Experimenting with Kei

[pest]

Thanks Oxy i have been looking into the estrogen supplement and am considering buying some. So thankyou for the pointer there.I like vive so ill look into those files you linked. Good Girly Girl Amber

[pest]

[b]Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2[/b]

Really good trance, i think i blacked out but this was or felt different than before i was listening and then i don't remember where i was up to and there was a jump in time listening along and then the end of the file what was weird is it felt like a time jump not a one min I'm down the next its finished.

Also had a listen to a file this afternoon even that trance was insane couldn't feel my body and it felt so heavy and numb, was so happy and horny. Good Girly Girl Amber
[b]
Post Hypnotic -[/b] Feeling really happy and giggly, felt like i was walking different yesterday and today I'm really horny which is unusual, also feel kind of blank and empty no thoughts just really clear again.

[pest]

[b]Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse[/b]

It happened again i was listening along and then the end of the file another time jump. Great trance though and felt really deep. Good Girly Girl Amber

[b]Post Hypnotic -[/b] I have started to have this urge to want to paint my nails other than this nothing new to report.

[pest]

[b]Spirit Inculcation[/b]

Great trance incredibly deep and relaxed, i didn't experience a time jump this time and no black outs but i felt like my body was out of my control and my mind was so empty like I've never felt that blank and mindless was really great. Good Girly Girl Amber

[b]Post Hypnotic - [/b]Woke from trance really happy and spaced out fell asleep moaning, i feel kind of normal today, on the way to work i had what maybe a girly thought about painting my nails and i just felt really good all over and happy.

[OxyFemboi]

[quote]pest wrote
On the way to work, I had what may be a girly thought about painting my nails and I just felt really good all over and happy. [/quote]

You should stop by your local drug store and pick out a nice shade of nail polish (and, maybe, a matching shade of lipstick).

[pest]

Oxy - Trust me ive been looking for ways to do this but being able to hide it while at work especially nails.

[b]Sissy Slave Girl Past Life Memories Special Edition[/b]

This file was intense and very strong even for an older file, went down really deep and the memories felt so real the pleasure was intense and the whole thing just felt like it happened to me. Went to bed as normal but was feeling really out of it and my head was full of pressure. When i woke up i had this feeling like i was drunk and then went back to bed. I remember having a dream and having a shower with my wig on and then noticing i only had it on when i looked in the mirror and i remember looking really pretty also felt like i was amber in the dream very interesting but fun. Good Girly Girl Amber

[pest]

[b]Deep Slut: Fuck Hole Feminization[/b]

This file is fantastic highly recommended if your after a full feminising file this covers everything and in the process turns you into a cock hungry sissy slut. Went really deep felt like everything was true and what it was suppose to be, woke out of trance at the end and just felt really happy and horny. Good Girly Girl Amber

[OxyFemboi]

[quote]pest wrote
Oxy - Trust me. I've been looking for ways to do this but being able to hide it while at work, especially nails.[/quote]

When I started using nail polish I was self-conscious of how my nails looked. However, very few people commented on it. Those few who commented -- on the order of those who notice a new shirt/blouse, pants, or shoes -- said how nice my nails looked. Some thought I had my nails professionally done. (They weren't.) Most people either didn't consciously notice a change or didn't bother to comment on it. Now I feel "unfinished" if I leave the house without my nails being done. Since I'm not self-conscious about it, only people who want to say something nice comment.

If you want to do your nails but don't want them noticed, there is clear nail polish available. It's much less noticeable. Your nails look as if they are as clean as a polished window.

