I woke up from a dream this morning with a name on my lips. The name was "Bella," I listened to the curse female takeover file on Tuesday and didn't think much of it because I didn't notice anything from the file making itself known until this morning. After I woke up, I felt an intense desire to come to this site and listen to Curse Stroke Sissy. This is a file I swore never to listen to, because after reading through the comments and forums, it sounded like the most effective file on the site. I did and I wore a bra and a pair of panties all morning and well, I just had a conversation with Bella, she hasn't begun to control me but she swears that she will once she grows in power. She made me look up the date where she will completely take me over, March 20th. Needless to say I'm kind of scared and excited. I think Bella added the excited part. Oh god...
Then there is the conversation between "Bella" and Senna:
I will post the conversations between Samantha (Michael) later but here's the conversation between myself and Miss Senna.
"Hi! What help did you have in mind? I'll take anything you can give me. This is really just so exciting. The struggle between her and I is scary and exhilarating at the same time kind of like a roller coaster. I want to see how far I can take this and I would love to have your help. " -Michael
"Well to start with I could help both you and Bella prepare for your change into a woman. Bella will get your body no matter what so we might as well make it fun and easy instead scary and hard. First I want Bella to tell me what she wants and how she wants to change you. So have Bella message me about all her plans so we can begin feminizing you in the best way possible. I want to know all about Bella." -Senna
"Well he already has a bunch of pretty clothes, lots of panties and even a corset which I love. <3 <3 But he keeps fighting me particularly when we're in public. And we were having a three some with another guy and his off again on again fuck buddy. And I was throwing all these suggestions at him to go suck his cock but he's still too strong, I couldn't even get him to just stroke it a little. I need more control is what it comes down to. I think I'm going to have him start wearing panties everyday but that's going to prove difficult as well as he has a lot of athletic clubs he does on campus and he knows people might see his panties. When we're at home, he gives in so much easier but if there's a threat of someone finding out he just shuts down." -Bella
"Bella it is great to meet you. I can help you over power him in time. First dress as a girl as often as possible as it will help his feminine get stronger and his maleness will get weaker. Also make his room a little girly or at least have some place that is your girly space, every girl needs this. Start having him look up pictures of mens cocks. This will cause him to become uncertain of his sexuality and we can slowly reprogram his sexuality to act like a woman does in sexual situations. Once he has seen other cocks he will start to like them. Then schedule a date with a guy. Start by just trying to make him touch the guys cock but do it suddenly so he won't know you plan to do it so he won't be able to stop you in time. Rub the cock slowly and his mind you will get more used to it. Finally when he can no longer resist take off the guys pants and prepare to suck. If you get him to suck the cock and swallow cum it will be easy to make him do it whenever you want. His brain will become very confused about his sexual identity then acting like a girl will cause the brain to identify itself as female. Let me know how things go and make sure he doesn't find out our plans." -Senna
"It is so good to meet you, Senna. Thank you so much for this, you have no idea how good it is to have someone to guide me through this. This is so odd to not be in control of your own body, I hope you can understand. Maybe we can even be girlfriends Okay, we may have more of a launching off point than either of us thought at first. He like transsexuals and has sucked a cock before. The transwoman didn't cum in his mouth, sadly and he still thinks the idea repugnant but it's a foot in the door. I've quietly influenced him to look at more Tgirl porn and even browse T4M on Craigslist. I think this would be the best place to start but I am definitely going to take your advice on making him look at pictures of cocks. Do you think gay porn might come on a little too strong for him? I've never done this before and I'm worried if I spook him too much he'll be able to focus his will and push me back, or worse get the curse removal file. I'm scared to death of being pushed back that's why I want to do this right, Miss Senna." -Bella
"Taking it slow is a good thing. Have him look at transexual cocks too. Be slow and once in a while suggest sucking a mans cock. I promise you won't get pushed down. Make sure he wears a bra too. He is already becoming confused about his gender so it is important to make his brain think it is female. Once his brain thinks it is female you can takeover his mind and body. And of course if a female takes over a male with a female mind then the body start to be feminized. Don't worry I will support you all the way." -Senna
