I have been searching for a tist but would like to start really slow. Something casual. And I'm open to a little experimentation.

I am having trouble going under. I've downloaded audio files, and I've made plenty of my own, but I just cannot lose myself to hypnosis or surrender my awareness for even just a few minutes. My guess is that the recordings are fixed and even when I design them to be long, I may take a while to go un...