Nicole sat down with me and made a confession. She said she has been doing coke as long as me! She felt like such a hypocrite because she pushed me along with Justin, into rehab the first time I went. She used to do my coke since she moved in with us! She wanted me in rehab so she could do more of m...

So I told Nicole I am going to start shooting up again when I spend a week at Mike’s. She said you have to get him shooting me up too! I told her if he does you are going to have to sleep with him, and I warned her he isn’t a good looking guy. She said she didn’t care what he looked like, she will h...

Awe... old Mike is so cute. He text me and made me promise I wouldn’t shoot up until I got there, because he wants to be the one to make me feel so good. I promised him the next time I shoot up he will be the one doing it. I love how he takes care of my needs. Now I can’t wait for him to get me star...

Nicole told me last night how much she wants to start shooting up again. I told her I know, I have started thinking about it a lot. It’s so hard to give up that feeling! We both want to try and stay away from it, but at the same time if either of us stumbles across some and it is right in front of u...

Another nice benefit of my coke is it helps me lose weight:). I have just 9 more pounds to lose. I have a woman come over 4 days a week to help me exercise properly, and tighten things back up. My boobs need some help but I love how big they are especially now that I have lost weight. Wait until I l...

Things are normalized here for once. Nicole and I try to do lines when the other one isn’t so we have baby coverage. Justin has a new love! He loves his daughter so much. Our relationship has become very strong again. Since I am not ready for sex yet Nicole has sex with him everyday. Their relations...

I have tried to limit myself to 10-12 lines a day. It is hard. Neither Nicole or Justin know I am doing lines again. Nicole asked me if I was craving to shoot up or do lines. I said lines yes! Shooting up? Sometimes but I’m not going there anymore. She told me she feels ready to crack and how much s...

I just can’t help it. I have been on coke my whole life. I saved a lot before I went into the hospital. This morning I couldn’t take it anymore. I am back doing lines again. It feels so good. I realize I can’t live without it. This was my last try at quitting. I am never trying to quit again. I can’...

I had my baby. A little beautiful girl! So much has happened. There were addiction issues which broke my heart. It was like I got struck by lightning. This has changed me so much and Nicole as well. I’m done with drugs. Seeing my little girl and holding her, nothing like it in the world. We are back...

Nothing feels so awesome like shooting up for the first time in the morning. It just makes the day start off so nice. I don’t think I ever enjoyed a feeling as good as shooting up the first time everyday and knowing you will always have it from now on. We both realize there is no chance of quitting ...

I was reflecting back on Justin. He overwhelmed me with thoughtfulness, kindness, and the way he looked at me was so different than any other man. He is so patient. I feel bad because I made him wait to have sex with me, but he never made us about that. He told me to take my time and I would know wh...

What an emotional night. Justin came over in a planned visit. Nicole and I agreed we would shoot up in front of him. We did it because we want him to see who we are not who he wants us to be. When we were shooting up I could see the look in his eyes like he wanted to rip the needles out of our hands...

I was talking to Nicole and she said to me her altered state shooting up and doing coke is so much better than how things were before. I responded by saying how I tried to tell her how amazing it is. I have been this way since I was 14. All along the way people have tried to take my coke away from m...

Nicole and I agreed we need to shoot up 5 times a day starting today. We also agreed that we will never go more than 5 times a day which simply means we are very hooked now, which we love. Getting to satisfy that 5 times a day is awesome! I’m almost always craving something be it heroin, coke or cig...

Nicole and I slept in a little this morning but we both had to get up so we could shoot each other up. I’m so glad I started shooting up, it makes me feel sooooo good. Then I have my lines until after lunch. The best part is my sweety Nicole is right there doing it with me. We encourage each other t...

Nothing like shooting up to start the day feeling sooo good. Justin texts us every day. I didn’t realize how much I would miss him, I have cried a few times. I don’t know why he still wants us. We are a mismatch because I love to shoot up now and be a hooker and he deserves better than that. I have ...

