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Re: OMG! It's happening!

Tonight makes it an entire year without any control of my bladder or bowls. And I do mean totally dependant on diapers and plastic pants. :) Over this last year I have not once made it to the toilet. :) My bowls move with absolutely no worming, and my bladder is constantly draining. Like it says in ...
by espfrench
May 30th, 2022, 7:06 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: Where are the files for the gals?

CheekyLilMissy, I totally agree! It took me almost a month of cutting and splicing in my audio mixing software to come up with even a handful of files I was able to use without breaking my trance, for exactly that reason. I think the issue might be that the largest percentage of the sights audience ...
by espfrench
September 26th, 2021, 2:26 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: Where are the files for the gals?
Replies: 6
Views: 3571

Re: OMG! It's happening!

locomaster7,
I may have to... someday. But for now? Why? I've already truthfully explained my condition. And they've already diagnosed me correctly. For now... that's enough.
I suspect they'll eventually diagnose the underlying cause as psychodynamic. Which is correct too... I suppose... Sorta'.
by espfrench
September 1st, 2021, 1:06 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Just got home to find another 300 attends on the front porch... In the rain. :o I guess some folks just ant that bright. Nikole, It's Kaylee, not Mal. ;) OMG! Someone actually got that reference. :D Now the last step starts. Not thinking about it, just knowing that you are 100% incontinent and alway...
by espfrench
August 27th, 2021, 5:54 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Just got home to find snother 300 attends on the front porch... In the rain. :o
by espfrench
August 27th, 2021, 5:52 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Nikole, I know :) Ant it great? The mussels... "down there" are just relaxed now. 24/7. It's actually becoming really hard to hold even my BMs now. Not that I have been trying a lot though. I'm perfectly happy suddenly realising "I'm poopING". It's sort of "replaced" th...
by espfrench
August 21st, 2021, 7:18 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Like I said. In and out. Being a bed wetter has some advantages. ;)
I was only out for about two hours. But when I came out of it.

The urologist and my GP still haven't got a clue. :?
by espfrench
August 13th, 2021, 10:07 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Like I said. In and out. Being a bed wetter has some advantages. ;)
I was only out for about two hours. But when I came out of it.

The urologist and my GP still haven't got a clue. :?
by espfrench
August 13th, 2021, 10:06 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Dear NotMuch,
From the sound of our conversation. It's looking like I'll be out cold for the test.
She kept saying I'll need someone to drive me home. So I'm thinking I'm not going to need to be an actress for this one.
LL&P
ESPFrench
by espfrench
August 5th, 2021, 9:22 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Nikole hello again, OMG we're on page two. The only time I have any "trouble" with MagaMax is when they get heavy and want to sag. But a pair of panties over them can help. There's so much difference in sizing from one manufacturer to the next that I've found a couple that are supposedly m...
by espfrench
August 5th, 2021, 5:31 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Hi Nikole,
If I'm using MagaMax I can get away with 3 or 4 per and only change when I BM one.
In Attends... 8 to 9 per day.
Live Long and Prosper_\\/
ESPF
by espfrench
August 4th, 2021, 12:46 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

I just got off the phone with my GP. She and the urologists want me up to UH next week, for a "urodynamic test"? From the way she was talking I guess they intend to fill up my bladder, and see if I can hold it. LOL. Like that's going to happen. I can already tell them how it's going to wor...
by espfrench
August 3rd, 2021, 8:39 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: OMG! It's happening!

I just got off the phone with my GP. She and the urologists want me up to UH next week, for a "urodynamic test"? From the way she was talking I guess they intend to fill up my bladder, and see if I can hold it. LOL. Like that's going to happen. I can already tell them how it's going to wor...
by espfrench
August 3rd, 2021, 8:29 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

It's still "shinny" :-D Just now I was doing my "get ups" (getting residents ready for breakfast) I had to do 6 changes. But only 5 were residents. Goddess! I love being incontinent. I still love that suprise when I first realize it's pushing out. And then it hits the seat of my ...
by espfrench
July 29th, 2021, 4:36 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: OMG! It's happening!

