Thanks everyone so much for your support! Things feel pretty incredible right now :) ftslave67, I've had blonde highlights done for the moment and I LOVE them, we're going to see how I go - but I think I might go fully blonde within a few weeks :) I "officially" came out last night, my phone hasn't ...

As of last night - I'm officially living with the new love of my life :)

Things are good!

Why not give in to it Ryan? there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with liking men at all, in fact right now making the change has radically improved the quality of my life - and I am just utterly overjoyed with the new me :) By the way everyone I'm moving in next week - very excited about it! I'm also g...

Thanks you're too kind :) Interesting story, the guy sounds kinda hot (good taste in music too) - it's a shame you didn't follow it up - but I know how difficult it can be! Even now I'm not sure I'd have the confidence to start conversation with a stranger - maybe next time you will find the courage...

Guys, I always said right from the off that while I considered myself 100% straight, I had always had curious thoughts - and it's just that I had never acted on them, I wasn't daring enough - and it was as simple as that really. I should add that also I think people are missing the point a bit if th...

..thanks guys :) It's been a pretty crazy past few months definitely! Like I said in my first posts, I've always been a bit curious (or at least I think I did going back and reading it - it's hard to feel like that now!) which is why I started listening to the file. So many other wonderful things ha...

Hello everyone, wow well it's been a long while since I came on the website, the reason why I stopped posting is that Luke, the guy I met through the website had decided he'd rather I didn't go into every single detail of our private lives on a public forum - so I wanted to respect his wishes! So I ...

thanks thanks guys, can i pm you or do you have msn or something?

Well I just got back from luke's, feeling exhausted but just so good, I stayed over on sat night and it was just the most amazing weekend. I have to say I've been doing a LOT of thinking but right now I really do feel gay, more than I ever have in my entire life - it's always felt like a tendency be...

Interesting discussion, Alien4420 I agree - as I always said in my earlier posts - I'm never sure I was 100% straight, I've always had strange and curious thoughts - I'm not sure if what is happening to me is a conflict with the way I am, right now it's just maybe bringing something out that I never...

ftslave67, thanks a lot for your comments. Yeah it's really exciting stuff, lots of learning and experimentation for me - but there's something really unpredictable and exciting about it all, never know what's going to happen next. It's hard to tell what's happening to me, sometimes I think about wo...

Yeah it's been an amazing experience, my mind has been racing all week. He wants to meet this week and I've already taken him up on his offer, I don't really know where this is going but it turns me on so much, and I don't really think we're doing anything wrong? I have to admit one night at home I ...

Hi guys, sorry its been almost a week, been so busy with work. I met him on monday night and all i can say is that it was a life changing experience. I got to his house at about 8, I went in and we hugged and everything was cool, first thing he did was take me upstairs into his room, told me to lay ...

Thanks guys, we've agreed to meet again tomorrow night - very excited :)

Alan I just dont know what to say, we're still in touch and yes I want to meet him again, I think (hope) he is up for it. In the meantime I've just continued with the file, I'm finding it more addictive than ever, I just dont know why but it feels good to listen to and definitely puts my mind at eas...

Hello guys, a quick update as I've not been able to get to my computer recently. Well it's been a while since I started this thread (well over a month I think) - the effects of CFG have been really noticeable the past 2 weeks or so. Last saturday I met with a random guy from the internet, he had saw...

2 days ago someone (who lives fairly local) contacted me through the site, he's offered a "no strings" meet to chat and possibly do more if I feel comfortable - we've exchanged pictures now and I have to say I'm so excited but so nervous at the same time - we're meeting tonight. Apologies for the ve...

Alien4420 I would say closer to 3 weeks before I felt anything.

lol cool story Alien4420

man that is so cool, why didnt you go off with the guy in the doctors?

Really sorry to hear that :(

What do you think you're going to do about it?

I feel pretty good this morning too, gonna listen to the file again after breakfast I think and then go out, I've got no work today too!

It's even more amazing considering I've not been in a good way recently, all sorts of problems here, there, at work and everywhere - I just don't know why I feel so good!

