basically I found a basic guide to doing self hypnosis... but it is very spacific.. It tells me what I need to know but is specifically made to make you a sissy... I was wondering if I could do my two personality a try for my version. no they will not be japanese being that I don't know how japanese...

i usually keep track of my god sexual fantasies... but this one is nearly number 4out 30 of my best. here it is I go on a trip to japan and I get jumped by hello kitty. the darn cat steals my passport and I chase it to an dark alley. before I can summon some whop ass. hello kitty uses it's kawaii de...

I mean there was one lol

I know it was somwhere

k lol

about time... what am I talking about..... If anybody remembers I have tried the japanese girls hypnosis for the longest time and had nop result... so today I just said ef'it... I am just going to let myself be who I am naturally.. latter I made a phone call to my best friend who said I was between ...

I have noticed that when i am not looking or paying any attention to my actions od things happen. for one... while fantizing i noticed how I was holding the towel in the fantasy/ around my chest... thats the way girls do..... also I almost blurted out the name brad pit wwhen jojking abut celebrities...

basically about 7:55 this morning i called several number of busness's{fro hypnosis} to ask some questions. half expecting answering machines with hours of operations. the following is the frusartion I have been having... hipnotist one... fuses me out dfor calling her at 4 am{it was 9 when i called ...

actually i think the effect has gone away... if I listen to the hypnosis it sticks around but after I stop{and believe me I have been trying for three years.} it goes awey.

i actually got ne more questions.. every test I haqve taken on gender has me AT LEAST HALF WAY FEMINENT{sorry caps lock}. but is that my max. also I do I pul more of my feminine side out because most peopel aint seeing it.

from what I understand it's a scale 0 being completely masculin and 100 being femenine but you are right.

I proven this point now. my best friend said I got as high as 25% but when I got on the phone with someone my hypnotic effects dropped to zero... so what do I do.... I still want the effects of the Japanese girls.

work... I was talking with my best friend and he said it was working at 5% but he said as we talked about it it wore off.. so can you be so self conscious of te effects that they don't work.

basically I have been working with the Japanese girls hypnosis for two years with wht i thought was minimal effect but I recently realized the effect wasn't what I thought it was going to be. it all started last week when I started playing around with how I was using the hypnosis and my best friend ...

thank you... lol

it would help if the songs were over 9000 in girliness

no literally I tell you why in two days.

thank gawd I think I might have finally figured it out. timing... I think.. I used the two words rapidly to test the difference in changes but i left one in. this after none I've just been using the turn off phrases and evenly lesbian ideology came to mind.. lol

then give advise to all three. that way you wont miss.. lol.

basically it's not secrete that I possibly have three personalities. two Japanese girls with me inside my head buttttt.. I noticed since my hypnosis has been working{trust me long story on how i did that.} the thing is I can only triger two of the personalities and I confused. the hing is i think th...

cool

try typing feminization into the file search

It''s under files.. then you should select categories and then feminization.. it would be under there I think... I tried finding it and failed.

simple answer is yes. that is to your question but the reason I wanted two paternalists was because I have a life fantasy and a sexual fantasy and everything between the two. giggles.

I wanted two more personalities.

1. Japanese submissive school girl/submissive girlfreind type. straight girl of course only likes the guys
and
sluty tomboy Japanese pansexual kunoichi... I feel a bit shaky and nervice.

my friend is saying the effect has worn off and it isn't affecting me now but i still can tell. it's so awesome hat but is.. evil giggles. at least I hope ot ods working.

I forgot to say this but my best friend said that the change now comes at 25% instead if 2%.
interesting aaayyyyy.....!!!!

I am noting first that yes if I believe in my hypnosis It will be able to work... every time I post something like this I get that but onto business. I was talking to my best friend and he said every now and then when he calls me he thinks he has the wrong number. mainly because he thinks he called ...

have you ever noticed changes in little things. like now I am drinking more water. and just earlier I held my coffee cup in a very weird way but this kind of thin only happens when I am alone.

saoyoko is in my head, I think butit only comes when i am completely alone. it's odd but my voice goes up in pitch to to bad i don't have a way to record it. what o you guys think.

thanks.. I meant in my personality but you are right. plus my typing is horrible.

someone noticed a difference in me today. I finally broke down and told someone about my hypnosis and she not only noticed a differences one but told me there where three me's. one that was more feminent one that was tomboyish and one that was regular me.she has been the only one that has told me th...

check out my first accomplishment: http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h154/eyezerocool777/mystery1.png also number 2: http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h154/e...flife2.png last accomplishment for tonight: http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h154/e...stery3.png and the award for best person ever goes to...

it just came to me but out of now where but only after I said it's Japanese school girl time. soo I might end up changing my name eventually to the Jenifer faytality fewins or sayoko something.

the Hawties{end of year award show} here are the categories{nominate anyone you'd like real or fictional} hottest atheist male hottest atheist female hottest diety female hottest diety male hottest god like human basic categories hottest celebratory male hottest celebratory female hottest brain of t...

sorry meant to post this on the feminization area.

basically I have been hearing random yelling. not that it'snot been random but I'll just hear a random yell like to or three people arguing and thus seems to happen acationally. it will be just just one word but I think it's a full out argument being run 24/7 in my self conscious. it's mostly a male...

well I had another one of those moments where a hot girl was right in my face and my first thought was. why is she half necked in this scene. just to recap that would probably be the strait Javanese girl in my head butttt.... the problem is I have also been having more lesbian fantasies... lol. I kn...

btw the modes are...

1. tomboy kunoichi lesbian
2. straight Japanese school girl

CFG????

the japanese girls file

I have noticed some things that may be significant about my hypnosis. 1. today I went to cvs and I walked down the book isle and I eyed several novels. one with a girl with a gun and several with bare chested males. the fact is I saw how cool the girl was and how the guys were hawt. now i haven't lo...

it would seem to me i put that interest in there or at least requested it so it must be workintg.. why it'w not showing{well i think i know why....???}

I defiantly know this has something to do with my hipnosis. what do you guys think.

because the only difference I noticed is the fact I am looking up behavior conditioning. who knows

http://youtu.be/ITr90v7UaNg

basically I have reached a crossroads. on the one hand I have a nice home that dosen't allow me to live fem. the other alternative is to move and not live in fem at all due to high rent.

any advise.

the Japanese girls file

another proof is that after i use the hypnosis my body jerks every so often. it's l most like I got what I wanted but with such week effect. another thing is usually short;y after using the hypnosis. the voices in my{so wanted to use our there} head beside my own are that of girls. irony... it's wha...

i know but it might have ironically. all i wished for was two Japanese girl personalities but I think my dad has put a damper on it since it only works when safe. so that may be it. I think it's working. just from my last post of threads the first one is mainly proof but how has it implemented.