Sorry everyone, I logged in I think a few weeks ago at this point to do an update of what little there is but life got away from me some more. I've not had time for anything, I haven't been able to listen to the file more, nor any of the others really, even though I have wanted to. However, it has b...

Oh, it's kind of funny that the suggestion about butts hit you so strongly too @spiraljockey! From what I remember, that was kind of an aside in the file. And wow, something that apparently also hasn't really faded is typing about the experiences with this file for this thread gets those thoughts in...

Habits kind of sink in, I guess! But sorry, @spiraljockey. While your recommendation for "Thanksgiving Break" sounds nice, despite being American, the break part doesn't exist for me, I'm not wealthy enough for that. I have looked at a few different files back when I was listening that see...

My life got too busy do do much of anything really, so I haven't been listening to it for a while . But, I did have a shift recently where I was working closely with a specific coworker that I've been fond of, and as we were walking around the store together, I kind of got... Stuck watching her ass ...

So, I'm a bit... Conflicted, at the moment. I was definitely restricted on time when posting my previous post, so a bit more in depth... I think the "forced to have these thoughts" part of the file is really hitting me hard lately. Like, it has me wondering, am I objectifying women now? Li...

To my understanding, that is kind of just what hypnosis is? Like, it's just kind of fooling your subconscious, or something. But um, like I think I have genuine attraction, but yeah it's a complicated thing to answer. If nothing else, I kind of have a fixation at this point. Would I do anything with...

Oh good! I was wondering how the... clingy ... aspect of it would affect you! It really felt like I was like... helping it work for a while? I'd just keep thinking about it and because it came into my head, it would turn me on, and I think that just... Did it? But I'm starting from a different place...

So, one night I did listen to the other file I linked here ("pussy fixation" or whatever) and like, I was tired so while I was trying to just scope it out I guess I accidentally tranced to it, but I don't think it really affected me much in ways that forced lesbian hasn't already? I will s...

Woww, OK, um... During break I found one of those... Models that do cosplay, but are basically just doing pinup pictures? And like, her ass was just... I've been horny and fantasizing since... Which is just kind of... Like, I was off yesterday, and my mind kind of wanders and I just came like 3 time...

Wow Tiffany! It's been over a year then, and like... While your typing is better for sure, but still just riddled with typos. Are you happy with recovering? Or do you miss listening to them?

The range of motion getting too high is just... [i]Pain.[/i]

Though, growing up watching anime and kind of staying with it after the art of animating boob bouncing became, like, [i]a thing[/i] definitely had me thinking that that was what guys liked in particular.

@suspicioussteven93 Just to say, I am not talking about the bouncing that seems to be just the tits for straight men, I kind of have been really appreciating more.. Subtle movement in particular. But like, I don't see many women running either anyways. @anna_bleu That's how it started for me too! I'...

Well, I'm through when I'm going to just be less active on this sort of thing again finally. I've noticed that I have acquired a bit of a fondness for... Like, larger breasts than I previously found aesthetic. Is that going to affect my self esteem? I don't know... But there's just a nice, movement,...

Good luck, anna_bleu! I'm really curious if, (presuming it works at all) when you do start getting some interest in things you currently find gross, whether you'll want to stop at that point, or if it'll keep you going. ...Or, if it'll be like "Oh! Eating her out is so hot " and then it's ...

@five_throws um... No offense intended, and I'm definitely a biased party, especially now I guess, but I am not exactly surprised that the face thing was one of the last things for Curse Forced Gay. Though, like, I already had an aesthetic preference for women before this, just ace had my sexual exp...

I definitely couldn't pretend to really speak with expertise here, but once a night was definitely what I started with! Although, the... craving to listen to it suggestion hit me strongest first, so when I had more time at the start of this, I definitely did a few more than once! And, like, the deli...

@anna_bleu Yess! Join me! The file is [i]definitely[/i] geared more towards your state than mine. And I'd [i]definitely[/i] like to hear how someone else takes it too!

I've long had... theories about attraction, growing up, and I'm sure my current experience is colored by that. Like, do the levels of attraction go down? Or do you just get used to it? I realize like, hormones and such are a factor in that part more than I did as a kid, but those are some deep think...

@suspicioussteven93 I can't say that I know definitively either way on that, honestly. I mentioned years ago that I was into it, but she didn't really react to it and it's never come up since. It's definitely a little early to be planning out living out that fantasy, on either regard. If we do rent ...

Um, OK, I think I'm seeing the, um, "forced" part of it a bit. Yesterday, my shift was a bit more, isolated, and my mind started wandering out of boredom, I guess. At some point, I was thinking about how my best friend and I are maybe renting together soon and I was idly wondering if after...

Fuuck wow. I was in the position at work where I'm basically spending most of my day watching customers in line. And wow my eyes were sure... drawn certain places. It's a bit over a month, and like, from my reckoning, it feels strong. But like, aside for simulated sexual attraction from the file, t...

Well, I confided in a (long-distance) friend that I was experimenting with this file, and now she keeps [i]sending me pictures.[/i] That's pretty nice.

I was keeping to a once-twice daily for a while, but since the height of my illness, I've rarely even had like... time to myself for it. Like, going to bed, for work and just come into my room unannounced, and talk with me about some game or whatever... It's not made it easy. The vaguely weekly occa...

So, it's my day off today, and I actually have an update of sorts. So, I wake up earlier than I wanted to get out of bed, so I hop on my phone for a while. I like color by number "games" on my phone, and I found one that is basically just... Well, it's called "Sexy Color" so it's...

I can't say that I've noticed too much this last week, it's not been a good time for that sort of thing . However, I'm through that part of my month and I did have something interesting last night, I suppose. I was kind of just... daydreaming as I was trying to go to bed last night. I found a lewd c...

I think I'm finally not sick now, so I'm curious how much of a residual effect I'm going to have with that extended session I had while very sick. I would think that it's not going to wear off directly, like I've heard getting high helps with hypnosis things and delirium probably isn't that far off ...

Woww, holy fuck I have an update apparently. I got delirious fever sick leading into my "weekend" from work, and since I was bedridden like the whole time and alone, I decided to listen to the file a lot . I might have listened some the next day too, but I don't especially remember the hei...

@warren101 a month for real progress, huh? That is going to be interesting to see, as I am definitely noticing some things! In my daily life, the thing I've been noticing in particular, is women's asses. I'm not getting horny or anything out and about, but I'm definitely appreciating them more. And ...

Oh wow , that feels too soon. So, shortly after my previous post, my best friend visited, we hugged as you do and like, it wasn't particularly different, but she stumbled and we ended up on the couch, I pretended to tackle her down which ended up with my head on her thigh, and that was nice. I woul...

I am happy to see that there is some interest in my attempts! So, I haven't had as much time to listen to the file as I'd hoped to when I initially posted. However, if there's any effect that has hit me already, it's that I really want to listen to it. So that's neat, probably! On the main part of t...

Hello, I have been interested in erotic hypnosis since I discovered it as a teenager. It turns out I'm ace, and the whole headspace of... Well, actually being in the mood was a deep craving that I had to roleplay myself in for like anything with my libido. I have tried many times over the years to g...