Naw. The effects of CFG are mostly gone. I don't think I've listened to that file more than one or twice in the last year or two and the effects finally wore off (and I couldn't be happier about that). Anyway, I wish you all the best of luck with everything. I'm leaving for good this time. I am fina...

It sounds as if you went under and the curse has its hooks in you already. You may as well continue listening. No, I didn't listen to the curse file. I listened once and so far nothing has changed. I don't intend to ever listen again, thanks. I'd rather not end up committing suicide (trust me...tha...

So, I just listened to this for the first time all the way through (the non curse version) and here are a few thoughts. 1. My balls did ache a tiny bit while listening. 2. After listening, I rubbed my nipples and it felt like my penis was shrinking. 3. I SOAKED my panties. Soaked. 4. Interestingly, ...

No, I'm good. Fun to think about, not even remotely interested in doing it.

just a question to those who experimented the file. I feel contractions above my bladder and pain in this area. i can t dertermine exactly where but the pain is real. did this kind of stuff happen to you? According to some of the people I've been talking to that's normal for this file. i believe it...

It really is. As I've embraced my bisexuality it seems to have gotten stronger. I'm not in denial anymore. Cocks are fucking amazing.

I. Cannot. Stop. Thinking. About. Cocks.

I started this file yesterday. I listened last night and today. I am really going to stick with it. I really hope this works. We'll see.

I have never, in my life, been interested in having a man for a domme. I've experimented with S&M and stuff but always with women. But tonight, out of nowhere, I got really horny thinking about having a guy be my master. I feel like, as I've embraced my attraction to men, it might be getting str...

Thought about it, but I'm leaning toward no. But I've been starting to think about a poly relationship. One of each. :D

I keep having this fantasy of waking up next to my boyfriend and lovingly going down on him.

Oh, man! I'm sorry I got your name wrong. I edited my original post but...gah! Sorry. 8O

Yeah, I'm enjoying it a lot. I can't stop looking at women in bikinis. And men...man. If I don't suck a cock soon I am going to explode.

Thanks, Alien! :)

Ok, can I jump into the guy talk now? I want to be with a guy so bad I can't stand it.

So, in the interest of updates (even though no one ever responds to me so I get the feeling no one wants to talk to me, but in case anyone actually cares), this past week has been very interesting and very good. After struggling for years and years, two things happened in the last couple of weeks. F...

Oh, man. Trying so hard to stay away from this file. You're killing me, Rigsby. :lol:

Hey, I'm enjoying it while I can. Still avoiding this file, still feel like my old self is coming back. All I want is to be who I really am. I suspect it's bi. If that's who I really am, and it wasn't influenced by the file, then ok. I guess we'll see. Also, it does feel like my attraction to men is...

This thread IS really hot.

I haven't listened to the file in a long time and I think my attraction to women is finally coming back. Thank God. Pretty sure I'm bi now, which I am ok with. So...yes. I am finally coming to terms with my attraction to men. I don't think it was this file that did it, though. That's really the only...

There's no family or religious pressure. I want to get back to who I was before this file. I will never be happy until that's done.

I guess I will know for sure if this stuff works soon enough. I'm in talks with a hypnotist to undo CFG once and for all. If I can get back to who I was (God willing, there is no other acceptable option) then I'll know for sure it was the hypnosis that did this.

I think I finally broke the curse of this file. I'm not back to being straight (yet) but I have no interest in ever listening again. The thought of listening to this makes me sick. I've fallen into a deeper depression than I have honestly probably ever been in in my entire life, and this file is the...

How do I get in touch with Mistress Surrender?

Yeah, I'm probably going to stop posting here (or at least stop posting as much). I am going to get this undone, one way or another. Hopefully the next time I post it will be an update declaring that I'm straight again (and this nightmare is finally over). Wish me luck. And I'm glad you're all happy...

I appreciate that, but it really didn't go all that well, if I'm being honest. I pushed myself further into being gay when I did that which is exactly the opposite of what I want. I need to undo all this. I have to stop digging the hole bigger for myself.

No. Anything but getting back to who I was is not ok.

So, I talked to a professional hypnotist tonight and she made a really good point (that I know has been made here before, too)- she said that my subconscious would reject any suggestions I didn't want, so even if someone told me to be gay, it wouldn't work unless, on some level, that's what I wanted...

Ryan, I think you might be right. Alternatively you should talk to the friend that you came out to. She might be able to help more than you think. I remember doing the same thing with a friend when I came out to her. Once I spoke to her about it, my mind cleared up and the gayness was there for all...

^^Oh, I know. I was jumping back to talking about just the gay part again.

So I came out to a friend last night and then immediately sent her another message this morning and took it all back and said I wasn't sure.

