The forced gay success thread...

[moo4]

Woah, thanks for the links jr987, a lot of fun to be had in there. The shemale_therapist file is like my dream fantasy, lol.
I'll need to get myself caught up deeper before I reveal anything to my gf though, but it feels like I'm reaching that point :-X

[jr987]

Woah, thanks for the links jr987, a lot of fun to be had in there. The shemale_therapist file is like my dream fantasy, lol.
I'll need to get myself caught up deeper before I reveal anything to my gf though, but it feels like I'm reaching that point :-X

Well, I sincerely hope you can get to that point with her! My wife knows a lot (though certainly not all) of what I like, and that helps us enormously. All of our sexual activity is around a shared love of men, which is what makes it possible for me to reach orgasm in that situation, and she has come to embrace that too. If you can get to that point, I would expect that it would blow open your ability to fully enjoy the otherwise-straight sex you are having! In the meantime, you are always welcome to share your desires with all of us. God knows we love hearing about it...

[MasterJack]

Serious question for users of this file, and I'm not trolling.

But do you get any affects where you're turned on by, or find sexy, your own cock or body?

[jblanze]

Currently recovering from vasectomy, can’t edge or cum for at least the next couple days and I’m already blindingly horny. Do you guys think now would be a good time to pick the file back up. I have to wear a jockstrap and the feeling on my ass has me feeling so slutty. I’ve found myself slapping it a few times and thinking about a fat daddy cock gaping my hole.

[jr987]

Currently recovering from vasectomy, can’t edge or cum for at least the next couple days and I’m already blindingly horny. Do you guys think now would be a good time to pick the file back up. I have to wear a jockstrap and the feeling on my ass has me feeling so slutty. I’ve found myself slapping it a few times and thinking about a fat daddy cock gaping my hole.

I can hardly imagine a better time to listen! I see you posted this a few days back. Hope your recovery is going well! Vasectomies are probably a good and responsible thing to do, though another good way of avoiding pregnancy is to devote your life to sucking cock and letting yourself be fucked by beautiful men. Just sayin'...

[ashlander]

Hi guys,

I'd like to participate in this discussion, been a long time listener to these files and have some experience with having sex with guys.
I want to permanently become gay. The files are having some success, when I'm having sex with my GF I don't get aroused that much anymore and during sex I fantasize about me with hot muscular men.

But now it's getting a bit too real, i feel my sexuality shifting and I'm doubting of going the full distance? Any tips on what to do next, i'm feeling a bit confused

[five_throws]

Hi guys,

I'd like to participate in this discussion, been a long time listener to these files and have some experience with having sex with guys.
I want to permanently become gay. The files are having some success, when I'm having sex with my GF I don't get aroused that much anymore and during sex I fantasize about me with hot muscular men.

But now it's getting a bit too real, i feel my sexuality shifting and I'm doubting of going the full distance? Any tips on what to do next, i'm feeling a bit confused

This is just my opinion, but I feel you might need to decide whether you want to go the full distance. Why or why not? I think no one else may have the core answers, although a lot of the people who have lived experience with this file might have helpful perspectives.

Although my experience is a bit atypical, my original intention when checking here was to mention about my recent experience... Recently, I have been getting more comfortable to explore and embrace my trans-ness. I downloaded grindr in hopes that I might get to chat with others in the trans community in the sea of dick pics as opposed to meeting anyone . (I guess grindr really rewards this kinda shotgun style strategy). I notice that I am basically not interested in the dick pic offers.

I went to a trans themed dance party night last month to go people watching, I was femme presenting in my makeup/dress/pantyhose but not passable. I was in the corner texting, and this dude comes up to me, asking if I am down to fuck. I was a bit shocked, and in my moment of shock, I was like, "ew no," and I walked away.

Then again, meanwhile, like last weekend, I thought it would be hot to listen to CFG while watching trans-themed porn. Fell asleep with CFG on repeat, woke up and was vigorously interested in gay porn. Fell back asleep and then... next day back to ignoring/blocking dick pics on grindr...

I think the suggestion to keep listening is working on me, but the suggestion to lose interest in women in favor of men is not really being embraced. At some level, it seems hot, but at another level it doesn't really make too much sense to me... Actually, the CFL file seemed to make more sense to me in some ways, but then again haven't really been listening to it. Seems like something about my behavior seems a bit ... off? But I cannot put my finger on it.

