by rugbyjockca » June 19th, 2005, 8:32 pm
[quote:/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/ic82f97d]If i could, i'd like to completely lose myself in a pack of jocks, being generic, strong, and stupid. [/quote:/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/ic82f97d]
I think it was you, Klip, who mentioned the "Jocking" series of stories on the Evolution Archive, and I gotta say that I find those (and Absman's latest take on the theme) extremely hot. I've always been a fan of "Podpeople" and "zombie"-style horror movies, in addition to muscle, hypnosis, and transformation, but always because it thrills me (in a bad/good way) to think of trying to survive in a world where suddenly you could be transformed into a mindless creature. Maybe my resistence to the idea of losing individuality is in part because the scariest (and most interesting) part of those paranoia-films come from the conversion of those with the greatest resistance. So therefore, if becoming a dumb muscle jock who cares about nothing but sex and rugby is what I really want to be, it's not as exciting as if it's something I'm reluctantly drawn toward.
Boy, do I ever go on, eh?
In other news, I had a very frustrated-jock moment today. One of my friends stopped by today. We had dated for a long time, but haven't seen each other much since we broke up a few years ago. I'm "recovering" from a really good game I played yesterday (I'm a little bruised, but I'm more like basking in the good feeling), and all I really want to talk about is how the game went. We lost again, but we played the best and hardest game yet, and for the first time since the begining of the season, we started working together like a team.
Unfortunately, my friend isn't into sports at all, and every time I tried to talk about it, he'd change the subject or just didn't seem to care. I had a good time hanging out with him, but I'd have rather hung out with a mutual (straight) friend who's a bit more of a jock and understands this sort of thing after having played hockey for years.
Er...so long story short? Yes, I have conflicts?