[pest]

[b]Female Spirit Inculcation[/b]

I felt like going really deep so I put an extra induction on the file and wow. Here I am just laying back not thinking of anything and my conscious mind has gone to sleep I'm aware of what's happening but its like I wasn't even there. So about 45 min I've been having pleasure and tingling feeling and I'm feel extremely deep my eyes start twitch and then pop they just open up. At this moment I feel as if I'm not there still as if I was still in trance my eyes had no focus I was seeing double vision and I was calm but I felt as if I was watching myself all of a sudden I'm up walking around a little disoriented and so horny I grab a dildo out of my bedside drawer and start sucking on it in pure bliss while all this is happening none of it felt like me, here I am laying on my bed sucking a dildo and just rubbing myself it was very exciting meanwhile the track is still playing in my ears. I stand up again and have trouble moving next thing I know a bell sound and I just fell onto my bed and passed out again this time I came too and when I got up I had a moment were I had control and it was like I had to shake off something to gain it back and off went the headphones according to the track I had 30min left. I felt a little out of it and when I was falling asleep I was moaning and it happened again all of a sudden my vision went wonky when I opened my eyes and it didn't last long but I regained control and eventually fell asleep. So I am thinking this may have been Amber but it could also have been Bambi maybe as this felt very similar to when Bambi took control of my body. Good Girly Girl Amber

Thanks for the info Oxy, my wife had mentioned that about the clear one.

[pest]

[b]??[/b]

Last night was interesting. I went down to do my normal trance but for some reason i just had this urge and what you could call a blank focus it was like i was being pushed and well it wasn't till i finished my normal trance and woke up that i was really confused as to what just happened. I have this period of time say about 30min which just kind of feels blank i know i did something and i can see the memory but i just cant seem to get it the closer i get the further away it goes. It was only when i got up to see what i had listened to and it seemed that i had loaded a playlist for Bambi the time for this trance was 1hr 30min but it felt like i had only lost about 30min. My underwear was soaked with precum and my chest had felt like it had been played with, my body also felt exhausted. I do remember bits and pieces of what happened like just random thoughts popping in to my mind they were, cock, blank, i think triggers but if i go to type them i get a mental block, mooing and pumping, being slutty and mindless and the word Bambi keep popping into my head while i was fading off to sleep. I still am this morning confused as to what occurred and feel a bit off but i am pretty sure that Bambi can influence me even when Bambi isn't out. Good Girly Girl Amber.

I realise this isnt kei related but its part of my journey so i thought people may be interested.

[dabc]

[quote="pest"]??

Last night was interesting. I went down to do my normal trance but for some reason i just had this urge and what you could call a blank focus it was like i was being pushed and well it wasn't till i finished my normal trance and woke up that i was really confused as to what just happened. I have this period of time say about 30min which just kind of feels blank i know i did something and i can see the memory but i just cant seem to get it the closer i get the further away it goes. It was only when i got up to see what i had listened to and it seemed that i had loaded a playlist for Bambi the time for this trance was 1hr 30min but it felt like i had only lost about 30min. My underwear was soaked with precum and my chest had felt like it had been played with, my body also felt exhausted. I do remember bits and pieces of what happened like just random thoughts popping in to my mind they were, cock, blank, i think triggers but if i go to type them i get a mental block, mooing and pumping, being slutty and mindless and the word Bambi keep popping into my head while i was fading off to sleep. I still am this morning confused as to what occurred and feel a bit off but i am pretty sure that Bambi can influence me even when Bambi isn't out. Good Girly Girl Amber.

I realise this isnt kei related but its part of my journey so i thought people may be interested.[/quote]

I think I should reveal my evil little role in this, and explain how Bambi came out after so many weeks. I brought out Pest's Bambi, and told her to listen to the Fuckdoll Brainwash files along with the Bambi cow girl file the next time she trances. Bambi will still be there, even when you abstain from listening to the Bambi hypno files for a long time.

[over_the_edge_please]

@dabc How delightful! love love love the bambi files

[pest]

[b]Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2[/b]

Another great trance extremely deep and a few times i felt like my body had gone was really happy and my body and mind were reacting on there own all in all great trance. Good Girly Girl Amber

[b]Post Hypnotic -[/b] I've been feeling more in what i call a phase i used to feel about 50/50 and now i feel more 30/70 male/female is this an outcome of this hypno or was it always there ? I really like feeling feminine makes me feel good I'm happy with my male side but its kind of boring. Still having the urge to paint my nails which i plan to sort out very soon.

