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Jorans wrote:Yes to the spreading the legs while I beat off thing. I've also found myself enjoying beating off with my legs spread and up in the air and enjoyed it a few times on all fours.
What are your fantasies at the moment? I find that the more I listen, my fantasies turn from just wanting to play with a man's cock but not really finding men attractive to wanting to touch a man's chest and body then wanting to kiss a man. I know I'm really affected by the file when my fantasy is walking down a street, holding hands with a boyfriend or being able to fall asleep in a bed with a boyfriend.
hypno2obey wrote:I have been listening to this file for two months. I'm surprised at the changes. After a week I began checking out gay porn. After a month I began having gay sex dreams.
The surprising change happened at the gym. I was in the locker room. A guy walked past me naked and I couldn't stop stairing. He was incredible.
I think a light switch went off. All kinds of guys are turning me on today. I can't stop thinking about it.
Anyway I've decided I want to try dating men. The file is working on me.
AlanH26 wrote:hypno2obey wrote:I have been listening to this file for two months. I'm surprised at the changes. After a week I began checking out gay porn. After a month I began having gay sex dreams.
The surprising change happened at the gym. I was in the locker room. A guy walked past me naked and I couldn't stop stairing. He was incredible.
I think a light switch went off. All kinds of guys are turning me on today. I can't stop thinking about it.
Anyway I've decided I want to try dating men. The file is working on me.
Awww sweetie, you're clearly a turnee now! Welcome to the world of gay!!! You've described that moment when everything changes perfectly. Where I work, I sit next to a window. I still marvel at the fact that I stare at the cute mens' asses as they pass and CFG took me four years ago.
I love being gay, and so will you!!! xxx
rigsby wrote:AlanH26 wrote:hypno2obey wrote:I have been listening to this file for two months. I'm surprised at the changes. After a week I began checking out gay porn. After a month I began having gay sex dreams.
The surprising change happened at the gym. I was in the locker room. A guy walked past me naked and I couldn't stop stairing. He was incredible.
I think a light switch went off. All kinds of guys are turning me on today. I can't stop thinking about it.
Anyway I've decided I want to try dating men. The file is working on me.
Awww sweetie, you're clearly a turnee now! Welcome to the world of gay!!! You've described that moment when everything changes perfectly. Where I work, I sit next to a window. I still marvel at the fact that I stare at the cute mens' asses as they pass and CFG took me four years ago.
I love being gay, and so will you!!! xxx
It's wonderful to hear from you again, Alan! Just wondering, do you feel like you've been in this same "happy place" for a while, or are things still evolving?
AlanH26 wrote:
For me, I've kind of levelled out now. I'm gay and it's fabulous. I do get the occasional spell where I look at a woman and wonder whether I could go back, but it's over before I know it. It's all about the men for me now! I wouldn't have it any other way xx
Route42 wrote:AlanH26 wrote:
For me, I've kind of levelled out now. I'm gay and it's fabulous. I do get the occasional spell where I look at a woman and wonder whether I could go back, but it's over before I know it. It's all about the men for me now! I wouldn't have it any other way xx
Out of curiosity, do you still listen to the file, or have you abandoned that?
cloudrider07 wrote:Is there anyone who has listened to the file for a while, more than 3months, and still have their same attraction to women? Or is it able to turn everyone away from their attraction?
Ryan83 wrote:I haven't listened to the file in a long time and I think my attraction to women is finally coming back. Thank God. Pretty sure I'm bi now, which I am ok with.
So...yes. I am finally coming to terms with my attraction to men. I don't think it was this file that did it, though. That's really the only way I can make peace with it. But that's where I'm at now. Still don't see myself in a relationship with a guy though.
samhash wrote:Wow avalon, how did happen? Did you meet a guy in a bar and just decide to take the leap? I wonder if i would be able to take it that far? I listen to the file off and on, but so far no real life gay activity.
samhash wrote:Wow avalon, how did happen? Did you meet a guy in a bar and just decide to take the leap? I wonder if i would be able to take it that far? I listen to the file off and on, but so far no real life gay activity.
