by Alien4420 » April 18th, 2014, 12:42 pm
[quote="oxdude"]
[quote]Alien wrote
Can your subconscious get too overloaded to enforce all the post-hypnotic suggestions? I suspect it can.[/quote]
I suspect you're correct.
joe asked me the other night if I wanted to be a jock. Instead of my usual "Of course!" which I had given for over a decade, I couldn't answer immediately; I wasn't sure. I had to do some soul-searching to answer the questions honestly. After thinking it over for a day or so, I decided the answer now -- rather than any other time in the last decade -- was "well, sorta ..." which was an extreme change from my decade-long obsession with being a jock.
I can't get Jock files to work now. I listened to some non-Jock files to discover if it due to a new inability to trance or due to something in the Jock files. Non-Jock files work extremely well. The non-Jock files I used had nothing in common with Jock files. I did that to see whether there was some suggestion or attitude in the Jock files that was the cause.
Most Jock files emphasize the "macho" part of masculinity rather than emphasizing liking sports and being healthy. The suggestions in the Jock file I just recommended, Absolute Jock, are mostly "love sports" and "work out"; there may be some dumbness suggestions as well, but I have no objections to that. None of that is incompatible with femininity or having a teeny weenie or being shorter. The hyper-masculinity attitude might be the problem.[/quote]
You know someone once pointed out here that one of the best ways to escape a file that you couldn't shake was to get into another file that would displace it. Which I've always though makes perfect sense -- we can only do one thing at a time and since the "subconscious" is basically our mammalian motivation circuitry it makes sense that it would have evolved to focus us on one main task at a time.
The other thing I think is that once you learn to that once your subconscious has learned to escape a suggestion it's really hard to get the suggestion to stick again. That happened to me with Stroke Sissy -- it was a royal struggle to escape but since I did, even if I listen to it it just doesn't have the compelling force it originally did. And then again with Teeny Weenie when my weenie learned how to get hard again.
I've noticed since that every time I listen to Teeny Weenie and get to the suggestion that weenies never get hard, I get a pang of anxiety and pop out of trance, which tells me that I've repressed that suggestion and my subconscious is rejecting it. I've found that it's very hard to get around that kind of resistance, particularly when it's something I didn't want when I first started listening to the file and just wanted to shrink a bit.
Now I'm really loving the notion of never being able to get hard again, really, that desire started to grow towards the end of my last round of listening to TW, when I tried getting hard and when I stroked out my weenie just stretching out like a floppy strand of spaghetti. That was so damn hot!
Well now you have me thinking of jock files. There's nothing that says I have to be fem. I've always been a sissy but never really effeminate, I was just hated sports and violence and wanted a girl's body sexually. Which is to say I think I wasn't born that way, but made that way psychologically. Short but with a bass voice and a hypermasculine muscular, sculpted, hairy body before I took hormones as a kid. And I always had a dominant side in bed, I loved putting friends in bondage. :-)
Kinda makes me think there's no reason I *have* to be fem -- well, really, i decided I couldn't be for practical reasons which is why I stopped listening to Stroke Sissy. I could be a gay jock, though obviously I can't do anything with my dom side anymore -- even if I listened to a Teeny Weenie undo file and could get hard again, what I have left is just too pathetically small.
Couldn't do the dumbness, as much as the idea appeals to me, my work doesn't allow it.
Ah, well, have enough on my hypnotic plate right now so don't have to worry about it for a while.