I lay in my bed and listen to the 2nd Cd my Master has sent me. I enjoyed listening to Slip knot and then my Master's voice. The reference to sand made me relaxe almost instantly, not really a trance but kind of a like a nice comfy chair. You know the chair is really comfy and no matter what your days been like once you sit down in it you relaxe. Ok well I consiously remember I think up to the line "Dr. Erickson worked at a mental ward..." or something along those lines before I zoned out. I still think its really weird how I wake up with my CD player tucked in the corner with the headphones resting atop it and me curled up with my back to the Cd player when I dont remember any of it. Master says this is part of my trainning and I think I'm making progress but its still a little weird. I've been practicing a little on my own and I can get myself to relaxe just shy of the state the CD puts me in before it starts actually dropping me into a trance. I think thats one of my goals: learn to relaxe myself within a few minutes. Oh Master told me to type up a list of things I know I should do but put off for some reason or another I suppose this is as good a place as any to put this list: Draw more, I feel I should do more artwork. I get the insperation to do a piece but then put it off to later. Go for walks, my neightborhood is kind of odd we have alot of people that go for walks and I have just a little bit of weight I want to get rid of. I'm sure walking regularly would pretty much get rid of it. Find a job, theres a big one. I'm shy around new people and new envirements so going into a place and asking for an application for employement is kind of a big deal to me. Well thats about all I can think of. ~Patches~