Listened any more so far?

Having listened to some files that really has had 'bigger and longer lasting effects then what I was perhaps thinking I might now at the same point where Bellman was before his theraphy sessions. Thinking about what direction I should move in. Not sure there are any hypnotists around here.

Tried watching it with a binaural beat. Wow!
Not sure how long I watched.

Not my fault you've heard it all before.
Gonna try and not listen and see if the effects start to fade any.
Been trying to tell myself it's only a fantasy, and the idea of getting trapped was exciting.
But when it feels like it's getting beyond a fantasy, your still quite surprised

Well from what I had read of course I thought that there could be a risk involved.
What makes it exciting I guess. But you can't blame me for thinking as many have, it wont work, I'll fight it. Tried a few deprogramming files but so far they haven't helped any.

I've also been listening to https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?ga ... le_id=7970 probably more then I should have took time but now things seem to have accelerated, trying not to give in

Managed to give up this file for a while, even almost forget about it when a couple of weeks ago, not really sure why, I found myself getting back to it. It felt so much more intense than earlier. Tried listening to deprogram all a few times but seemed to next to no effect but gonna try it again. We...

:oops: this file is almost unfair. Cfg semed to have faded so while on vacation I dared myself to give this one a single try. It was in some ways even more intense than Cfg! Lost count how much I've listend so far last two weeks. It seems to be trying to do what it says on the card :oops:

Been going on and off this file now for over a month. It seems to always draw me back even if I know it will be even harder to try and quit the next time. The file seems to be trying it's best even though I try and resist. I must quit this before it goes to far. I've already felt less in the mood to...

Gave in and listened again. Not sure I should be doing this even though at least the idea of being addicted to this file and not knowing what if anything it will do to me. One thing I noticed was a lingering feeling of...something? It lasted a few hours or so.

When I woke up today, my first thought seemed to be that I should have a listen to the file which felt kinda odd. I pushed the thought away though, at least for now.

dreamerrj: How long did you listen? Did you want the change or did you try to reverse it?

Listened some more. Very intense.
Not sure how I long will be doing this file.
So far no changes. Feels good listening though.

Ok...I finally did it. I went through and listened. First 'Curse' file I've listened to. It did feel more intense compared to some other files. A nice feeling overall, not really feeling any different (I know it wouldn't work that fast) I might give it one or two more times and see. I doubt it could...

Been reading this thread for years. Reading the stories of those who have used the file. Even though I doubt the file would have a big if any I also would be lying if didn't say part of me is thinking. But what if it did? What would happen then? I can't say I would want it to have an effect. But I g...

Been thinking of trying it as a dare to myself, even downloaded it once, but deleted it without listening when I got second thoughts. But reading this almost makes me wanna try listen to it to see what happens. Should I try it?

Thinking about trying this file, to see what effect, if any, it would have on me. Think I should?