I haven't logged in for a couple of weeks. I know now that this whole thing was a strange disaster waiting to happen. A sudden realisaion that I want to have children in the future and be a succesful "normal" person, bought me crashing back to reality. I haven't smoked any pot for a couple of weeks ...

Things had got both better and worse since my first post, depending on your or my point of view. When I say they have got worse, I am more adicted than ever before. I've spent at least 8 hours dressed everyday this week. And at least three hours each day listening to and watching my files. So in the...

This all started with a little bit of curiosity a couple of years back. I was stoned and stumbled across adult.hypnoticwishes.com one night and started mastubating to an image of a shemale version of Gillian Anderson. The caption alongside the image talked about wanting to become her. I watched, I m...

I've been using this file for 3 or 4 weeks now, it hasn't caused any permanent changes.
But I do listen to it every night and find myself enjoying my beautiful body, maybe a little too much.