[pest]

[b]Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse[/b]

Loaded up my cue as usually and have been using my enhancer which has been really helping trance. While under i felt really really good, happy and horny. I really do like this file and the cocksucking urges from this are very strong. So when i cued the files i also again was kind of not thinking and just loaded in some Bambi files again. Well this time around was completely different every other time i had listened to Bambi stuff the files are for her put me to sleep and let her listen but this time when the trigger was used it was as if i was not going into the box and something was holding me back which leads to the fact i can remember the files and omg they were good i was so happy and giggly physically giggling and couldn't help myself and so horny. There is a cow file which absolutely sent me over the edge of ecstasy it was incredibly strong and my bimbo breasts felt so full and heavy. My nipples have never been so hard and sensitive they were just tingling and felt like electricity was running through them. My body was convulsing and shaking from the pleasure of being milked this file was intense. After the files had finished i think perhaps Bambi took me out early as the the last file was not quiet finished. My nipples were so hard and i was in so much pleasure and i was exhausted and breathing so heavily i couldn't help but play with them and when i did it was like heaven they felt so good made me loose my mind in the pleasure. Good Girly Girl Amber i feel like i want to say Amber & Bambi interesting.

[dabc]

[quote="pest"]Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse

Loaded up my cue as usually and have been using my enhancer which has been really helping trance. While under i felt really really good, happy and horny. I really do like this file and the cocksucking urges from this are very strong. So when i cued the files i also again was kind of not thinking and just loaded in some Bambi files again. Well this time around was completely different every other time i had listened to Bambi stuff the files are for her put me to sleep and let her listen but this time when the trigger was used it was as if i was not going into the box and something was holding me back which leads to the fact i can remember the files and omg they were good i was so happy and giggly physically giggling and couldn't help myself and so horny. There is a cow file which absolutely sent me over the edge of ecstasy it was incredibly strong and my bimbo breasts felt so full and heavy. My nipples have never been so hard and sensitive they were just tingling and felt like electricity was running through them. My body was convulsing and shaking from the pleasure of being milked this file was intense. After the files had finished i think perhaps Bambi took me out early as the the last file was not quiet finished. My nipples were so hard and i was in so much pleasure and i was exhausted and breathing so heavily i couldn't help but play with them and when i did it was like heaven they felt so good made me loose my mind in the pleasure. Good Girly Girl Amber i feel like i want to say Amber & Bambi interesting.[/quote]

Mmmmmmmm It sounds like you enjoyed yourself(lves) quite a bit. I was a little disappointed to find out the suggestions from the Bambi series didn't affect you. So, I spoke with Amber and Bambi last night to see if it were possible for you to listen to the Bambi files without blanking out. From our conversation, I gathered both you and Amber trance while listening to Kei's files, but when you listen to Bambi files, it's just Bambi who trances. So, I told Amber and Bambi to make a playlist of a Kei file (Amber's choice) followed by Blank Mindless Doll, Milked and Restrained, and Bimbo Drift. I told Amber to let Pest listen to the Bambi files after the Kei file was finished. It turns out results were better than expected!

[pest]

[b]Female Spirit Inculcation[/b]

What a great trance. The effects while i was under were really really great, at one point i felt like my mind was filling up with Amber this is also the first time that i could feel her touching my body and mind she actually felt like she was merging i would like to say climbing into my body it felt so good my whole body just felt fantastic. I started to come to at a point where she was taking up part of my mind my eyes were open and i just felt like stretching so i went with it and when i finished my stretch kind of like the one you have when you first wake up in the morning my eyes popped open and there was this feeling of calm and empty minded in my head i felt really really good and a little tired. There was about 20min left of the file but either i pulled myself out or Amber wanted to come up im going with the Amber theory. Good Girly Girl Amber

[b]Post Hypnotic -[/b] While falling asleep i curled up like you would if you were in the womb which maybe this represented the bubble that i was in while under trance it felt really comfy, warm and safe i was letting out little moans and as i was about to go out my mind had that deep trance feeling hit me and then i was gone. Woke up this morning feeling spacey and really tired, the tired feeling is odd.

