by subdad36 » December 18th, 2014, 11:30 am 
			
			Great updates and it is good to see all is not lost on here.  It has been 2 months for me, but i haven't had as much time lately, so my average is way down, lol.
For me, like a lot of folks on here, it is hard to believe how far i have come in just 2 months.  I have been doing this along with jock files and working out, and the difference is awesome.  i feel way better about myself, dress way better (actually concerned every time i dress.  that's wild), i am buying all new, tighter/fashionable clothes, and identify myself as totally gay.  It is awesome.  Freeing, and scary, in a lot of ways.  
Northpole-the fantasies you are having about kissing and running your hands all over are even better in real life.  I was never really into this stuff, but now it is soooo amazing.  I couldn't stop either when I was with a guy i see regularly the last few times.  :)
Oxy, you are so right about there being many more places to meet guys.  Damn, just walk around.  I get so many more smiles and flirts now.  it's awesome
Pussycat, i go through cycles where i feel more and less.  I think it has to do with me not wanting to dislike women any more.  I just want to be only attracted to men.  I fight with that all the time.  I am also waaaaay more emotional now.  it is very freeing, but can be a bit embarrasing (i well up at some pretty stupid stuff, lol.  my kids have busted me).  It is mostly, if not all, good emotion.  but there is a lot of it sometimes, lol.  the full force thing is way cool  :)
peace all