by joe » May 7th, 2005, 2:13 am
yes.
i listened to crotchaddict for a while, don't really know why, and the third or fourth day after listening i had to suck a cock.
and i did. i met someone on the internet, went to their house, got totally naked (in a hottub, and i'm NOT comfortable with being naked) and i sucked their cock. he was older than he said he was, and i still didn't care. and i found myself needing to stare at crotches.
however here i am about a year later & i have no urge any longer to do any of that. i've also quit listening to the file, though, so it's possible that's why i feel no urge.
i have found this file the most effective of all the EMG files, mostly because of how his voice sounds in it - it's quickened, and orderly, and sort of .. rough. it's very commanding. i think that's what did it for me. that and it's very visually oriented, so. i think that's why it worked for me.