Well, for her, she isn't so much a controller as much as a sadist. Its the inflicting that she likes. She plays a game with me often that I refer to as the win win. She assigns me a task, its usually really embarrassing, if I succeed, she gets to be proud of me, and reward me for doing it. If I fail...

I ask because I recently brought the subject of hypnosis up with my owner. She understands why I'm curious about being manipulated, and programmed, but she wants to know what is in it for her when she can just easily order me to do something, and I have no choice but to do it or be punished. So I pu...

I actually tried it out of curiosity. But I had to stop right away. Like you I wasn't really serious about it. What suprised me was that it worked so well. I usually have trouble with having the effects of the files actually work. I only listened to the file once, and I left the file running looped ...

My big fetish is humiliation, and I think feminization just naturally falls in with that as its simply humiliating for a man, to varying degrees, to be considered feminine. Bondage also fits in with the whole transformation genre as being something done without the consent of the transformed. Also b...

For any women living in the San Francisco Bay Area, I am 24, and looking for someone to worship. I have been playing with hypnosis for a while, but with limited success. I'm willing to try, and I think I need someone there for me to really go under. So if you're interested in dominating and hynotizi...

Well, I know they make 'em pretty big, cause I got some size 11's at Payless, but that was the largest they had, and they barely fit. But according to a sizing chart I saw, women's sizes are like mens plus 2. So I'm just one size off.

Nordstroms? I shall have to check them out. Many thanks. I have seen a few online stores, but I they don't really look new or up to date, so I wonder if they are still going or how reliable they are.

Anyone know where in the SF bay area one might find a store that sells heels in mens sizes?

The best thing you can do is figure out what you're most comfortable with before you try to enact changes. This is the same reason why they make you wait a year before actually getting the sex-change operation. Once your junk is gone, you can't get it back. This was a dilemma for me throughout my li...

Does anyone know of any programs like Sublime that are for Mac?

Well yeah, in most cases. But think about how easily one becomes isolated, even in situations where one has regular outside ineraction. Spousal abuse is a very good example of this, even to the point of brainwashing, because a lot of the victims feel they deserved what they got, and still care for t...

I actually think its very possible for a person to do what they specifically don't want to do, through use of hypnosis. I think it has to do with our ability to compromise. I don't think just being hypnotized once would sudnely turn a person into an amoral psychopath, but over time, a persons desire...

I found that trigslave works pretty well for me. I tried both triggers here, and they both worked. I think. The second one worked, I know that for sure. But now I don't have anyone to trigger me, and its not very exciting to listen to the same triggers over again. So I was wondering if anyone else h...

I feel the same way.

The instant wetting file doesn't make you lose control unless the trigger is said. So it shouldn't interrupt your regular life. I've had mixed results overrall, so I couldn't say how much success you would have with it.

I live in the bay area, but I'm not really looking to experiment right now as I have a gf at the moment. But I'm always interested to meet people of similar interests, and theres no telling for the future.

For me, I just feel like a lesbian trapped in a mans body. Don't get me wrong, I love my johnson, and never ant to get rid of it. But there is a feminine part of me that wants to come out. Further more, I'm into S&M, and humiliation, and feminization is a strong humiliation for a man.

Indeed, to each his own. I find it amazing just how many of us are so repressed in our sexual desires because we think it makes us freaks. A friend of mine wrote a column about it recently, and I think anyone who feels this way should read it. I foud it pretty helpful anyway. [url]http://www.rawstor...

I don't really like the idea of being totally incontinent, but I do like the idea of someone else having that kind of control over me when they say something like "Urinate Now!" and no matter what I have to do it.

See, this is the reason I didn't try that one. If you're interested in incontinence you should have gone for the instantwetting. I tried that one for a while, and it worked alright while I listened to the file.