Tonight makes it an entire year without any control of my bladder or bowls. And I do mean totally dependant on diapers and plastic pants. :) Over this last year I have not once made it to the toilet. :) My bowls move with absolutely no worming, and my bladder is constantly draining. Like it says in ...

CheekyLilMissy, I totally agree! It took me almost a month of cutting and splicing in my audio mixing software to come up with even a handful of files I was able to use without breaking my trance, for exactly that reason. I think the issue might be that the largest percentage of the sights audience ...

locomaster7,
I may have to... someday. But for now? Why? I've already truthfully explained my condition. And they've already diagnosed me correctly. For now... that's enough.
I suspect they'll eventually diagnose the underlying cause as psychodynamic. Which is correct too... I suppose... Sorta'.

Just got home to find another 300 attends on the front porch... In the rain. :o I guess some folks just ant that bright. Nikole, It's Kaylee, not Mal. ;) OMG! Someone actually got that reference. :D Now the last step starts. Not thinking about it, just knowing that you are 100% incontinent and alway...

Just got home to find snother 300 attends on the front porch... In the rain.

Nikole, I know :) Ant it great? The mussels... "down there" are just relaxed now. 24/7. It's actually becoming really hard to hold even my BMs now. Not that I have been trying a lot though. I'm perfectly happy suddenly realising "I'm poopING". It's sort of "replaced" th...

Like I said. In and out. Being a bed wetter has some advantages.
I was only out for about two hours. But when I came out of it.

The urologist and my GP still haven't got a clue.

Like I said. In and out. Being a bed wetter has some advantages.
I was only out for about two hours. But when I came out of it.

The urologist and my GP still haven't got a clue.

Dear NotMuch,
From the sound of our conversation. It's looking like I'll be out cold for the test.
She kept saying I'll need someone to drive me home. So I'm thinking I'm not going to need to be an actress for this one.
LL&P
ESPFrench

Nikole hello again, OMG we're on page two. The only time I have any "trouble" with MagaMax is when they get heavy and want to sag. But a pair of panties over them can help. There's so much difference in sizing from one manufacturer to the next that I've found a couple that are supposedly m...

Hi Nikole,
If I'm using MagaMax I can get away with 3 or 4 per and only change when I BM one.
In Attends... 8 to 9 per day.
Live Long and Prosper_\\/
ESPF

I just got off the phone with my GP. She and the urologists want me up to UH next week, for a "urodynamic test"? From the way she was talking I guess they intend to fill up my bladder, and see if I can hold it. LOL. Like that's going to happen. I can already tell them how it's going to wor...

I just got off the phone with my GP. She and the urologists want me up to UH next week, for a "urodynamic test"? From the way she was talking I guess they intend to fill up my bladder, and see if I can hold it. LOL. Like that's going to happen. I can already tell them how it's going to wor...

It's still "shinny" :-D Just now I was doing my "get ups" (getting residents ready for breakfast) I had to do 6 changes. But only 5 were residents. Goddess! I love being incontinent. I still love that suprise when I first realize it's pushing out. And then it hits the seat of my ...

It's still "shinny" :-D Just now I was doing my "get ups" (getting residents ready for breakfast) I had to do 6 changes. But only 5 were residents. Goddess! I love being incontinent. I still love that suprise when I first realize it's pushing out. And then it hits the seat of my ...

MN_FriendlyGuy wrote:I'm letting you know something. You're mentioned in my journal posting #8 [/list]

Oooo... I just checked out my suggestion... I'm 4/4

Dear Nikole,
One again... Thank you so much for your kind words.
Live Long and Prosper _\\//

I just realized something! :D Today is my three months anniversary of real diaper dependents. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed right now. I just got home and took my shower. I BMed myself driving home. :-D It's been seven weeks now sense I have been able to get to a total in time for that. :D And ...

I just realized something! :D Today is my three months anniversary of real diaper dependents. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed right now. I just got home and took my shower. I BMed myself driving home. :-D It's been seven weeks now sense I have been able to get to a total in time for that. :D And ...

Ok... Now there's one with a heart over the circle?
I'm assuming someone's "liked" that post?

me and *my* system mates. Ugh I can't stand typos like that. Sorry. :oops: :roll: ThatoneGurll, Thank you for your post. I'm sorry to hear that you're having so much trouble getting the results you want. :cry: I wish I could offer more or better advice than to just keep at it. And don't worry about...

It's a good idea, isn't it? Wanting & needing mommy so much, that you can feel it... You can feel how you're going to obey. It's not bondage or discipline. It's love, isn't it? Thanks for posting into the voting section. If someone wants to vote for it (up or down) , here's the link to do that....

It would be interesting to know who became full incontinent at the end and just wanted to start wetting 24/7 at the beginning. I still believe to poop is just the next natural step after wetting full time. Question for everybody: What do you think? I truely want to get incontinent and do not want t...

Hello! Thanks for PM! Every time you reply either here on via PM everybody immediatelly realizes how happy you are now. Wetting, pooping and the prescription of your GD. A lot changed with the last months. Really! In my case uncontrolable wetting is still my next goal, but the times when I pee with...

Orrr... Maybe I'll fill it with OJ and vodka Give the prick something to really talk about

In one way it's sort of embarrassing to admit this part. I mean in one way it's going to read like some shit a kid would make up. But Nikole has ask me about what changes have been happening in my day-to-day now that I'm really incontinent... God I love that word! :D Once a month my psychologists ho...