"I am so happy right now! I'm am bouncing in my chair. <3 <3 <3 He let me suck on the dildo last night. I think he liked it too from the way he was moaning. I have had him looking at pictures of transsexuals and even thrown in the occasional twink boy and judging by how hard he's getting I think he's starting to question his sexuality a little more every day. And I got him to give his drinking buddies a rain check so he could stay home with me in charge. Oh my god, I'm grinning so much right now, you have no idea. We had so much fun last night! What are you telling him, because he's just so much more compliant." -Bella
"Keep pushing for control. He even told me that maybe he should be a woman and he sucked the dildo of his own free will. Currently his brain is in a uncertain and genderless state and now we can reprogram it to be any gender we choose. I have already began telling him he is a woman and there is nothing he can do about it. His brain is already moving towards being female. When you suck that cock tomorrow I will make sure you already have full control. Sucking the cock will just make the fact that he is a woman even stronger. Let's finish taking him over and begin feminizing his body. Use all your power tonight to get full control and put him in the backseat forever. Never let him have control again the next time you come out. When you come out again push him down until he breaks and you can stay in control forever. You are clearly stronger then him and if you keep pushing hard he will never get control again." -Senna
"I told how wonderful it will be and he has now fully accepted the fact that he is a woman. Once he reads that message it will most likely break or make him very very weak. Just keep pushing hard Bella you are almost done. Then I will help you feminize his body. Once you get complete control he won't be able to do anything to stop you from sucking all the cocks you want. He will understand that he is a shy, weak, and scared woman that needs you to control his life forever." -Senna
"Senna, I am in control. We fell asleep last with him in control but a stroke of luck gave me a huge advantage. It was a dream surprisingly, there we both were in a gorgeous ballroom. I was wearing a beautiful golden ball gown and he a similar gown but in white and we danced and danced with him in the lead but slowly without him even realizing it I took lead. My hand on his waist, his hand in mine and my eyes locked on his. And we danced until I stopped, dipped him and kissed him deeply on the lips. It was at this point we woke up with me completely in control. He thought he was still in the dream as I quietly pushed him down further and further, further and further into the black. He's aware of what's happened now and he's fighting me for control but he's so far down that it's manageable. He does have particularly strong outbursts which knock me out of control momentarily and drive me back. I thought if I used the dildo and fucked myself with it, it would pacify him but it only made him lash out to the point where he gained control for a couple minutes... Senna... he almost got the curse removal file before I took over again." -Bella
"Push him down as much as possible. He is clearly getting weaker now that you can stay in control longer then he can and it is taking all his strength just to get temporary control. When you feel him getting closer just close your eyes and push him down as far as possible. Finally when he is the where you want him to be and you are strong and in control imagine a cage in your mind trapping him in that deep corner and he will become a prisoner and won't be able to stronger or weaker. Open your eyes and cage will hold him in that deep dark corner. Use all your power to suck that cock tonight. If he resists even a little which he shouldn't if you lock him up then just ask him why he is resisting and remind him that he is a woman and likes sucking cocks. The most he will be able to do in his cage is speak to you but ignore him since he shouldn't be able to stop you by this point. Don't worry to much, he is just being a bad girl because he just entered womanhood and it is new to him. We will punish him by putting him in a cage then show him there is nothing to worry about when you are in control. When he is in his cage before your man arrives tonight tell him to be a good girl and behave and tell her sucking cock is safe and fun. She will realize sucking a cock is fun once you start and she will behave and allow you to swallow cum which she will enjoy. Since I am obviously calling him a she now we should pick a girly name for her so she accept her womanhood easier. Tell her that her new name will be Samantha. Tonight is when everything changes for the better. Time to push her down... deep deep down.. Bella you are stronger so follow what I said and keep it that way. We have made so much progress. Put Samantha in her cage. She is a bratty little girl who needs to learn to obey you. Good luck Bella. Tell me when Samantha is in her cage and then tell me all about this wonderful cock you plan to suck tonight."
