by Alien4420 » March 19th, 2014, 7:01 am
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I do not know how easy it would be to stop listening to either version. I'm the wrong person to ask about this. I wanted the change before I started listening. Your attitude about having a teeny weenie might change.
You should read the comments on both files. Some people ask, "Is this permanent?". Nobody answers the question. I suspect an answer might be "You don't recover what you lost, but you might not lose any more." However, one of the triggers for shrinkage is sleep, so ... who knows?[/quote:9/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i8f8424]
The Curse Version tells you that you'll keep losing whether you listen to the file or not, and, judging by what's happened, that often seems to be the case. I'd look at it as a one-way trip although based on what people have said some people are able to throw it off after listening briefly.
I think that's less likely with the non-curse version in the early stages, if you don't want to shrink. Stop listening, you'll stop shrinking. If you do want to shrink it will probably continue to happen as it did in my case after two listenings. However, the non-curse version will eventually make you want all the effects and it does have some milder compulsions to listen, so if you listen long enough it will have the same effect.
In my case, after two weeks of 2x daily, I was only able to stop listening and have regular ejaculations briefly, I ended up going right back to the weenie orgasms and listening again. Now, 2 weeks later, I want to lose it all, whereas before that I just wanted to shrink and was scared of going too far.
I tried getting hard yesterday for the first time in 2 weeks because I wanted to measure my erect length and at first I couldn't. The weird thing is that it stretched out when I stroked, I hadn't expected that, but it was totally floppy and soft, like a piece of spaghetti. And the even more amazing thing is that I was loving the fact that I couldn't get hard. Eventually, after several minutes of stroking, it gradually got sort of hard and I was able to measure, but it's clear that I'm at the point where I'm going to lose that if I continue. I tell myself that this is at the permanence stage and I shouldn't go further but I know I'm just going to listen again and unlike two weeks ago I just don't have any desire to get hard and jack off.
So I think if you listen for a while, the non-curse version will take you to exactly the same place as the curse version by different means.
I should point out that my erect length yesterday was about the same as it had been a month ago. Also, from prior experience, if you start jacking off, it will bulk up some. So many of the effects are just from not getting hard. However, my balls are a lot smaller and that's probably permanent, along with the reduction in testosterone level. You can take supplements but whether you can restart the hypothalamic–pituitary–gonadal axis is questionable. An endocrinologist might be able to, or not, no one has tried.
In practice, no one I know of has been able to reverse the shrinkage or regain function once that's lost, which seems to occur when erect length falls below about 3". But also that no one who's gotten to that stage has expressed regret, the file makes you want the results.