Well, good thing I didn't listen a second time. :-) That's the reason I hadn't replied to your emails, BTW, guilt at being such a bad slave. Still, it had an amazingly strong effect on me for only one listen, it was my JO fantasy tonight. Maybe you can rewrite it some day as a generic file.

i think the cockslut queen will probably wear off with time. The other gay stuff, yeah, it sounds like you should listen to heteroconversion for a while if it bothers you. It shouldn't be that hard to change back, just listen daily until it feels like it's really settled in then if it starts to wear...

It isn't clear to me -- were you gay to begin with, or did your attraction to men come from listening to files?

In any case, if you want a long-term change, listen to the files every day for a long period of time. The effects will gradually become permanent.

I guess I've really done a poor job explaining me and everything about me. I wished that I would have started with an explanation of the fantastic night I had in college with a girl who was stroking me and teasing me about hooking me up with her gay friend and taking me to a gay bar to see how hot ...

You're right. I promised to send it to Robin but it's a WAV and just the body and I have to make an MP3 of it and reattach the induction/awakening etc. So I have to find some time to do it but when I've made the MP-3 I'll post it here.

I'm pretty skeptical too and routinely reject the more extreme claims. But behavior? I think hypnosis makes huge changes in behavior. And it can make some pretty amazing physical changes too, as all those pictures of penis shrinkage will attest. My balls are a lot smaller than they used to be, small...

I went to download deprogrammed and got sooo anxious and then just needed to listen to CFG. I need his voice. It feels so good to me and delicious and horny and right to want men. Part of me is thinking that this may be okay because my wife doesn't want sex anyway. So me not wanting women is like p...

Well I looked up Brooke Greenberg and it's an interesting story I hadn't know of but basically you just had a girl who stopped growing for unknown reasons, which is hardly the same as shrinking. According to the Wikipedia article there have been several other such cases, and those have been diagnose...

Yeah, go with Deprogram All *twice* a day, morning and night, and keep at it for weeks. You don't want to give the compulsion to listen again a chance to come back. Better yet, there's an undo file, buy it from EMG -- it's going to be $70 or something but given the stakes that's petty cash. As to th...

I don't recall ever having said that about stealth planes or any of the tech we have. Look, stealth planes obey the known laws of physics. They're a pretty obvious development and use pretty obvious techniques. They were made possible by new but well-known engineering technologies such as composite ...

I hate to be *that skeptic* but even if the technology for this were to exist It doesn't. I mean, dark matter? We don't even know yet what dark matter consists of. Speaking as someone who just shrank part of his anatomy I think hypnosis is amazing enough in what it can really do. Pretending that it...

Yeah to what everyone said and I'm going to suggest listening to Deprogram All. It's designed to take out every file you've listened to. Since you were out during the file, you may not know that there are suggestions in this curse that make you keep listening to the file and prevent attempts at esca...

Yeah, I know, right? I mean, now that I've read through tons of this thread, I've certainly gotten the message of "watch-out", but I laid awake this morning with wood, unable to get images and ideas of men out of my head. I don't know if I went into a deep trance. I've never done hypnosis before bu...

Wow, Chibicure, I don't know what to say. My first thought was yeah, been there, done that, I know all the stuff you're going through although it happened more slowly with me. My second thought was yeah, you have a wife and kids, you have to put your family first although you've been without sex for...

Mine have shrunk from Teeny Weenie

They go up really easily now :-)

You can push them up inside the inguinal canals and tape them in place.

http://www.warpmymind.com/modules.php?name=FilesNewsys&act=fetch&nopage=1&link=10640

And, of course, missionary position heterosexual sex will be against the law, ministers will threaten those who don't have extramarital sex with eternal damnation, and anyone caught being vanilla will have to go to a hypnotherapist to have perversions installed.

I'm part American Indian; the connection is six generations back so I'm only 1/64 American Indian. G-g-g-g-grandma was Shushona of the Snake Spring Valley (just east of Bedford, PA) branch of the Seneca Indian tribe of the Iroquois Confederacy, if you want to get technical about it. That's barely e...

Hey, that sounds pretty cool! The 20-y-o guys, I mean. :-) I live in the boondocks now so there's probably no professional transformation service. For that matter, probably not that many dates, and everyone knows everyone else so that's another issue. I really have to move back to civilization . . ....

Hey, that sounds pretty cool! The 20-y-o guys, I mean. :-) I live in the boondocks now so there's probably no professional transformation service. For that matter, probably not that many dates, and everyone knows everyone else so that's another issue. I really have to move back to civilization . . ....

Someone found the file on Slutinmyhead's website:

http://gayhypnosis.com/front/audio/programmable-bottom/

Yeah, I know what you're saying about the difficulties. I actually came close to transitioning, saw a psychologist, told family and friends I was TS (which isn't really true, but it's harder to explain that you would feel comfortable sexually having a female body). But in the end decided I'd be sacr...

Well i finally took the plunge today. I posted an ad for a casual dating site a few days ago (using my female pic) and lots of guys responded! I felt a bit bad because i couldn't respond to all of them. I was talking to a few and then a guy charmed me into coming over to his house. I explained i wo...

Hi West, I know what you're going through. I've been through that myself. It's really hard to get past all the negative social programming but I know that the more I do, the happier I am. Regarding guys on Grindr, what I'd suggest is that you have a few drinks some night and invite some guy over. Te...