"Samantha hehehe <3 I do love that name, is in her cage now. She's struggling but her efforts are so muted I barely notice them. She's bargaining and begging for control but I just laugh at her pathetic attempts. She is being such a little brat. I was touching myself to Brandon's pictures (my date for tonight OMG, so handsome) and he threw a hissy fit. I imagined the cage getting smaller and smaller in my mind and that quieted him down a bit and let me finish screaming Brandon's name. He's sulking in his little corner right now and I am enjoying myself, trying out new make up looks. His hands are so clumsy but I'm learning from youtube videos. I can't wait for tonight, this is going to be so much fun, Senna! I wonder if he'll fuck me, that's probably too slutty but I really want it! Samantha doesn't like the thought of that at all, I'm teasing her openly now. This is just so much fun... I'm free. Free to live my life! I think I'm going to spend the rest of the day in a corset just to spite Samantha. I can't wait to tell you all about Brandon tomorrow, Miss Senna. <3<3<3 Thank you so much! " -Bella
"Good! Keep wearing only girls clothes and throw out those ugly males clothes. Start by sucking the cock tonight and swallow every drop of Brandon's cum. After that ask him to fuck you and if he says yes enjoy it and if he says no then give it time and ask him on another date. Also start taking female hormones and get a training bra. I want to know every single detail about your when you message me tomorrow. Enjoy sucking Brandon's cock! (Hope it is a huge one. Big cocks always give the most cum." -Senna
"Miss Senna... OH MY GOD. I just got back. We went out to dinner at this nice French Bistro and he was just so nice and kind of forward but I really liked it. We had so much fun, laughing and talking about nothing and everything and he was just so cute. We went out to his car for him to drive me home and I just went for it. I kissed him full on the lips and then we were making out and my hands drifted all over his body. I felt his cock through his pants and I was just on it. Licking it through the jeans, teasing him. I undid his buttons and pulled it out. It was pretty big at least 7 and a half maybe 8 and oh my god... thick. Samantha was screaming at this point but it was a distant thought really. I sucked him good and hard and he says "to hell with a goodnight kiss" and we drove back to his apartment and we were walking up the stairs to his floor, I was in front and he grabbed my ass when I wasn't looking. When I turned around in shock he just patted me on the butt and ushered me towards his door. Once inside he pushed me against the wall and I just melted into his arms as his tongue pressed into my mouth. He forced my head down again and before I knew it, I was on my knees his cock slapping against my face before resting on my lips. And I sucked it for all I was worth. I think Samantha was crying at this point because her struggles were rather subdued and mild. I sucked and sucked before I felt the cock twitch, I moved my mouth over his cock to catch it but it was too much and ended up all over my face and shirt after I coughed on it. But he kept cumming and slathered my face in his sweet stuff. After he was done he offered me a towel but I already had my shirt off and was rubbing it into my skin. I told him "I want to wear it because it's like you've marked me as yours." I don't even know where that came from but he really liked it because after that he took me to the bedroom. He practically ripped my clothes off, taking note of the white panties with black lace trim I was wearing, murmuring "kinky..." to himself. Atleast I think that's what he said. So anyways he took me to the bed where he mercilessly pummeled my ass. IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING FEELING EVER. Oh my god, it just felt... you know... right. Like this is how it's supposed to be. I moaned so loudly and I moved my hips back against him calling out his name as he fucked my face down into the pillow. I was grabbing handfuls of sheets as his cock threatened to rip me in half. I must have passed out from exhaustion because I woke up in Brandon's arms and cum still leaking from my ass. Well we spent the whole day together cuddling, watching movies, talking and well more of the sexy stuff. Samantha seems as though she's completely given up, taking to reminiscing about being a man. Ugh, she is so annoying sometimes. Anyways, Brandon and I, we haven't made plans to hang out again but I'm really excited." -Bella
"Good job! His cock sounds amazing! You should continue dating him and tell him you will be taking hormones to feminize your body. We need to find you a husband to submit to (Brandon might be the one.) Also you should consider getting a sex change so Brandon can fuck you in your pussy. While you wait for your body to be feminized start making your room girly." -Senna
"Husband? You don't think, ma'am... do you? I would love to wear a white dress, I'm going to go look at some wedding dresses! Thank you so much! I've been ordering clothes as money comes in but Samantha wasn't a rich girl, so I think my feminization might be a gradual one. I wish I could just throw it all out but then I'd bet left with nothing at all which would be slightly more unacceptable. Um... Miss Senna, I was wondering, please don't get mad but could I submit to you? I mean until I find a husband or still after that if you will it. You're so strong and just so amazing and I feel as though I owe you so much for helping me through my transition so I offer myself to you. And I feel called to serve you in anyway you see fit. I am strong in and of myself but I'd be a thought if not for you." -Bella