It's still "shinny" :-D Just now I was doing my "get ups" (getting residents ready for breakfast) I had to do 6 changes. But only 5 were residents. Goddess! I love being incontinent. I still love that suprise when I first realize it's pushing out. And then it hits the seat of my ...
by espfrench
July 29th, 2021, 4:29 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: That circle on the left?

MN_FriendlyGuy wrote:I'm letting you know something. You're mentioned in my journal posting #8 [/list]


Oooo... I just checked out my suggestion... I'm 4/4 :)
by espfrench
July 26th, 2021, 1:21 am
 
Forum: Site Improvements
Topic: That circle on the left?
Replies: 5
Views: 9596

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Dear Nikole,
One again... Thank you so much for your kind words.
Live Long and Prosper _\\//
by espfrench
July 24th, 2021, 10:23 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

I just realized something! :D Today is my three months anniversary of real diaper dependents. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed right now. I just got home and took my shower. I BMed myself driving home. :-D It's been seven weeks now sense I have been able to get to a total in time for that. :D And ...
by espfrench
July 23rd, 2021, 10:11 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: OMG! It's happening!

I just realized something! :D Today is my three months anniversary of real diaper dependents. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed right now. I just got home and took my shower. I BMed myself driving home. :-D It's been seven weeks now sense I have been able to get to a total in time for that. :D And ...
by espfrench
July 23rd, 2021, 10:09 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: That circle on the left?

Ok... Now there's one with a heart over the circle?
I'm assuming someone's "liked" that post?
by espfrench
July 22nd, 2021, 6:56 pm
 
Forum: Site Improvements
Topic: That circle on the left?
Replies: 5
Views: 9596

Re: OMG! It's happening!

me and *my* system mates. Ugh I can't stand typos like that. Sorry. :oops: :roll: ThatoneGurll, Thank you for your post. I'm sorry to hear that you're having so much trouble getting the results you want. :cry: I wish I could offer more or better advice than to just keep at it. And don't worry about...
by espfrench
July 20th, 2021, 6:42 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: Obey mommy

It's a good idea, isn't it? Wanting & needing mommy so much, that you can feel it... You can feel how you're going to obey. It's not bondage or discipline. It's love, isn't it? Thanks for posting into the voting section. If someone wants to vote for it (up or down) , here's the link to do that....
by espfrench
July 18th, 2021, 5:25 pm
 
Forum: The Voting Page
Topic: Obey mommy
Replies: 3
Views: 5709

Re: OMG! It's happening!

It would be interesting to know who became full incontinent at the end and just wanted to start wetting 24/7 at the beginning. I still believe to poop is just the next natural step after wetting full time. Question for everybody: What do you think? I truely want to get incontinent and do not want t...
by espfrench
July 18th, 2021, 2:28 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Hello! Thanks for PM! Every time you reply either here on via PM everybody immediatelly realizes how happy you are now. Wetting, pooping and the prescription of your GD. A lot changed with the last months. Really! In my case uncontrolable wetting is still my next goal, but the times when I pee with...
by espfrench
July 18th, 2021, 2:48 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Orrr... Maybe I'll fill it with OJ and vodka 8-) Give the prick something to really talk about :lol:
by espfrench
July 17th, 2021, 8:20 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

In one way it's sort of embarrassing to admit this part. I mean in one way it's going to read like some shit a kid would make up. But Nikole has ask me about what changes have been happening in my day-to-day now that I'm really incontinent... God I love that word! :D Once a month my psychologists ho...
by espfrench
July 17th, 2021, 7:54 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: That circle on the left?

Dear MN,
Thank you. Now it makes some sense. I had the "scrolling text" pegged as meaning someone was readING that particular file.
Shows what thinking gets me. :roll:
by espfrench
July 17th, 2021, 8:32 am
 
Forum: Site Improvements
Topic: That circle on the left?
Replies: 5
Views: 9596

That circle on the left?