Dear MN,
Thank you. Now it makes some sense. I had the "scrolling text" pegged as meaning someone was readING that particular file.
Shows what thinking gets me.

In the listes of posts.
To the left of each title is a small circle icon
Sometimes in red sometimes in blue?
Apparently meant to represent text?
Sometimes the text appears to be scrolling?
Sometimes there is a star?
How do I read all of this and what does each element mean?

Hello! Thanks for PM! Every time you reply either here on via PM everybody immediatelly realizes how happy you are now. Wetting, pooping and the prescription of your GD. A lot changed with the last months. Really! In my case uncontrolable wetting is still my next goal, but the times when I pee with...

Nikole,
Check out the rest of your PMs.

The day the bottle, bear, and maybe pacifier hypnoisis works you are the most cute baby ever. , ,x?n=4??$$n. -Lb$;zPs$Lb;d)%. ;d$$$$$$$$$$$$b$;- $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$;- ?$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$" .d$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$. `$$c,,$$$bc,,d$$>" ?$$$$$eed$$$$$F "?$$$L,J$$$F)ee, """";zd$...

In my mind you are a lucky and proud baby, too, enjoying being a baby. I think you could wear moderate babish tshirts all day. Did you already thought about that, too? Dear Nikole, I have a couple of onesies yes. And a massive 5x pink t-shirt with kitties on it. I normally pear them up with my gray...

Ant it strange how they can't figure out what's wrong with my bladder? It's really a mystery worthy of the Scooby-Doo gang. :roll: Not that I'm complaining mind you. But I intend to do the best I can to get through all 300 diapers this month. ;) I think I'll hang some shelves in my bedroom for all o...

What's that, something like 10 diapers a day? That should be more than enough even for someone totally incontinent like you! :) Strange how they can't figure out what's actually causing it.... I can understand how happy you must be! I know. It's really a mystery worthy of the Scooby-Doo gang. :roll...

EMG wrote:While the idea isn't bad, probably the wrong place for it, there's already a forum for file ideas.

Hmmm... Maybe. But I was thinking that the surrendering of all authority/control was sort of a BD thing.

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy". 24/7 The listener becomes more and m...

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress, and to seek their love and approval. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy"....

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress, and to seek their love and approval. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy"....

Somewhere between a "slave/training" and a "regression" file? 24/7 The listener is left with a need to please and obey there "mommy"/caregiver/mistress. 24/7 The listener will defer more and more authority to there "mommy". 24/7 The listener becomes more and m...

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TsKDO-r5STc And this one's from half way around the planet! And now there's this guy. :lol: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k-LTRwZb35A & Do we all remember this classic? https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=k-LTRwZb35A Lest we forget. :cry: what a true a$$hole he was. Turne...

https://www.nhs.uk/medicines/domperidone/#:~:text=Domperidone%20is%20an%20anti%2Dsickness,used%20to%20increase%20milk%20supply. Domperidone is only by prescription in the US... In Canada it's OTC for motion sickness. And yes it has been used successfully to induce lactation in father's, (and in tran...

Holly crap! :lol: The UPS guy just delivered my Attends for this month! 300 diapers per month for a $20.oo copy! He'll YES! And I was trying not to freak over coming out to my GP?! :lol: I dang near freaked out when he knocked on the front door. I had to run and grab a robe, because I was only weari...

Holly Shi*! The UPS guy just delivered my Attends. 300 diapers per month for the rest of my life... for a $20.oo copay! :D Holly frak YES! And here I was all worried about coming out. I dang near freaked when he knocked on the front door! I had to run and grab my robe. All I'd been wearing was a scr...

Dear MindMaster, Thank you for such an insightful post. Speaking as someone that's finally met with success, using Sarnoga's 4Step DiaperDependency files. I'm thinking you're right. The feedback loops of, "The more you listen, the more you love your diapers, the more you love your diapers, the ...

As of today I'm officially, and medically! inconstant! :D I've just now gotten off the phone with my GP. She and my urologists have gotten my labs back. You'll be happy to hear I'm cancer free. But the two of them are still trying to figure out why I'm having so much trouble keeping dry. Other than ...

Having dun a quick search of the AB/DL regression files... It doesn't look as if anyone's dun a file to make the listener REALLY NEED the comfort of a bottle and teddy bear in order to get to sleep? "You will suffer from the worst insomnia, and be unable to sleep until you get up and retrieve a...

I know this suggestion doesn't exactly belong under this topic... But yeah it's sort of does.
Having dun a quick search... It doesn't look as if anyone's dun a file to make the listener REALLY NEED the comfort of a bottle and teddy bear in order to get to sleep?

As of today I'm officially, and medically! inconstant! :D I've just now gotten off the phone with my GP. She and my urologists have gotten my labs back. You'll be happy to hear I'm cancer free. But the two of them are still trying to figure out why I'm having so much trouble keeping dry. Other than ...

When you work outside all night I think you already always take your diaper bag with you? Do you have to change you diapers inbetween? Yes I've carried a diaper bag with me, on and off, over the last... 30ish? years. Over the last 5 years I've carried my diaper bag full time. Over the last couple o...

I think I'm becoming "dependent" on my bottle. :) As I've already knotted, I've added a thumb/passafier/bottle file to my playlists. Because up to now, I've never felt quite comfortable using anything but my thumb and blanket. Well... This morning I came home from work really exhausted and...