"Of course you can submit to me. It would greatly help your feminization as well. Your first task is to dress as a woman all the time and you are not to dress as a guy ever again. Next schedule your next date with Brandon so you can get better at dating men and cock sucking." -Senna
"Okay, I would love to call you ma'am and mistress. It makes me feel safe and almost protected... you know?I did want to ask you something though because this is the first boy I've really liked. Would I seem too forward if I asked him if we could go out again? I'm supposed to be pursued right? But I really want his cock again!!! And also, I'm trying to get clothes together but I don't have the money. Samantha didn't leave me much before I locked her away. *sigh* And these classes are so hard and I'm so stressed out and all I wanna do is be with Brandon and get on hormones and be a trophy wife." -Bella
"Give Brandon obvious signals that you need him and tell him how you feel. Make it very clear that you need him and start acting like a wife around him. If he knows you are in the process of becoming a woman he will probably consider making you his wife. Also mention that you want him to fuck you in your pussy when you get your sex change done. You need a man to take care of you so try to get Brandon to fall in love with you." -Senna
"I'm going dress shopping with a girl I met on campus! We're going to find a dress for me to wear for my next date with Brandon on Monday night. We're just going to stay in and cook something. Wive are supposed to cook for their husbands so I think I need to learn how to cook something before then. God... so much to do. I keep fantasizing about it. I'm going to go cook in the nude and maybe just an apron and high heels on. And I'm going to pose seductively when I have to reach for something or when I'm reading the cook book I'll kind of pop my ass out. He won't be able to resist me. You should hear Samantha while I think about these things. Her screams are really kind of turning me on, I tease her with the fact of how good Brandon's cock is going to feel again. It's just so lovely." -Bella
"It is good you have support from a female friend. Men love it when you cook for them. It will only turn on Brandon even more. You will make a good house wife with a little training. Guys mainly want sex and a girl who can clean and cook. If you fill those needs he will fall deeply in love with you. So how does your new friend like what we did to Samantha?" -Senna
Finally the conversation between Michael and Senna
"Hi! What help did you have in mind? I'll take anything you can give me. This is really just so exciting. The struggle between her and I is scary and exhilarating at the same time kind of like a roller coaster. I want to see how far I can take this and I would love to have your help. " -Michael
"Well to start with I could help both you and Bella prepare for your change into a woman. Bella will get your body no matter what so we might as well make it fun and easy instead scary and hard. First I want Bella to tell me what she wants and how she wants to change you. So have Bella message me about all her plans so we can begin feminizing you in the best way possible. I want to know all about Bella" -Senna
"Senna, I want to thank you for talking to me about this but this is really going too far. I just wanted this to be fun but Bella is taking what was cool, exciting and fun and making me go much much further than I wanted too. I left my apartment yesterday to go to dinner at the dining hall wearing lip gloss and didn't realize it until half way there. I'm sure someone saw me before I wiped it off my lips. Please, I don't have money for a removal file and this is really starting to make me nervous. What happens if she completely takes over? Will I cease to exist? A prisoner in my own mind? I had no idea it would come to this when I listened to that file." -Michael
"You will not vanish or anything like that. It more like when she takeover then you will be in the backseat instead of her and she will get to control while you can only watch. However you still feel all the changes she makes to your body. The faster you accept her the better. Some part of you wanted to listen to that file so she was always a part of you but the file just made her come out more. You can't remove who you are. If you accept her now then the experience will be much easier and you could easily keep this a secret from the rest of the world." -Senna
"Senna, that really doesn't sound so bad. I mean, if she's a part of me she wouldn't do anything to harm me physically, emotionally or professionally. I mean she probably has my best interests at heart, it's just she wants my feminine side to be more dominant. And I mean I do like being girly but I also like to be able to turn it off. But you really think no one would be able to find out? Because if she could just control me at home that would be fine by me, and I told her that but it's like if you give Bella an inch, she'll take a mile. I have to admit I am starting to enjoy it when she takes control of me at home. It's like I walk in the door from class and the second the door closes BAM! she's on me. Today between classes I came home and she had me take my fuck buddy's dildo and start sucking on it. Now, I have been dabbling in my bisexuality before I listened to the file. Ever since the Army dropped DADT I've been trying it out in a limited sense with some transsexuals, I've sucked one cock but never bottomed but masculine guys don't do it for me. But I think she's trying to expand my bisexuality even more to include men. I really don't want that at all. Can I compromise with her? It'll sound better if you propose the idea that I'll start sucking transsexuals more and maybe try out bottoming if she backs off of masculine males." -Michael