Doing lines with Nicole. One thing for sure we have talked a lot. Getting deep into each other’s past which in either case is not very good. When you are raped and forced to do coke at 14 or 15 by a drug dealing boyfriend it wasn’t much fun. I still remember Getting hooked on cigarettes in grade sch...

Shooting each other up at the same time is bonding Nicole and I. We are getting so close. We each make each other feel so good! Between shooting up and doing lots of lines in between I can finally be high all the time now, which is where I was when I met Justin. I was thinking about Aubrey for some ...

Part of Justin’s letter to me included that he would get hooked on cocaine and heroine so we could all rehab together. He said he’d go through the pain with us. I was shocked he would actually go that far. I told him I didn’t want him to go that far, it might not be that easy for him to quit. I told...

Was great to shoot up and have sex with Mike again. Nicole just shot me up and I’m going to try and describe what I’m feeling right now. It is such euphoria and feel so safe. Just feel so good like an elevated state of feeling so incredibly good. All I can say is wow! I’m looking at Nicole and she l...

I have never seen Nicole so happy. We are doing lines together and she is so content! I can’t wait to shoot her up again after lunch, and watch how relaxed and content she is. I’m relaxed too. I feel like I did before Justin. I would go to Mike’s and do lines all day and have sex with him several ti...

Nicole told me she is so glad she met me. She kind of brought tears to both our eyes. She said there is something about me shooting her up that strengthens her bond with me, because I’m the one making her feel so good. I totally understand that feeling. When Nicole shoots me up it is such a closenes...

Nothing feels so free than to wake up next to Nicole And before we even get out of bed we both know what the other needs. We immediately smile at each other steal a nice deep kiss and shoot each other up. This is as free as I have ever felt!! Finally I can be high as much as I want with none pulling...

Nicole and I just arrived at our new condo rental back in new Mike’s town. The first thing we did was shoot each other up and have sex. We both agreed we are finally free!!! We can shoot up and do all the coke we want and be the hookers we love to be. It was very emotional yesterday leaving Justin. ...

One thing Nicole said to me that made me want to keep shooting up was her saying think about it. You should embrace being hooked on shooting up. The only time that is a bad to be hooked on it is when you want to quit. She followed by saying if it was entirely u to you would you ever quit? I thought ...

Nicole and I are leaving this weekend. We are going back to where we were before Justin moved us. We are going to finally be free. Opening an escort service and we can finally shoot up all we want and dont have any pressure of quitting. Nicole made me feel so bad that I was breaking our pact to neve...

We both admit how emotional it is shooting each other up. I love the look on Nicole’s face when I put the needle in her and seeing how good I made her feel. She loves shooting me up too. We can’t wait to start doing that again only this time with no guilt. This will be permanent now. I’m so glad we ...

We are talking about moving to near new Mike and eventually get a place of our own and open our own escort business. We both can then relax and shoot up as we want to and be hookers and answer to ourselves. We are lovers and always will be. This morning Nicole woke me up to that. We promised never t...

We both had a serious conversation about leaving and moving back in with new Mike. He made sure we never had to suffer and we shot up as often as we needed. We also both love being hookers. We are probably going to get hooked again and leave.

Omg this is so hard. Nicole was just about in tears. She told me we made a pact that the other would never let the other quit. She doesn’t want to do this alone, and said we love each other and you know how much you love it. She broke me down completely and I am at this park with her because she did...

I am worried about Nicole. She shot up twice, and is heading back there today for more sex and to shoot up. This guy isn’t easy to have sex with as he is a little below average to put it kindly. I absolutely love to shoot up but the withdrawal is extremely ugly. Thankfully neither of us were in that...

Omg I am so high and feel amazing right noire I longed thiss so muzh

I am in his driveway. Nicole text me she shot up and said she feels so incredible! I can’t wait to go in and shoot up, I need it so bad, Nicole is looking out for me now, she knows how much I love shooting up with her. I’m a couple of minutes I will love how I’m feeling.