In the listes of posts.
To the left of each title is a small circle icon
Sometimes in red sometimes in blue?
Apparently meant to represent text?
Sometimes the text appears to be scrolling?
Sometimes there is a star?
How do I read all of this and what does each element mean?
by espfrench
July 17th, 2021, 4:20 am
 
Forum: Site Improvements
Topic: That circle on the left?
Replies: 5
Views: 9596

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Hello! Thanks for PM! Every time you reply either here on via PM everybody immediatelly realizes how happy you are now. Wetting, pooping and the prescription of your GD. A lot changed with the last months. Really! In my case uncontrolable wetting is still my next goal, but the times when I pee with...
by espfrench
July 15th, 2021, 7:06 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Nikole,
Check out the rest of your PMs.
by espfrench
July 14th, 2021, 11:05 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

The day the bottle, bear, and maybe pacifier hypnoisis works you are the most cute baby ever. , ,x?n=4??$$n. -Lb$;zPs$Lb;d)%. ;d$$$$$$$$$$$$b$;- $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$;- ?$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$" .d$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. `$$c,,$$$bc,,d$$>" ?$$$$$eed$$$$$F "?$$$L,J$$$F)ee, """";zd$...
by espfrench
July 11th, 2021, 2:50 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

In my mind you are a lucky and proud baby, too, enjoying being a baby. I think you could wear moderate babish tshirts all day. Did you already thought about that, too? Dear Nikole, I have a couple of onesies yes. And a massive 5x pink t-shirt with kitties on it. I normally pear them up with my gray...
by espfrench
July 10th, 2021, 6:27 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Ant it strange how they can't figure out what's wrong with my bladder? It's really a mystery worthy of the Scooby-Doo gang. :roll: Not that I'm complaining mind you. But I intend to do the best I can to get through all 300 diapers this month. ;) I think I'll hang some shelves in my bedroom for all o...
by espfrench
July 9th, 2021, 10:45 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

What's that, something like 10 diapers a day? That should be more than enough even for someone totally incontinent like you! :) Strange how they can't figure out what's actually causing it.... I can understand how happy you must be! I know. It's really a mystery worthy of the Scooby-Doo gang. :roll...
by espfrench
July 9th, 2021, 5:49 am
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: Obey mommy an idea for a new file

EMG wrote:While the idea isn't bad, probably the wrong place for it, there's already a forum for file ideas.

Hmmm... Maybe. But I was thinking that the surrendering of all authority/control was sort of a BD thing.
by espfrench
July 8th, 2021, 11:35 am
 
Forum: Hypno BDSM
Topic: Obey mommy an idea for a new file
Replies: 2
Views: 2326

Obey mommy an idea for a new file

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy". 24/7 The listener becomes more and m...
by espfrench
July 7th, 2021, 9:41 pm
 
Forum: Hypno BDSM
Topic: Obey mommy an idea for a new file
Replies: 2
Views: 2326

Okay mommy An idea for a new file

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress, and to seek their love and approval. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy"....
by espfrench
July 7th, 2021, 9:15 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: Okay mommy An idea for a new file
Replies: 0
Views: 1409

Okay mommy

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress, and to seek their love and approval. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy"....
by espfrench
July 7th, 2021, 9:09 pm
 
Forum: File Ideas, Scripts, and Challenges
Topic: Okay mommy
Replies: 0
Views: 1374

Obey mommy

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy". 24/7 The listener becomes more and m...
by espfrench
July 7th, 2021, 8:55 pm
 
Forum: The Voting Page
Topic: Obey mommy
Replies: 3
Views: 5709

Re: sumone shuld make a trump hpno file

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TsKDO-r5STc And this one's from half way around the planet! And now there's this guy. :lol: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k-LTRwZb35A & Do we all remember this classic? https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k-LTRwZb35A Lest we forget. :cry: what a true a$$hole he was. Turne...
by espfrench
July 6th, 2021, 7:45 pm
 
Forum: File Ideas, Scripts, and Challenges
Topic: sumone shuld make a trump hpno file
Replies: 8
Views: 10097

