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OXY: I was curious when you tried this a while ago, did it have the same effect on Spike & your others or was it effective on just one?
I've tried to get these files to work on me several times, even when there was only one personality floating around in my head. They didn't work on me. I know why, too ... now.
The first few
Dumbing Down files set up a linkage between being happy, being aroused, and being dumb. To put this in a semi-mathematical form:
Happy = Horny = Dummy = Happy = Horny. You train your subconscious to think that those three states are one state:
happyhornydummy. If you're happy, that means you're also horny and dumb. If you're horny, that means you're also dumb and happy. If you're dumb, that means you're also happy and horny. That's why you need to orgasm at least five times (ideally ten times) before you listen to the next file: to set up that linkage and to keep confirming the linkage. This also makes listening to the file part of your normal wanking routine, thus making the
Dumbing Down files part of your masturbation routine, which sets up a dependence on the file to cum. It's really a magnificent interlocking set of suggestions!
I took two synergistic medications for my epilepsy, Tegretol and Mysoline. Mysoline is a phenobarbital precursor; about one-third of it turns into phenobarbital in the user's bloodstream. I was prescribed a dosage that had me walking around with 1000 mg of phenobarbital in my bloodstream every day for forty-one years. (I was totally lucid, though downers have zero effect on me.) I was taken off Mysoline in 2007 when my liver refused to process the drug so it could be excreted with the other waste. I was in the hospital at least two weeks while my body got rid of the excess very, very, very, very slowly.
Mysoline and Tegretol have a rather nasty side effect which nobody bothered to mention to me when I was started on these medications during puberty: they almost totally suppress your sex drive to ... like, dude, what's a sex drive? Because of this, I couldn't come the require five times per file. Oh, I could have, but it would have taken about a year per file. Yes, my sex drive was suppressed that much. Let's put it this way: I may have morning wood once a year ... or less.
With the happy = horny = dumb linkage that makes the files so effective inoperative due to my whacked-out body chemistry, these files cannot work on me the way they are constructed.
When I did try them again after I became we, Snake told me that he could make the
Dumbing Down files affect just me and leave the others alone. I tried again; I really did. But they still won't take. The dumbing effect revolves around making the subconscious think that being happy, being horny, and being dumb are the exact same state, so that if you are happy, you are also horny and dumb ... etc.
If somebody were to make a file that made my subconscious think those states were equivalent -- perhaps by linking other sources of pleasure to being dumb -- without having to orgasm a minimum of five times per file, the files would probably work on me. As it is now ... ~shrug~ ... the
Dumbing Down files seem to be the only hypnosis files to which I, an extremely easy-to-influence hypnotic subject, am immune. I think that my being denied dumbness is extremely ironic, since I lust after the effect so much.