I don’t like what Nicole did to Justin. I like women but the idea of my husband becoming female permanently has made me find another boyfriend. He absolutely adores me and I’m in love with him. I have bee sharing time at Justin and Nicole’s but lately I am at Adam’s house much more. Thankfully I’m b...

I knew Nicole was doing coke and shooting up again. I was so jealous when she told me that I started taking Justin’s coke. I made love to him and talked him into making sure I always have coke from now on. So relieved. Justin now has an estrogen level comparable to a woman and his body is starting t...

Justin is getting a blood test tomorrow as he has an endo now. He will get his estrogen and testosterone tested. This should be interesting. He is closing in on 6 months, and his breasts are getting noticeable!

Justin is so easy to get away with things now. He is so hooked on coke, all we have to do is mention how we will take it away from him and he panics, and let’s us do anything! I shouldn’t be even talking about it. I’m 30 days from doing any and I’m craving a line soooo bad. Nicole seems like she is ...

I know one thing I have an ad running. I need real man sex so bad! Justin is losing it fast. I need a real man, it has been over a month! Have a couple possibilities, meeting one tonight. Hope he is fuckable!

Oh boy. I had a bad episode shooting up. I am 30 days clean, it was a near death experience. It scared Nicole off of it too. There can’t be a next time. Oddly, me and Nicole quit all drugs and Justin can’t stop doing coke. It is like everything got turned around. We got Justin into high heels, red l...

I finally did a line with Justin last night. I was doing a line and insisted he at least try it as h doesn’t know that I know he is hooked. He pretended to say ok just this one time. We immediately had sex but it was like falling in love all over again. It felt so good to have him back inside of me....

I’m not getting enough sex, this guy tonight better want sex!

So Nicole went over to Rob’s house to shoot up. I finally had Justin alone. I seduced him with my huge boobs and as I was getting ready to do a line of meth that he thought was coke, he was all excited watching me. I was waiting for him to ask me for some but I think he did a line ofcoke before we g...

I finally did my first escort last night. It was a good night. It was dinner, and a drink, and we finished the night having sex. It went great. It was a 4 hour date, and I can’t book any longer. By the time I got home I needed to shoot up so bad! It was the first thing I did walking through the door...

Wow Rob really caught me off-guard. He wants us to start to withdrawal from drugs and divorce Justin and marry him. I didn’t know what to say because I was so high on meth when he asked me. I didn’t say this to him but if I wasn’t doing meth and shooting up I’d be with Justin, especially now that he...

I have been cutting my coke with the meth Rob got me. It is my favorite high. I just started to realize I’m now hooked on meth as well. I really felt like I needed a straight line of meth. It satisfied the craving so I really am starting to need meth too. I love the new craving feeling that feels so...

Nicole is getting very jealous. She specifically told me no more sex with Justin, he belongs to her now. I wasn’t too pleased, so I said ok, no more shooting up for you! We went back and forth and she quickly realized she needs to shoot up, so I will see Justin this weekend.

I asked Rob how much meth he got for me. He said just enough for a few times. I am worried I might love it and hooked on it, and will panic if he can’t get me some right away. He said he would be able to get more quickly if I get hooked on it. He also told me that using it once and I could be hooked...

I am getting nervous. It seems like every boyfriend I find takes my coke and heroin away at some point. I sat down with Rob last night and made him swear and promise me that no matter what, he will still provide me with coke and heroin. He said I don’t know who you have been with before, but I know ...

I’m not surprised Justin is hooked on coke now. It was just a matter of time. He has watched Nicole and I as we were hooked for so long and it was just a matter of time. Once he did the hypno to love us doing it, I think he was ripe with curiosity to at least try it. Nicole says he is doing 3 or 4 l...

By the time Justin realizes he is transitioning it will be too late. He is going to be hooked on being a girlie girl and he will love the changes and completely transition. I think what she is doing is so hot!!! Sneaky, but hot! We have to give Justin a new feminine name. This is going to be so cool...