Re: Lactation for men

https://www.nhs.uk/medicines/domperidone/#:~:text=Domperidone%20is%20an%20anti%2Dsickness,used%20to%20increase%20milk%20supply. Domperidone is only by prescription in the US... In Canada it's OTC for motion sickness. And yes it has been used successfully to induce lactation in father's, (and in tran...
by espfrench
July 6th, 2021, 4:42 pm
 
Forum: File Ideas, Scripts, and Challenges
Topic: Lactation for men
Replies: 3
Views: 4413

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Holly crap! :lol: The UPS guy just delivered my Attends for this month! 300 diapers per month for a $20.oo copy! He'll YES! And I was trying not to freak over coming out to my GP?! :lol: I dang near freaked out when he knocked on the front door. I had to run and grab a robe, because I was only weari...
by espfrench
July 6th, 2021, 4:00 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

Holly Shi*! The UPS guy just delivered my Attends. 300 diapers per month for the rest of my life... for a $20.oo copay! :D Holly frak YES! And here I was all worried about coming out. I dang near freaked when he knocked on the front door! I had to run and grab my robe. All I'd been wearing was a scr...
by espfrench
July 6th, 2021, 3:45 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Re: What to Expect!

Dear MindMaster, Thank you for such an insightful post. Speaking as someone that's finally met with success, using Sarnoga's 4Step DiaperDependency files. I'm thinking you're right. The feedback loops of, "The more you listen, the more you love your diapers, the more you love your diapers, the ...
by espfrench
July 6th, 2021, 11:35 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: What to Expect!
Replies: 20
Views: 19438

Re: OMG! It's happening!

As of today I'm officially, and medically! inconstant! :D I've just now gotten off the phone with my GP. She and my urologists have gotten my labs back. You'll be happy to hear I'm cancer free. But the two of them are still trying to figure out why I'm having so much trouble keeping dry. Other than ...
by espfrench
July 5th, 2021, 4:04 pm
 
Forum: Success Stories
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 19
Views: 17534

Bottles and bears?

Having dun a quick search of the AB/DL regression files... It doesn't look as if anyone's dun a file to make the listener REALLY NEED the comfort of a bottle and teddy bear in order to get to sleep? "You will suffer from the worst insomnia, and be unable to sleep until you get up and retrieve a...
by espfrench
July 5th, 2021, 3:59 pm
 
Forum: The Voting Page
Topic: Bottles and bears?
Replies: 0
Views: 2671

Bottles and bears?

I know this suggestion doesn't exactly belong under this topic... But yeah it's sort of does.
Having dun a quick search... It doesn't look as if anyone's dun a file to make the listener REALLY NEED the comfort of a bottle and teddy bear in order to get to sleep?
by espfrench
July 5th, 2021, 3:42 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: Bottles and bears?
Replies: 0
Views: 1365

Re: OMG! It's happening!

As of today I'm officially, and medically! inconstant! :D I've just now gotten off the phone with my GP. She and my urologists have gotten my labs back. You'll be happy to hear I'm cancer free. But the two of them are still trying to figure out why I'm having so much trouble keeping dry. Other than ...
by espfrench
July 5th, 2021, 2:58 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

When you work outside all night I think you already always take your diaper bag with you? Do you have to change you diapers inbetween? Yes I've carried a diaper bag with me, on and off, over the last... 30ish? years. Over the last 5 years I've carried my diaper bag full time. Over the last couple o...
by espfrench
June 28th, 2021, 10:29 am
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734

Re: OMG! It's happening!

I think I'm becoming "dependent" on my bottle. :) As I've already knotted, I've added a thumb/passafier/bottle file to my playlists. Because up to now, I've never felt quite comfortable using anything but my thumb and blanket. Well... This morning I came home from work really exhausted and...
by espfrench
June 27th, 2021, 2:35 pm
 
Forum: Diapers and Incontinence
Topic: OMG! It's happening!
Replies: 62
Views: 42734
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