We won't rest until every straight guy in the world has turned gay, and every gay guy has turned straight. :-)

I don't think it is obvious or redundant to say that Thailand has a lot of ladyboys. One would expect that all things being equal there would be an equivalent number of transexuals in every country, but Thailand seems to have a lot more than any other country. They are certainly more visible and mo...

I have had the castration fantasy at various times, but the resulting sexlessness has always turned me off - i.e. its a turnon, but afterwards it would not be. The laser lights work best for dark-haired people, from what I can find out. For permanent hair-removal, a cheap-labor country such as Thai...

Just make sure you don't use super glue with balls and dick. They don't go well together. Yeah, several people have warned me about super glue. The mounding instructions say to use a plastic tube or sheathe around your dick, that way when you glue the balls together they don't get stuck to your dic...

You're making me so horny! If you keep being such a good boy I think I'll reward you at some point, give you a bit of unexpected respite when you aren't expecting it. Some time after you've done Oxdude's two weeks, when we've all enjoyed your suffering and are proud of you for staying the course.

Hey, I never thought of that. I'm sort of unfinished TS -- took hormones and changed but never stopped living as a guy. Back then if you met people online no one knew what the other looked like and I was too shy to dress and go to tranny bars. I just wish I had some privacy here, I'd give your techn...

oxdude wrote:Teeny Weenie has suggestions about touching your boystick (I love that term!)

Me too. :-)

I think regular castration costs $2500, that's easy to get. There are also cutters who will do it for free but of course you're taking a risk. Penectomies are harder to come by. Some guys do get them. It's been years since I read up on it, but I know some guys have convinced urologists to do it and ...

Well I live in a small place and everyone knows everyone else. It didn't take me very long to meet some gay guys in my neighborhood. First I made eye contact with someone at the doctor's office, but we had appointments and I didn't see him after that. Then I was approached by a hustler and said no t...

[responding to rgn above] Well, it's true that Sexyvant can get permission from anybody but I've been reluctant to interfere with anyone else's permissions and it seems so has everyone else -- if we all start giving permission the file will be no fun. I did give Sexyvant a way out by listening to on...

I think you have to be careful since touching your boy stick is part of Teeny Weenie. You don't want to introduce conflicts between files since conflicts will weaken the effects of the files. Truth is, after five or six months of listening on and off to Tweeny Weenie I'm losing the inclination to to...

Make that 2.5 successes because as I read the thread the compulsion to listen again got really strong. I sort of want to beg you to make me but at the same time I know I rejected some of the suggestions and would probably do so again. So I was waiting to try the new version, but now I feel really to...

I'm not convinced chastity in and of itself should make someone more submissive. I think there is more of a dynamic involved in becoming more submissive. Especially if asking permission to orgasm from strangers. Although the file does state it has submissive overtones. If one has the desire to be m...

I'd say it's almost guaranteed to work! There have been almost no failures here -- I think one guy just didn't stay in trance with CFG, I guess he was just too resistant, and then there were some guys who used files to turn straight again before CFG was in deeply and a couple who ended up bi -- but ...

Wow. When you got to the point where everyone looked at what was left of your cock it was so hot. I've posted pictures in the gallery which was pretty humiliating but I can't wait for my friends to see what's left in real life. 2-1/2" is now about as "hard" as I get, that's standing up. it's almost ...

Also, maybe you could try nipple play -- you can get orgasms from that although for me anyway it isn't something that can be done with full effect every day -- and also prostate milking. Though basically I agree with Jan. Your role should shift to pleasuring others. I've had to make that transition ...

By the way, where *is* Sluttinmyhead's Bottom? I can't find it here, just the female version (which looks pretty cool in and of itself, not sure what effect it would have on guys). I have the original version on my disk, but I do love the file and would love to see others enjoy it. Also wonder what ...

Well i did set up sort of a schedule so right now i'm listening to one file a day. I have it set up like this: TrainSexMen,PositiveGayMan and then Curse Forced Gay. Do you think i should only listen to Curse Forced Gay and use the others later? Thanks for the recommendation about Programmable Botto...

Hello, Thanks for all the suggestions ;) I really liked TrainSexMen, Positive Gay Male and Curse Forced Gay! I have listened to all of the files now and i think they are all really helping a lot. I did listen to Forever Gay as well but it had some harsh language about women, which meant i couldn't ...

Now I'm curious to see if I can turn back to the other side to see how desirable men can really be. But I don't want any of the "you feel bad about not fucking women" effects. Are there any gay files that are as effective as this file that do not contain those suggestions? No reports that I know of...

Well, I think that I'll give anal at least one more chance then. So, are there any files you would recommend? Teeny weenie seems to be a must (at least I see that it's considered to be a great file) and Vive's Feminine Conditioning seems really interesting too, but what else? Curse castration maybe...

is it more you like men or does it make you horny for sex with men. Like to be dominated by them and be a bottom or want to suck or does it make you want be a top and have them suck you It makes you horny for sex with them and it also makes them attractive to you the way women are. As Rigsby said, ...

I think anal is a great suggestion if you want to deemphasize your cock and be more like a woman. There are some files that make it so you can't get hard or masturbate your penis anymore and if you combined those with an anal orgasm file you could become a good little sissy who never touches her boy...

It has a lot of suggestions to trap you. First, it tells you that the file is a curse and is irreversible and can't be undone. It also forces you to keep listening regularly and says the file is addictive. It tells you that whenever you try to escape, you'll find yourself compelled to listen to Curs...

What was your height originally? I've forgotten . . .