On the what is new front, been keeping a sorta regular schedule with listening. I felt weird last night though.rnrnWas grinding xp in a video game when I got a odd sensation. I felt like I was being gently pushed back, slightly down, and to the left. Now going back and down is a normal sensation, I feel it slightly when going into trance as well as very strongly when going outside myself. The left part confuses me as I draw energy from the left and push with the right. Now I was in a alpha state from the repetitive task, but at some point I am pretty sure I wasn't playing anymore for at least several minutes. Plus somehow a new word ended up in my vocabulary, squicky. pretty sure it just is a variant on icky but just weird.rnrnfrom a observational view.rn I wonder if all my esoteric knowledge, abilities, occult training, or what but there seems to be a bit more faster pace than what you have experienced even though the egg still hasn't hatched, but seems to be producing something akin to gravity.