"cute?" Well, I had the same reaction to some of this verbiage as well when I first started out and, in some ways, still do. But thinking about it, it's just terminology and it appears to be an affectation because of it's inverse nature. I live in the American South, so when someone says &...

I understand the reaction here, with your mention of the Abrahamic religions and baggage, but it's not my experience that I was indoctrinated into either the inverse of Christianity or some other aspect of it. My experience is that the Universe is far larger than any given religion's teachings can e...

As an update, I spent yesterday evening trancing to a Satanic prayer mix that JackDrago sent me. He told me to recite the words alongside the prayers, but I didn't know them -- and there's still some resistance to such activity based on how I abandoned similar activities from when I was Roman Cathol...

Send a prayer to Satan and the demon Gressil, and maybe they will grace you with their influence in your life, providing you the prosperity to afford the files. You don't need the files to be devoted, but you do need them to unlock your own inner darkness, tapping into that wellspring of magick ever...

I've been encouraged to write a follow-up post as a means of assimilating what's happening. Things are progressing and my life with my Inner Demon is starting to normalize a bit. By that, I mean the weird paranormal shit is still happening, but I seem to mind it less and be freaked out by it less. T...

I was using the Failing to Resist non-Deluxe version of the trancer as a lead in to the two Alter: Inner Demon files, so that may indeed account for my susceptibility. I just bought the deluxe version today. Can't say how it went when I looped it overnight because, well, can't remember shit about it...

So, I'm now possessed. Not sure if that's the right word, but I now have an internal entity that is not me living in my head. I used the files almost on a lark, not really expecting them to do anything significant, but that was not the case. They clicked in and BAM! I got hooked against my will; but...

One of my first postings on this site. I've lurked for a LONG time and recently came under the influence of JackDrago, my new magus, after his tracks awoken my Inner Demon. It's been like a week now, and I'm totally under the Demon's influence. But, this reply isn't about THAT track. If you want mor...

Am compelled to post that I have been listening to email-slave track.

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