AlanH26 wrote:Well I hope all my fabulous gay turnees had a nice Christmas. It's lovely to see that you're all still on here, and all still Queens!
rigsby wrote:AlanH26 wrote:Well I hope all my fabulous gay turnees had a nice Christmas. It's lovely to see that you're all still on here, and all still Queens!
I wouldn't say we're all queens, honey! I'm pretty much of a gaybro - into sports, beer, and guys - and I can tell you that it's an awesome way to be!
Hope you have an excellent 2014, Alan! And anyone else I've been chatting with.
miragevirus wrote:So I just finished with my first playlist of Train susceptable binural, to blank binural, to cfg remix and the results were pretty surprising. The longer runtime of all three files together is really helpful in getting my head that just never stops thinking to get into the flow and just drift. First my body then my mind went numb from focusing and listening, then by the time cfg came around my mind was automatically responding to each instruction. Every command I was super aware of and it just hummed through my body and mind, and I just obeyed, going deeper enjoying trance ect. When it came to the gay instructions my mind just blissfully imagined men and their bodies, faces, and cocks and it just felt so arousing. Imagining sucking fucking and smelling men was such a wonderful brainwashing experience and it really left me with a satisfying sensation that everything resonated with me when I woke up. I am very interested in the effects I will see while awake as I continue this experiment!
AlanH26 wrote:rigsby wrote:AlanH26 wrote:Well I hope all my fabulous gay turnees had a nice Christmas. It's lovely to see that you're all still on here, and all still Queens!
I wouldn't say we're all queens, honey! I'm pretty much of a gaybro - into sports, beer, and guys - and I can tell you that it's an awesome way to be!
Hope you have an excellent 2014, Alan! And anyone else I've been chatting with.
Haha fair point Rigsby my dear. It's maybe just me that's the queen! Though I also like sports (well football (or soccer to you?)), beer and men.
samhash wrote:Mariagevirus,
I am goinf to try the same combo you didand see what affect it has on me.
Thank you for posting you experience!
avalon69 wrote:ohhhh fuck, it happened again last night! He called me up at 5pm and came over, we were chatting till 2am. He slept in my bed but we didn't get to sleep till about 6:30!!!!!
His cock is much thicker than mine, it was really hard to take it all in my mouth without gagging. Apparently I have blowjob lips!!!
:-)
xxxx
Ava
hypnoslave85 wrote:Funny thing happend to me a couple of days ago one of my younger sisters friends said that when she first met me she thought I was gay I deninid it as I have,nt told anyone I know yet and I don't act any differently than I did before cfg when I asked her what gave her that idea she said it was the way I talk. Iwas so tempted to tell she's right but I chickened out as my sister was close by and iam not ready for my family to know.
Warren42 wrote:I started listening to this file and a few others of similar intent out of curiosity a week ago. I didn't think it would have such a huge effect, but my friends have said my mannerisms have been different, and I've found it extremely hard to stop fantasizing about being with a guy, and then today I was driving downtown and I noticed a place nearby that I heard was a gay hotspot, and I couldn't help myself. In minutes I was on my knees in front of a glory hole. I don't know whether to be scared or extremely turned on by how much this has taken me over.
Ryan83 wrote:Hey, I'm enjoying it while I can. Still avoiding this file, still feel like my old self is coming back. All I want is to be who I really am. I suspect it's bi. If that's who I really am, and it wasn't influenced by the file, then ok. I guess we'll see.
Also, it does feel like my attraction to men is going away, too. It never really got there a hundred percent anyway. Well, we'll see. Or I'll see, rather.
avalon69 wrote:!!!!!!!!! My bbz stayed over last night and he helped me take the final step!!!! OMFG, it felt so amazing to have someone deep inside me ohhh wow!!
That's it, it's officially official!!! No more girls for this turned queen!!!
HUGE BIG HUGZ!!!!!! *MUAH*
Ava
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