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SubWuffer wrote:Well, the Mystyifying Spiral seems to be getting to me more and more, since last night listening to it, I remember there being a part I swear I hadn't heard before. Of course now for the life of me, I can't remember what that was :lol:
SubWuffer wrote:Tried out the Bubble and Spiral triggers through a TTS, and they... kind of work? I sort of went into a light trance, and lay there unable to open my eyes for a minute or so. Which was interesting, because I was not trancing deep, just, like my eyes were glued shut.
SubWuffer wrote:Then I tried Caridigan's Horny. That one works. Oh yes how that one works. Dear lord.
If you're still looking for suggestions, LittleCalToy has one called "Cal's Curse"
Welcome. We're in the experience business here, so to speak, and feedback is strongly encouraged.SubWuffer wrote:Hello there, I'm rather (very) new to hypnosis, but I thought I'd share my experiences so far, since, well that's what this forum is for, one supposes :P
Congratulations! You did the right stuff the right way and got the intended result. I'm glad to hear the old favorites are working for you.SubWuffer wrote:This was encouraging, so I carried on looking through untill I got to Blink's Basic Induction. This one must have worked well, because I only listened to it twice, but when I then tried his Good Boy file, the effects were immediate.
You're getting very strong effects. Good boy! That's just how it's supposed to be. The punishment side, though, is intended to be weaker than the reward side. Punishment is required for the structure of the file (and there are times when b-mod in the real world requires aversion), but it should not be an overwhelming experience. If it's too bad, get in touch with me and I'll fine-tune the work for you. Despite my efforts to defend against this in the file, this reaction is not uncommon in folks with strong responses. Most don't over-respond to the punishment trigger, but you're definitely not alone.SubWuffer wrote:Good Boy is currently my favourite on my playlist, and I listen to it at least once a day, twice if I have time. And when he is setting up the positive trigger, I never fail to be brought to the brink of pleasure, I may even have come a little bit on most occasions. Though I did learn that the setting up of the negative trigger kicks me out of trance if I'm utterly hungover, due to the fact if he said those words one more time, I really was going to throw up.
Your master is lucky to have a smart, eager, responsive submissive. You're clearly putting in good effort to improve yourself, too Good boy. Keeping the communication flowing is an excellent way to improve things, too. Good boy! (And yes, I realize the irony of advice on good communication coming from someone renowned for long stretches of silence. Just 'cause I don't do better doesn't mean I don't know that I should.)SubWuffer wrote:Since starting listening to Good Boy, the effects have been mostly positive ones. Before I was never a very good slave, the idea of it was fun to me, but I could never really be arsed. Now I am always wanting to obey, and I have found myself, when a thought would normally be; "Oh yeah, [Insert name here] wanted those pictures, I should do that. If I can be arsed." The thought is now; "Oh yeah, Master wanted those pictures. I'll go work on them now, or master will be dissapointed." I smiled when I caught myself thinking that.
You're enjoying the effects of having your own propulsion system. Got any self-improvement goals that you've been slow in achieving? *grin*SubWuffer wrote:It has also made going to work more of a pleasure and less of a chore, I certainly didn't hate my job before, but since work is basically following a set of instructions and orders handed down from a position of authority, the sense of pride in a job well done, whenever a task is completed has much been swollen.
As I said, we can adjust that if it's problematic. And as you structure programming for yourself using the GB stuff, you'll want to put it together in the same format as one would use for training a puppy. (Human pet fetish not required. It's all about the reward schedule and the timing of the treats.) There are resources available on the Internet. You can start by looking up "operant conditioning" or, better still, "clicker training."SubWuffer wrote:Unfortunatly, since Master and I live in utterly different timezones, I only see him online, and then far too rarely. I've not yet had chance to inform him of my new compulsions, and the associated phrases. As such, to test things out, I took a leaf from the page of somebody I saw in these forums, and tested out the words through a text to voice synthesiser, which I have begun to refer to as Master's Voice. This certainly works, though the negative trigger seems much stronger in me than the positive one.
SubWuffer wrote:Good Boy continues to be pure distilled love and I should really send a thankyou note to Blink for it or something. The reactions to GB/BB are noticably stronger now, which is cool. As long as I don't be a bad boy =P
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