by mondaytuesday » August 11th, 2013, 12:09 pm
I was going back and looking at some of my old posts on forums. I remember everything in my adult life, but a lot of times, I don't directly recall posting here.
On and off since the first part of June, I have enjoyed Coaching for a new online friend. I have not done that before, but he let me know what he wanted and it worked well to serve as Coach for him through a Curse of the Teeny Weenie process that he wanted to experience for a bit. I was good in that role, and enjoyed sharing my time and the tips I learned.
I'm a good Coach because I am very special, having listened to the file and shrank my cock down to teeny weenie size. I was wearing diapers on occasion because I have a baby sized penis and the diapers are just best for me.
Last Thursday, I started wearing diapers all the time at home, and wear pull ups when I go out to work, and fun, etc.
As the weekend goes on, I'm beginning to see that I went beyond a teeny weenie.
I have baby bits now. My penis and scrotum had gone from baby bits to some slow growth going through childhood and then fully developed after I went through puberty. That was fun, checking my dick every day, back when I was 13, 14. Measuring it, jacking off, trying to suck it myself. It was my number one favorite thing to do. And it was getting longer, darker, more girth, hairy. I was becoming and became a man.
I'm a man now. An adult man. I resist these alterations sometimes, stop the driving desire to be helplessly regressed to a baby state at the words of a parent figure Mommy or Daddy. But when I get zapped down humiliatingly carry out as a grown man to absorb the traits and sensation and perception of being 2, I am filled with fear and happiness and arousal and a complete reduction of my adult male status.
It's what is best for me. It's what I am destined to be free indulging. I can't be a baby all the time. But I am more vulnerable all the time to be regressed with words.
I even wet my diaper when I wear them and now that's all the time, maybe. My weenie was so teeny that I let slip the control of my bladder as my penis went from weenie to baby bits.
So, I can help guys who want to push success with the file because it was a big push for me, along with the MM Baby Files and some others that addressed the changes to the way my penis functions and is kept functional through hormone and chemicals within my body.
I'm wetting again and there are triggers from other files that has built a reaction to this feeling and they are drifting up right now.
Goodbye for now.
Quote from my friend I Coach:
I am surprised at the "terrible success" that I am having. I go back and forth in my feelings and desires but the file and coach are taking over.
We just had a coaching session today and my penis is responding to coach and the file and shrinking. I am very grateful to coach for his skill and his time. My coach is very special because he has listened to the file and shrank his cock down to teeny weenie size. Coach now wears diapers because he has a baby sized penis and diapers are best for him. Coach even wets his diapers because his weenie is so teeny he is loosing control of his bladder. So now you know why he knows how to help me become man with a teeny weenie.[/quote]