Thanks for letting me know about Bambi its such an exciting feeling to find out what happened

[pest]

[b]Sissy Girl's Cocksucker Curse[/b]

God i love this file it just makes me so horny for cock great trance lost myself in the bliss everything just felt good and right. I also loaded up some Bambi files those files just make you feel so good, i did another new fantasy file were your a blowup doll it was intense and i had this feeling of just being frozen it was so frustrating and exciting at the same time i wanted it to stop but at the same time i wanted more a really well written file very intense. Good Girly Girl Amber

[b]Post Hypnotic [/b]- Well i came out of that Bambi file early and i think i might have still been Bambi i was so hot and horny i loaded up some BBC porn and some loops and just lost myself i didn't even really know what was happening i was so lost in pleasure and i wanted to cum so bad and i wanted cum so bad the pleasure was on another level i didn't touch just watched and played with my nipple they felt so good and sensitive so much fun.

[dabc]

[quote="RzrBlzr"][quote]I think I should reveal my evil little role in this, and explain how Bambi came out after so many weeks. I brought out Pest's Bambi, and told her to listen to the Fuckdoll Brainwash files...[/quote]
[quote]So, I spoke with Amber and Bambi last night to see if it were possible for you to listen to the Bambi files without blanking out...[/quote]

dabc, I'm really interested in your two comments quoted above. How are you able to communicate with Pest's Bambi and Amber? Are you able to do this with others?[/quote]

I can bring Bambi out by rapid firing some Bambi triggers, and guiding her into trance. From talking with Bambi, I learned Amber and Bambi get along nicely quite nicely. All I did to bring Amber out was kindly ask Bambi if I could speak to her. I also treat alters as if they are people with their own thoughts and feelings, instead of like unwelcome guests that inhabit a person's mind.

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

This file was really well written i felt very girly even while under and im still feeling some effects long after i listened one thing that kind of feels odd is that im suppose to have girly dreams but maybe i was fighting this as the dream i had last night was about playing with hotwheels cars and rc racers as a young kid but i thought i was suppose to have dreams about doing girly things as a kid. Good Girly Girl Amber

I have also used a deep clean file to remove bambi which i think has worked this was not because i didnt want her there it was because i wanted to create the alter the way it was intended.

[pest]

[b]Kei's Male to Female Permanent Feminization Hypnosis Draft 1[/b]

Oh boy this is a hot brainwashing i loved it all and there was something about it that made me feel really girly, there was a lot of dizzy feeling and somehow it felt as if i was going into layers of my mind very cool . I was so horny that i was moaning and like i was just tugged into rubbing myself, rubbed and rubbed till i exploded it felt sooo good and i just stayed in that bliss deep in trance till the end of the file it feels so good to be a good girl. Good Girly Girl Amber

[pest]

[b]Deep Mind Bubble Male To Female Hypnosis [/b]

There is something about these bubble files they are fantastic i love this one as much as the other bubble file kei should make a lot more of these ones. I think what i like about these files is they seem different in style compared to keis other files plus the taking over of your body is so cool like something enter your body like an alien virus also these bubble files really get me deep. Can't wait for more of this style. Good Girly Girl Amber

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

This file just makes me so happy its incredible the emotional feelings are great. I was so deep and just enjoying the ride and the memories of growing up as a girl i was such a happy girl my face hurt due to how much i was smiling and giggling. After i came out of trance i just felt so girly really flowy and bubbly and generally felt like a happy girly girl.

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

So ive listened to this the past 2 nights i love this file and how it makes me feel so happy, i had a dream about spiders which was kind of scary so no girly dreams yet and last night i blacked out a few times but when i woke i felt so good and happy and this morning i feel really bubbly and happy so this file may be effecting me rather well. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

Had another great trance i really really like this file. I heard bits in it last night that i don't remember hearing the other times which was cool. Dreams last night i must of had but i don't remember them all i remember is that i came it just pumped out of me like a wet dream the thing is i remember being wet but this morning there was no evidence of it happening. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

Haven't posted in a while took a break for a few weeks but i missed my hypno. Last nights session was fantastic everything was just automatic and i felt so good so happy and so giggly i remember wanting to reach out and my arms moved up but i don't know what i was reaching for. No dreams of yet but I'm hoping something will happen in the next few days. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