I’m shooting up now so my coke use has dropped from 20-30 lines a day to about 5-10. I love my coke, but I’m really loving shooting up a lot more. I think I found a drug I love more than coke. As I shoot up more, I think my coke will be behind me, but I still crave it so not ever going to give it up...

I asked Nicole how many lines Justin does a day. She said almost all the time it is right before sex. So about 3 a day, but occasionally he will do one otherwise.

I actually love being addicted to things. It feels so good to satisfy that craving! It’s all I have known my whole life. I am more normal high than not high, in fact I can’t stand how it feels not being high. Nicole is the same, miss sweet an innocent is such a sneaky little bitch. She has pretty mu...

That was easy, Nicole is hooked on heroin again:), and of course I am very hooked. My baby shoots me up anytime I ask, no matter how much I need. I haven’t had this much freedom to enjoy my coke, cigarettes, and heroin for so long. Everyone keeps trying to get me off of them. Don’t they realize I do...

I can’t get Nicole to tell me what is going on with Justin. She told me it will be obvious soon. She asked me if I noticed him being any different? I said he seems to have mellowed out quite a bit allowing us to do coke. After you told me, I he is doing coke I thought immediately that was why. She s...

Wow what I found out is unreal. Nicole came over for a threesome this weekend. The first thing she saw was Rob shooting me up. She starts yelling at me saying you bitch, why didn’t you tell me you are shooting up again? You know we talked about it and you knew I was dying to shoot up again! I was so...

Rob is begging me to do a face time video of him shooting me up. I think he wants me to do it so Justin leaves me and he has me all to himself. He said if not, at least I could do a FaceTime right after he shoots me up. He said he will make the call and taunt Justin showing him that you are all mine...

My plan is working perfectly. Nicole is coming over after dinner. The first thing she is going to see is Rob shooting me up. She is going to want to shoot up so bad. That will be the final piece. I need to get Nicole hooked on heroin then she can’t say a word

Omg I am too high. I made sure there were no signs of heroin around and I just teased Justin so bad. I did a face time video of me taunting Justin doing a line for him to see. I was totally naked and so is Rob. He did a line off my boobs. He got on the camera and told Justin to watch me cum inside h...

My honey loves me so much. As soon as I woke up this morning he said let me show you how much I love you, as he prepared to shoot me up. He loves me so much and knows how good it makes me feel when I shoot up. I didn’t really mean to, but I am totally hooked now. He told me how happy it makes him fe...

I get some mail here which most of the time has good ideas. Recently someone suggested we get Justin hooked on heroin. We actually considered that, as well as getting him hooked on coke. It’s such a relief having my coke back! I really can’t function without it. I have quit for the last time! Never ...

So much has happened. Justin had a talk session with me and Nicole. He said as much as he hates it, he can’t stop me and Nicole from doing coke. We had a long talk about it. He said he had a very difficult choice. Leave us or just understand that is something we can’t quit. We ironed out some things...

I’m not a guy, Justin is. I am his wife Amber. You must have missed something. Justin gave up on this thread months and months ago!

I do realize I have been doing coke my whole life. I will never quit just be forced to stop using it from time to time. Now that I’m doing coke again I’m smoking too, and I intentionally told Nicole every time I have one how much I missed them and how much I’m so happy to have them back. She started...

I’m gonna tease Justin so bad with this guy and get him so turned on. I will make sure he knows the only reason I’m getting close to him is because I’m using coke. If I wasn’t I would not be with him. I already told him that over 2 days doing just 5 lines isn’t going to work. I will probably lose in...

Finally! It took 4 tries but I found a really nice sexy guy. Justin has had a secret for so long and I shared it briefly before. His weakness is he loves me fucking other men. It totally turns him on. So as much as he fears me doing coke, I come home after my weekend with my new lover Brandon and al...

