Thanks for the comment. I relate to your struggle to stay away but still find yourself being a sissy I guess. Makes you hot too I bet, I'm going now... so, what I want to say is I know I have limits, always have. This part of it makes it better for me, some self denial. I don't have to be this all t...

I have had the same experience, the falling asleep when trying to go into trance. Or is it sleep? It's how I wake up, with my eyes popping open, awake with a need to move. This makes me wonder, I may have been under, way under. I seem to want to do it again, need to. I am doing things, from the file...

I still listen, once a day for the last week, not in real trance though. I do notice some different thoughts going through my mind but am not convinced it's the file, could be my fantasies. I do have a thing about panties. I have tried this proir to the hypnosis and I did like it. I did that only on...

Background...I stumbled on this site one night and was immediately interested. I had at times read erotic stories involving hypnosis and these stories made me very horny, I even developed fantasies based on the stories, so this experience was very exciting to me. I am somewhat sexually free, escpeci...