I've always thought that I was (should have been) a girl. "Always" maybe isn't correct, but I remember thinking that I should be a girl before I started school. I liked doing girly things, but I really couldn't. I came to this site to encourage me, to help put me "over the top" so that I would have incentive to break my male barriers. Now that I am going to start, I am apprehensive. No second thoughts, I am still going forward, but it will be difficult. Like many journeys, if I really knew how difficult, I might not attempt it. But the rewards, the authenticity, seem to make it worth it. I hope.