[antistraight]

I just registered after lurking here for a number of years.

I started listening to CFG and various other gay hypno files out of curiosity, figuring that even if they affected me, that I could just quit at any time. I thought that I could live a secret inner life of pretending to be gay inside my head while I could still remain heterosexual in my outer life. "What harm could come of it?" I rationalized to myself.

After the first two weeks of daily listening, my sexuality was affected in a more superficial sense (as I expected and wanted to happen). I first started to be turned on by cocks, but I wasn't attracted to other parts of men. I was still more attracted to women. This was fun for me--I began to appreciate how pleasant cocks looked like and wondered how it would like to touch and suck another man's cock.

But my heterosexuality had many layers and it took some time to get through them. Along with physical attraction to men, there is also romantic and emotional attraction to consider as well. I thought that these were barriers that would never really be crossed. Women are such beautiful and angelic creatures, I had thought through most of my life. Men in comparison are supposed to be ugly from a man's point of view, or so I used to believe.

Over time, I enjoyed the process of being transformed and exploring thought experiments of fantasizing about being gay. Even as my attraction to cocks grew, I did try to cling to my heterosexuality. I justified myself that I was only attracted to men sexually but that I really preferred women at the end of the day. Some time later, I then I thought that I could be bisexual and that would be as far as it gets. But the parts about the files telling me to be repulsed by women and vaginas were taking hold and I eventually admitted to myself that I preferred men more for sex but that I might still love women in a romantic way if the situation was right.

There were times where I tried to quit and then tell myself that I wasn't really gay. But that pretense was very short-lived. I could be browsing online porn and I would notice the big hard sexy cocks in the videos (instead of the women), which triggered my repressed desires. Or I'd be out in public and I'd be checking out other good looking guys. That's when you know that you're changing--that instead of checking out women, you are instead checking out men. I would often look down at their crotch and buttocks areas and admire them. I felt guilty for ogling at first, but then it became easier the more I did it. Regardless of my attempts to stop, I would always come back to the files because while they were changing me, I was really enjoying what I was becoming.

So I started to explore online dating apps with men. I enjoyed interacting and flirting with other men. When I finally sucked a cock for the first time, it was amazing and was pure bliss. I also felt wonderful when I kissed another man. Even if I felt more thrilled and excited being with men compared to what I have had with women, I still clung to the belief that I might still be bi from time to time.

One memorable encounter was when I went to a gay bar and hooked up with a hot gay couple. They lavished me with drinks and attention. As I went back to their place and lay in their bed, they ran their hands over me and praised my body and my beauty. It felt completely natural to kiss them and then be fucked by them. There was a time when I used to fantasize about having a threesome with two other women, but now I was in a real one with two other men with long, hard cocks--and that made it all the better!

The real turning point happened is when I had met with a former girlfriend at a party and when we started to make out, I wasn't getting hard at all. I was not able to perform, and I didn't really want to either. All I kept thinking about was that I wished that she had a cock. I've had moments of performance anxiety before and felt awful about it but it was different this time; I really wasn't emotionally invested in performing for another woman. It was a powerful realization that I actually did not want to be with a woman at all anymore--her breasts, her soft body and her vagina (yuck!) all felt wrong. What I really wanted was to be inside the arms of a strong and handsome man with a raging hard cock pressed against mine.

Whereas I used to long for female companionship and sex, that impulse was completely dead and alien to me at that moment. Men and cocks on the other hand, stirred feelings of deep arousal as if a fire was burning inside of me. Vaginas, as pointed out in the files, are putrid and have a pungent aroma that is repulsive. Cocks, on the hand, are magnificent, especially when they are hard. Sucking on a hard throbbing cock is a wonderful feeling. The taste is much more pleasant in comparison to a vagina.

Out of courtesy, I induced myself into an erection by masturbating beside her, all the while thinking about cock. Even then, I had to hurry and proceed with the act, and I could only maintain my erection for a brief period. I felt bad only in the sense that the session must not have been pleasant for her. I used my fingers to bring her to orgasm. This was to be the last time that I had ever been with a woman.