When I woke up this morning I noticed a real change, this is definitely the biggest most noticeable change in "feeling" I've had since I started listening to the file - without a shadow of a doubt - this morning I felt gay it's as simple as that - I went straight online and started looking pictures ...

I'm in kind of a weird situation, I find myself agreeing with Alien4420, I don't think I "want" to be gay knowing what I'd have to go through in life, but then I do live in a very gay-tolerant city and have no real intentions of moving away, I don't think being this way has to be problematic, I mean...

Really good discussion on here guys please carry on I'm really enjoying it.

By the way do you mind if I ask how old everyone is?

I've got a few days off work - not sure what im going to do with myself but feeling pretty strange this morning.

wow that sounds crazy!

Well I'll keep listening anyway, I'm enjoying the file.

AlanH26 - I'm not sure really, I still feel attracted to women, at least when I think about them yeah.

It's all pretty strange at the moment to be honest, I have weird thoughts about guys - but I don't actually find them attractive to look at.

Thanks for the advice, ok I'm still listening to the file and definitely think I'm feeling the effects - I work in a male orientated environment and I've definitely found myself looking at the guys around me in a different way, and especially the ones who go to the gym at lunchtime. Last night i mas...

Thanks Alien4420 :) I would say that after be out and about today I've definitely felt "different" but there's nothing obvious or direct I can say about what that really is. I'm looking at men in the street (which is a bit weird) but I'm not really noticing anything different, same can be said for p...

..now even more confused!

hmm.. ok had a weird moment today on the train, a guy in the next carriage who was looking really.. hmm I don't know if gay is the word - but sort of scruffy hair, tight black jeans, a sort of rainbow coloured belt and bangles with a camp t-shirt was walking towards where i was sitting (he was getti...

Well I looked at some stuff tonight, and have to admit I didn't really feel anything, nothing beyond the curious thoughts I had already had.

I'll probably listen to the file again tonight anyway.

Listened to the file 3 times now, and still no real feelings or noticeable changes yet - it's kind of funny to think how long i considered doing this and how non-eventful the results have been so far! I do find the file really addictive and fun to listen to though, especially as the voice seems to g...

Interesting chat guys, well I listened to the file that night - it seemed quite nice to listen to, I THINK I went into trance, not sure - either way not sure what else to say, think im gonna listen to it again tonight before bed.

When does someone expect to notice any changes?

I'm considering listening to it tonight.

haha me too!

I think all the comments about everyone finding some appeal in the idea of "being changed" has to be true also, I'd be lying if I told myself there wasn't a bit of that going on.

Alien4420 can I ask - if you've never had any gay experiences, then can you explain what it is about your CFG change that you enjoy?

What is it that makes you so much happier than you were before?

I hadn't realised there was a CFS, surely if this exists then there's really no risk attached to trying CFG?

I'm even more tempted now.

its strangely tempting, if not a little scary - almost like a leap into the unknown. ftslave67 of course I've been on many dates! (no guys though) this isn't supposed to replace dating or to try and find myself a partner, I think that message is getting a bit confused here - that would just be odd. ...

The problem all of these sorts of replies just make a curious guy like me even more curious!

The counselling isn't worth it in my opinion, I've had enough already - it's not helped.

The mind mistress stuff doesn't appeal either.

Maybe I'll just forget about the whole thing, I can't lie the CFG sounds really tempting but it might not be right for me.

hmm I must say this has left me feeling pretty confused.. not sure what the next step it.

Firstly Alien4420 I want to say thanks for your thoughtful reply, I really appreciate it! I guess your first 2 paragraphs pretty much sum it up, the file turns you into a homosexual, please don't take offence but yeah it is something I find hard to believe as someone who hasn't tried it but I can't ...

I'm definitely shy, but wouldn't say any real social phobias, I have plenty of friends and yeah I'm working on overcoming my shyness and having a bit more confidence. My friends always say they don't understand how I'm still single, and nor do I really - either way none of them know about the bi-cur...

Hi - I'm a new user on this site but I've visited for over a year, I have to confess despite being straight I must have read the unbelievable forced gay success thread over and over about 1000 times. I'm a straight 22 year old from the uk, I've had bi-curious tendencies for as long as I can remember...