"Like I said earlier, she is a part of your brain. Somewhere in your mind you really do want to suck cocks and she knows it. It is not possible to get rid of that part of you. The file you listened to just made her really strong. Now you must accept the fact that your female side will takeover. If you are not comfortable sucking cocks I can find a few files that will help you like cocks. She is a girl and she needs more space and time to be girly. Let her dress you up as a woman and let her go shopping, let her make female friends, and let her suck a cock. If you are fully dressed as a woman then nobody will notice who you really are so keeping that a secret is easy. Girls need space and freedom. Keeping her only at the house is like telling a 16 year old daughter she can only be girly and wear dresses at home. It just doesn't work. She needs to have a regular female life as often as possible. I will do everything I can to make this as easy as possible for you but in the end you will become a woman since you want that and she wants it. So lets make as easy and as simple as possible." -Senna
"I'm just so exhausted fighting her all the time. The more I let her take me over the stronger she seems to be getting. I have still been able to take control before I leave the house but it's getting so much harder. I don't think Bella's supposed to be this strong so quickly. *sigh...* Senna, how can I make this easier? I mean, I'm just so tired of fighting. Can you make it easier for me to give in to her and not worry about what she might do? I mean sometimes I feel like I really want to give in to her but my mind starts racing about what she might do... She's getting so much stronger so fast. Last night she made me suck on the dildo again. It's like she just threw all of her weight at me all at once and before I could stop her the dildo was in my mouth and it... well it felt good. Can she make things feel good like that? Positive reinforcement? I let her suck on that cock for a good 30 minutes before my jaw started to cramp and it was kind of a mutual decision to stop. Senna, I'm so tired. Help me give in to her more easily." -Michael
"Good girl! You have accepted the truth and realized you are really a woman. Since you are a woman you need to surrender and let Bella takeover your body. It is the right thing to do and you both know it. You know it will be fun having Bella put feminine dresses on you and everything she feels you will feel as well. Don't you want to suck a big strong cock with Bella controlling you? Of course you do because you are a woman and women love cocks. Looking at guys cocks turns you on and you know it. Be a good girl and tell me you like cocks then go to sleep and rest while Bella becomes the new dominant personality. Get in the backseat because now it is Bella's turn to drive and completely control your body. Yes you are a woman but Bella is clearly the strong, confident, powerful, and smarter woman. You are just the shy, wimpy, weak, and scared woman. It can't be denied, you need Bella to be the one that controls you completely. In fact you secretly want her to control you forever. Now tell me you will be a good girl and then give Bella full control!" -Senna
"That makes sense... but I... I'm so confused. I don't feel like a woman but I keep having these urges, these thoughts even when Bella's not in charge. Maybe I am a woman... maybe I was always meant to be a woman and she's just letting me be the real me." -Michael
"I think I am... I am a woman, miss Senna." -Michael
Interesting is that there are only 7 days between the first post and the second, where the "Bella" personality supposedly took all control. Being naturally skeptic of these things, I am not sure whether this is just a cruel joke or that it actually happened :-S.
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Any ways, I certainly hope it is a troll or some weird way of Sam actually acting out as if he is being controlled but truly in control at the same time? But that is a stretch. It's weird how some of these personality have no morality or any empathy towards the person that allowed them to exist or the families/relationships they may destroy. That's the problem with this file. It's as if it creates some whiney brat just born into the world thinks he/she can own/do whatever they want for self indulgence without thinking of any of the consequences of what they are doing. Doomed to self destruction in the end very much like the listener of the file. You would expect that the ego would have as much as knowledge and some sort of morality in them but I guess that's the fault of the file and what the view of the listener conjures up. And I suppose a new ego wouldn't be affected by such things if it was made in such a vile way. You're literally a spawn of Satan, taking over and possessing ones life, lol.