And after that, I have been fully and completely gay. I didn't mourn the end of my heterosexuality in that a whole entire new world of a gay life has been much more fulfilling. I love men's cocks, men's bodies, men's voices and I can express myself in a camp and femmy way. I feel comfortable with myself and no longer have to keep up a macho facade. While I'm no longer attracted to women, I can appreciate them aesthetically in a detached and platonic sense. In fact, I have more female friends nowadays because being openly gay, there is no pressure and so I feel more at ease and in turn, women feel more comfortable around me. To the more open-minded women, I have more in common with them in terms of our mutual attraction to men and being able to express myself in a more stereotypically effeminate way.

Another milestone occurred was to start to have feelings of infatuation for men, to the point of even being in love. This was a final obstacle where I never thought that I could go beyond the feeling of not only physical and sexual attraction, but having feelings of deep admiration and affection for men. I love to make love to the one whom I call my boyfriend. I hope to make love to the man who will be my husband, if that day will ever come.

Heterosexuality is really a prison. I look back at my former life and wonder how much of it was due to social expectations and pressure to conform to it. I've abandoned the straight world and I don't miss it one bit. I found out who were my true friends and family were when I came out (I didn't hide the fact that I had a boyfriend and I also announced who he was on Facebook). Many were surprised because I seemed so straight to them before. But I had changed--my clothes and attire are more stylish now. To those who were offended, I don't really need their approval.

"Cock is freedom. Vagina is slavery." -- it was a mantra that I've come up with that simplifies and summarizes all of the words of the gay hypno files that helped me become my true self. Nowadays, I only listen to these files every few months for entertainment, reminiscing, relaxation and titillation. The effects, as their warnings say, are true to their introductory words: permanent. You can't really do the files in a limited sense. Once you're deep into trance, you absorb the words and believe in them. They become part of who you are. Or maybe they unlock a yearning you might have kept hidden all along. But whatever the real reason, I have been permanently changed for the better. I would recommend these files to any man who is open to exploring his sexuality.

In the end, my struggle to overcome heterosexuality was finally finished. I had won the victory over myself. I love men and I love big cocks.

[ashlander]

Nice story antigay!

This is the path I am taking now as well, I only masturbate to cocks and muscular men, even if I'm watching straight porn, I'd rather be the girl getting pounded...

I feel my urge to score women/girls waining away and I'm finding that i'd rather be in the arms of a strong man. I also feel myself getting more effeminate and loving it

For me the last barrier is romantic feelings, my mind is not sure if i want to change those, I love the romantic relationships with women and i can't envision that with men.

But for sex, i lust after cock, but i still have anxiety when trying to meet up with men. It sometimes is still to much? But i want to go all in, how do i take these next steps?

[kcrunner]

Wow nice narrative.
enjoyed reading your whole story. You really detailed it very nicely. I’m glad that you’re off in finding your authentic self. That’s something that’s very difficult for many of us. I’m an older guy in my 60s. I wish I did what you did much sooner. I’ve been living behind a façade all my life. May I ask you how old you are? Just curious if you’re an older guy. I was married for 30 years, now divorced. But still moving back-and-forth between straight and gay. Congratulations for finding your authentic self.

I definitely think I’m past the tipping zone as all I think about 24-7 is being gay. Have been dating a woman for the last 15 months but when we’re together at her home in bed together, I just don’t get sexually aroused anymore. So I guess I need to accept embrace my new, authentic self. It’s difficult because people perceive me being one way, and coming out at my age is a bit difficult. Have not processed what that really means but I definitely want the exploration that I’ve avoided all my adult life.

[antistraight]

Nice story antigay!

This is the path I am taking now as well, I only masturbate to cocks and muscular men, even if I'm watching straight porn, I'd rather be the girl getting pounded...

I feel my urge to score women/girls waining away and I'm finding that i'd rather be in the arms of a strong man. I also feel myself getting more effeminate and loving it

For me the last barrier is romantic feelings, my mind is not sure if i want to change those, I love the romantic relationships with women and i can't envision that with men.

But for sex, i lust after cock, but i still have anxiety when trying to meet up with men. It sometimes is still to much? But i want to go all in, how do i take these next steps?

It will become evident to you when you are ready to overcome your inhibitions. Just keep listening to the files, and any self-doubts that you have are also part of the process. I tried to quit a few times, thinking that I was taking things too far but then I always came back. The file is called a curse but I really think it is a blessing. Being gay is a gift!

And romantic feelings that come with dating men are really fresh and exciting. In fact, I think once you become homoromantic, you will find it is better with men compared to when it was with women.