It didn’t work out. The guy was trying to get me hooked and to move in with him. He told me he would marry me and make all my dreams come true. He kind of started scaring me. I ended up leaving after doing just one line. A total waste of time. Ugh! I sure know how to pick them! It did feel sooo good...

This time I am not going to mess up. Justin and I did our best when he didn’t know I was hooked on coke. Then I messed up when I made the video with Jackie and we forgot about my bag of coke and lines on the table, and my cigarettes too! The good thing is right after getting my boobs done I started ...

My boobs look so perfect now. Is is such a sexy feeling to unleash them in front of a man for the first time. I met this guy for lunch Saturday and he took me to his house. I was soooo excited when he pulled out some coke!!! It had been so long! The sex and the coke were amazing. I only did 2 lines....

Thank you! I had my 2 week check up after my boob lift. They don’t look good yet but everything is progressing as expected. The pain is gone, and I feel much better. I can’t wait to see them and I’m going to be getting a lot of new sexy dresses and tops so I can show them off. No sex yet though:(. J...

I really have my life back. I even got Nicole to quit coke. She is struggling right now, but Justin and I are helping her as much as we can. We have had a lot of three way sex and Justin started sleeping with her again. I’m busy with my little girl, who is 3 months now! I will be getting a breast li...

Thank you so much! It was the best Christmas ever. I feel better than I have since I don’t know when. Justin and I are in a place we have never been at before! He is so proud of me, and I am so thankful he stuck with me. He told me he would never leave me. He is like no man I have ever known, he mea...

Merry Christmas to everyone! It was the best Christmas ever for all of us! So blessed!

Thank you stupid me. I’m living in an unaltered world for the first time in a long time. It feels really scary but also very good. Merry Christmas!

It has been so long since I dressed sexy, did my hair and nails. My body finally looks good again, and I love dressing sexy. Justin hasn’t seen me like that in so long. I’m going to start looking like that every day for him. I know he loves it! I just need these boobs lifted some, I am so big now! I...

Nicole made me read a lot of my posts here because I told her I never used drugs. Now I kind of realize I have been listening to all these files that make me believe I never used them. I do remember vaguely now, but Justin keeps making me listen. I don’t have any memory what that felt like but I kin...

I’m not sure what is going on here right now. Nicole tells me I have been using drugs for years. I haven’t and I think she is trying to make a play for Justin.

I am with Justin and my baby and Nicole. Suddenly everything seems normal for the first time in a long time! I’m not sure what happened but we are all here like before, including Nicole. She had some drug issues but Justin helped her a lot. Hopefully she stays clean. I’m really glad I never got invo...

Justin had me do the hypno file he had made. I’m not quite sure what is going on now, but he seems pretty happy about it. I was supposed to meet someone this weekend but something is off. I really need to spend time with Justin our baby and Nicole. I feel very confused right now. He wants me to keep...

Finally I found someone to shoot up with this weekend. A couple of jerks, and then finally, are you ready? His name is Justin! How crazy! I’m going over his house tomorrow night to shoot up with him and have sex! I’m shaking just thinking about it. I’m finally going to be shooting up again. The othe...

I know I’m trying. It still drives me crazy I get 8 lines and Nicole 12. Watching her do it when I can’t makes me so mad. I need it more than her. It just isn’t enough going from 20-25 to 8. The physical need to shoot up is pretty much gone, but the desire to feel that way is very strong. It’s all g...

Nicole is having a tough time. She wants more coke and Justin agreed to let her have 12 lines a day. I told him that if she gets 12 I should get 12. He wouldn’t budge. Seems so unfair. Just because I’m not losing it like her. All that makes me feel like shooting up more and more, wish I had some. I ...

I am turning the corner. Nicole unfortunately is just starting and is really sick. I went through that, it isn’t any fun. She is begging to be shot up. Justin is with her just about 24/7. I might be feeling better but it doesn’t mean I don’t want some, I would love to have some. I hope there is an e...