I have to find a tist to undo this. I can't take this anymore.

...Or maybe I'll keep listening and try to give up all resistance. Maybe I've gone too far to stop now. I feel like I've never been able to fully accept it before. We'll see.

See, I WANT all those changes (clothes, personality, mannerisms, etc.) but so far it hasn't happened at all. Ryan, I think it might well be the case that you'll never be a camp man. It might just not be in you to be that way. I don't know if Curse Stroke Sissy would help you but you've been swaying...

See, I WANT all those changes (clothes, personality, mannerisms, etc.) but so far it hasn't happened at all.

The fact that this is not who I am. Anything other than my default position is not ok with me. No one will convince me otherwise.

Edit: And now I'm going to go listen again. :(

Really considering trying to reverse this. Pretty sick of all of it.

AlanH26 wrote: If you're at this stage, it'll be too late to be straight again so you should make sure you go all the way.

I'm pretty close to that point now. Part of me wants to go back but part of me wants to keep going. Guess which part's winning? ;)

I'm pretty sure I'm about to come out to my first friend as officially gay. I've said "I might be gay" or "I think I'm bi" but never "I'm gay. I'm sure this time." But...I'm pretty damn sure at this point and I don't WANT to go back, which is amazing. If she's online right now and responds to my mes...

What bimbo files are you all listening to? (I'd like to try some... :P)

I made plans tonight with my friend to go to a male strip club with her next weekend. It's done. This is happening. This time next week I will be sitting in a club while a naked man gyrates on my lap and in my face, his delicious, beautiful cock touching my body and making me wonder how I ever lived...

@samhash- That's really hard to say because everyone's different and I don't know if I started straight and became gay (or bi...I guess...but I'm not even sure of that) or if I was always this way but it was suppressed. All I know is, I have finally started (keyword there being 'started') to come ar...

Done! On your recommendation I'm going to listen to Train Susceptible tonight and then the binaural version of CFG. :) The only thing that bums me out is that I've been listening to Curse Stroke Sissy for the last week or so and out of nowhere I am suddenly developing feminine mannerisms. Which is a...

So...I just changed my OK Cupid profile to gay (yay!) AND...I just asked a friend of mine if she'd like to go to a male strip club with me and she said yes! We even set a date (I wanted to set a date so I know I wouldn't wuss out). A couple weeks from now, when we get paid. Also, I asked her to hold...

Me during the day- barely even thinks about my sexuality/sex, doesn't notice guys Me at night (when I can let my hair down, so to speak) right before bed- EXTREMELY turned on at the thought of having sex with men and being gay. May or may not listen to CFG depending on time. I used to not find anyth...

I think I've finally come around. I just wanted to say that I'm gay and I LOVE it. Thank you, CFG. Thank you SO much for everything.

Le sigh.

Still struggling with this. Getting hard just thinking about listening to the file again. Not sure it's doing anything. Hmmm.

Hi nakedcubaz! I think it's good that you come out and ask some advice before trying the file. This file has been known to both cause and solve problems. There was this dude who got so distraught by the file (I dont't know what happened to him in the end, I think he finally accepted that he was irr...

Reading some of the earlier posts in this thread has made me really hot. I'm going to listen again in a few minutes, probably a few times.

Maybe at some point it will grab a hold of me to the point that I don't WANT to turn back and that will be that. :)

So...earlier this week I found myself fantasizing about women. So apparently my attraction to women is still there, at least somewhat. I really need to quit this file before it completely destroys my life.

^^I was never that turned on by just the sight of a naked woman's body, to be honest. BUT, I did date and have sex with women and it was a HUGE turn on. I couldn't even hold a woman's hand without getting hard for a long time, even into my early twenties. Oh, man. I thought I was done for awhile. I ...

...And I'm pretty glad I didn't end up telling her. Because now I'm "sobered up" (not horny) and once again regret all of this. So it goes. Gotta get this reversed. Failure on this is not an option. You're having a hard time of it Ryan. The way I see it is you've got two options. 1. Get the curse r...

...And I'm pretty glad I didn't end up telling her. Because now I'm "sobered up" (not horny) and once again regret all of this. So it goes. Gotta get this reversed. Failure on this is not an option.

Going for another round or two in a few minutes. Very excited.

I almost came out to a friend of mine on FB last night. She already knows I've struggled with my sexuality, but I almost just told her I was gay. And I was going to tell her how hot men were. LOL.

Well, I just listened to the file three times in a row. After the second time, I woke up and looked over at my monitor. My wallpaper is a guy with his shirt off, totally ripped. Normally, I'm just attracted to the cock. The actual rest of the body does nothing for me. But this time, after my second ...