I understand that is good advice, but all this thinking and dress, I really am hoping Nicole gets some today. I want her to shoot me up so much now. I text her and even told her that I really need her to shoot me up. She just text back and said you might get your wish today!! She told me again, ther...

It’s strange because I know I have been a bad influence on Nicole. She had great will power, but I knew once I broke through I could get her hooked on coke, and I did. Once the barrier has been broken it was easy to get her shooting up. The problem is in a lot of ways she has become me. Now she will...

Thank you. It is extremely hard especially for Nicole. She is out looking for some a lot, and probably not in good areas. Even though I told her I’m done she laughs at me. She said as soon as I get my hands on some I guarantee you will be begging me to shoot you up. I tell her no, but if she had som...

Wow so much has changed. We moved completely out of the area we lived in. We have not shot up in probably 2 weeks. It was soooo hard!!! We all had a heart to heart long open conversation about our future. We have really spun out of control. The one thing that took the longest was convincing Justin t...

Well we didn’t see this coming. No sooner than we said goodbye to Justin he comes over to Mike’s and had 2 friends with him. He essentially made us gather all our clothes and stuff put is in his car and the other 2 drove our cars. We ended up several hundred miles away in a beautiful house. Justin s...

We just said goodbye to Justin for the weekend and probably forever. Nicole and I are really torn up about it and thankfully we shot ip and feel so much better. We are hookers again for Mike, just what we want. It is so hard leaving someone we both love and adore, but we love shooting up and that ch...

Mike couldn’t make it home but he gave us the safe combo. We shot each other up and had sex after the euphoric feeling wore off. It is so impossible to not want to feel that way!! Can’t wait until this weekend when we can shoot up all day. We will likely be staying here because we will need more tha...

So Mike changed the combination and said he would be coming home for lunch and he wanted a 3 some with me and Nicole and he would give us the combination after so we could shoot up. We were losing it here, finally shot each other up. Feels so good. We are doing just 1 shot a day but this weekend mor...

Me and Nicole are talking. Justin has no idea we are shooting up again. We have both realized that soon we will be need to shoot up all the time again and we need to make a decision fast. Nicole said she loves shooting up, an being a hooker now. I totally agree. I love shooting up so much now, I wil...

Nicole and I went to Mike’s again today to shoot up. It is such a relief to have it again and feels so good. He said tomorrow he will leave us 2 each. We are getting back on it thankfully!!! Mike invited us for the weekend to shoot up all day. We have to find an excuse to be gone that long and we wi...

We both agree how nice it is and what a relief we are shooting up again. We made love and are so happy. Mike really takes care of us. He knew we needed him. We want to be hookers for him again. We will be hooked very soon and not gonna be stupid and try to quit again.

So Nicole and I went to Mike’s to get our stuff. We walk in and there is a note. It said I know how bad you are dying to shoot up. In exchange for your new phone numbers I will give you the combination to the small safe where 2 shots that you know you need are. Just text me both of you and you know ...

One day this week we have to go to Mike’s and get our clothes and things. He won’t know when we are coming but he does have security and will probably know. I told Nicole if he rushes home and puts a needle in front of me, I am pretty sure I will need him to shoot me up. She said she thought about i...

So much has happened. We shot up in front of Justin. He cried for a long time but we were feeling so good it didn’t even register. Once we came off the euphoric part, the 3 of us talked the rest of the day. It was brutally emotional. The essence was we needed to stop being hookers and shooting up an...

We are going to go out to the pool area and tell him to stay inside while we have a cigarette. Then right as we are ready to shoot up call him out and he will see us shooting up and we will tell him how great heroin is and we love it!!! Immediately before it kicks in tell him we are hookers now and ...

We are heading to Justin’s. We have to go now because we need to shoot up so bad and want Justin to see us shooting up

I wish I had a date for tonight. I was just getting back into it and I love being a hooker. I can’t wait until I get my body back, I will get my boobs done and I will be a total knockout again. One thing shooting up has done is I only do about 6-8 lines per day now. I’d rather be shooting up now tha...