[antistraight]

Wow nice narrative.
enjoyed reading your whole story. You really detailed it very nicely. I’m glad that you’re off in finding your authentic self. That’s something that’s very difficult for many of us. I’m an older guy in my 60s. I wish I did what you did much sooner. I’ve been living behind a façade all my life. May I ask you how old you are? Just curious if you’re an older guy. I was married for 30 years, now divorced. But still moving back-and-forth between straight and gay. Congratulations for finding your authentic self.

I definitely think I’m past the tipping zone as all I think about 24-7 is being gay. Have been dating a woman for the last 15 months but when we’re together at her home in bed together, I just don’t get sexually aroused anymore. So I guess I need to accept embrace my new, authentic self. It’s difficult because people perceive me being one way, and coming out at my age is a bit difficult. Have not processed what that really means but I definitely want the exploration that I’ve avoided all my adult life.

I'm in my very early 30s. It's unfortunate that society has oppressed gays and has made men conform to heterosexual norms. The files helped me to deprogram my heterosexuality and I am much more aroused and excited about being with men compared to when I was trying to be with women.

Hugs and kisses

[nazihypnosis]

I have been on/off with CFG and other gay hypnosis. I am starting to have crushes on men now. I have been working with a guy on a project (at work) and I have developed a crush on him now. So far I have not met him in person yet but eventually I will have a chance to meet him in person and I am excited towards it. I never really expected this change in me and it’s very fascinating. I also have a wife and a baby though…

[sigmund_floyd]

Well, I broke the success cycle I guess. Sorry everyone. In my last update, I had come out to my wife. She accepted it, and was turned on by it. Our first third was a flaky little asshole, so it didn’t happen. We got close a couple more times, but those didn’t pan out either. It was challenging for a million reasons, and we took a break. Fast forward a few months, a lot more listens, and I was bursting at the seams. I talked her into letting solo play. I hooked up twice. Both very attractive gay men. One was a Brad Pitt looking guy with a porn cock. It did absolutely nothing for me. I do not like men’s faces, bodies, scents, or anything. I hated the intimacy. Sucking a dick, well, sucked. I like women’s faces, bodies, scents. Boobs and vaginas are awesome. The intimacy feels right. I definitely have a voyeur kink though.

My advice would be to get out there and do it. Life comes at you fast when you aren’t looking at a stupid screen or listening to files. It may be for you. It may not. You could fall somewhere in between. There is incredible peace in truth and only one way to get there if you’re mentally torturing yourself.

[sigmund_floyd]

Also, I feel shitty for leading those guys on. Real people are involved in this. If you do go experiment, be honest with them that you don’t know. I approached it as if I had uncovered my true self, and that was not the case at all. They showed me what real attraction to men looks like. We’re all good after discussing, but gay men and that community suffer enough without porn addict straights fucking with their heads.

And if you have a wife, kids, life… for the love of God, don’t piss that away on a kink. I was so fucking lucky.

[ashlander]

There has been a new development.... I was listening to the files while smoking weed and drinking some alcohol and went on Grindr. Some people invited me to a sex party with 7 other dudes. Long story short, I had an awesome time being the center of attention and having sex with those guys. One of them messaged me and wants to meet up some more. Very exited

[nazihypnosis]

Finally my preference has now changed. I love and prefer men now. Sexually I am not able to see women anymore. My future is going to be with lots of men. I am gay and came out to a few already! Just like many others, attraction to male faces is the final step. It just happened suddenly and been consistent, love facial hair and feeling them while making out. I am also able to emotionally get attached to men now (a therapist also helped me)

If you do not want this, please don’t listen.

[ashlander]

Ok, so I'm secretly hooking up with a guy I am catching feelings for. Love lying in his strong arms and cuddling with this man..... I consider myself fully Bisexual now. Loving this feeling. Also i find myself becoming more effeminate, is this a side effect of the hypnosis?

[moo4]

Is your idea of an ideal partner for a man an effeminate gay guy? Maybe you're subconsciously gravitated towards being effeminate because you think thats what gay men want?
I definitely have had my need to be effeminate and submissive grow by listening to this file. I just want to worship a man, to be everything he needs and never question him, no matter how wrong it feels to my normal straight persona. It's weird but I think that's what good hypnosis does, rewriting your brain isn't necessarily a delicate process