reported it to Miss Eleanor, and she rewarded me ordering me to cum for her. After cumming with my head filled of Miss Eleanor presence in me, I felt floaty and trancey, and Miss Eleanor suggested listening to her file again. I just finished now listening two consecutive times her file, in a secure and private environment. The first listening got extremely relaxed, and zoning out in a couple of places, but with random thoughts and scenes taking me briefly away from the file, my mind wandering on and off at times. The audio file looped again, my mind carrying over the programming and the preparation from the first listening. This second time my consciousness, the little of it that remained, kept completely away, and all my mind was occupied listening Miss Eleanor's words, almost repeating them in perfect synchrony in my mind during all the duration of the file, not missing a single word of drifting away. Even when Miss Eleanor did the count to wake up, I followed it perfectly and came back instantly on "three". My first conscious thought was " now I am deeply programmed" and I felt wonderful. The path to be owned mind and body by Miss Eleanor keeps going on and on, whether I listen to her file or meet her. Always deepening, even when I doubt and I am not conscious of it.