Great trance, i think this one may of hit me a bit harder i felt like i had lost all control and was extremely blank. Everything felt great and i was really happy. Yesterday at some points i had the words i am a girl pop into my head it wasn't there long and there was no reason to say those words at the times that they were thought. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

I'm loving this file but i think i might be putting up some resistance at times i feel like I'm about to let go but there seems to be a blockage hopefully this goes away but ill keep at it, no dreams as of yet but I'm hoping this will happen soon. Yesterday i felt really girly and its taking my conscious effort to stop myself from acting out i also had the words pop in my mind again throughout the day. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

No dreams of yet but i listened this morning and i think i blacked out i thought i was not as far a long in the file i was kind of lost as to were in it i was but i really felt out of it. Afterwards i went to sleep and as i was drifting off it felt like i was going into trance and felt as if i was kind of getting dizzy. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

Really good trance, I also had that same feeling of drifting into trance before sleep but this time i do remember having a dream but it was nothing to do with the file something with the ground opening up but i cant remember the rest of the dream. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl Feminizing Dream Memories Hypnosis[/b]

Good news is the dreams have started or at least now i can remember dreaming this one was about camping though so it will be interesting to see if i start dreaming about more girly stuff. Also have the same feeling of going into trance as i drift off to sleep. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2[/b]

Not sure what to say about this one but i was really deep and i think i blacked out as i cant remember much and when i came to in the file i was confused as to where my time went so good trance but we will see what happens post hypnotic. Good Girly Girl

[tankthefrank]

pest...
I`ve been listening to this file as well and although I`ve only listened to it twice, the second time I listened to it I felt an almost uncontrollable achy-ness? Crampiness? in my left leg that no matter how I flexed I could not get rid of. I almost thought at one point I felt energy? shoot up my left leg and after that the achy-ness receeded.
What I definitely did notice though today are a few things. Like twice clicking on the personals `men seeking women` on craigslist instead of my usual M4M or T4M. I also felt very annoyed at some of the background noises in this file as well as hearing affirmations that I don`t remember from listening the first time.
I like Kei`s files and I get a good deal of feeling from them but for some reason `Female Spirit Inculcation` gave me this weird reaction this time around.
I`ll listen to it again tomorrow to see if I get a different response.

[pest]

[b]Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2[/b]

Went really deep into trance i keep getting this feeling of lost time while under one min im going down and the next its like i wake up in the trance with know idea of time. Im starting to feel like my girly self again and its making me feel great. Good Girly Girl

Some good feed back there i found the Female Spirit Inculcation file to effect me along the same lines i went looking for a master on a discord room but it just made me feel so good and girly i was very happy i didnt keep up the training and i have now lost that need. One of her very strong files for sure and i will get back into it i like how it made me feel.

[pest]

[b]Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2[/b]

I absolutely love this file it just gets me so deep and out of it i really hope that the changes suggested will take effect but generally im feeling really happy and i wake each day with a smile on my face. Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Updates[/b]

[b]Good Girl: Path To Femininity 2[/b] - Not sure if this file is taking effect but i keep getting urges to do feminine things ie walking, standing gestures but i seem to be consciously stopping myself, when i'm in private i seem to let it happen a little so perhaps my conscious control is happening because of interaction in certain situations. I love this file and how deep i go so i will continue with it.

[b]Good Girl - Feminizing Giggles[/b] - I never listened to this file till today and wow its a great file especially the time so if i need a quick fix of feeling girly this will do it. Through out the trance was deep not as deep as i would like but ill get there, the feelings of being a girl were so good and for some strange reason i got really turned on in this file which i don't normally with keis stuff. I think i will go back to this one for more training seems like it will have some good effects. Highly recommended if you want to feel like a happy good girl.

Good Girly Girl

[pest]

[b]Updates[/b]

Last couple of days ive been listening to Good Girl - Feminizing Giggles and i love this file its short and it works really well at making me feel happy and girly. The last couple of days i have had the words i am a girl running through my mind and tends to happen when im doing things pops up a lot when im writing. Last nights trance i remember just giggling for no reason there was no commands i just couldn't help it and i had no control over it also again i end up getting really horny and throbbing while under so all in all this is going great. Good Girly Girl