[quote="stryper"][quote="dickdodger69"]It was hard at first took me a bit to finally get into a pattern of listening to the file regularly. Once I did it was while watching porn that I started to notice I was paying more attention to the men especially how hung they were it was a little scary at first because when I wasn't watching porn I would feel ashamed. Soon though the thoughts of shame begun to lessen and I was able to try watching gay porn for the first time which is when the changes kicked into high gear. In fact it's funny now, but I remember the first time I thought to myself how handsome a man's face was and I would like to kiss that man I freaked out, but in a good way. Now this part might just be me, but when I was straight I had a thing for a woman's chest once the change really started kicking in and especially now that I've turned nothing is hotter to me then a hot muscular man with a rock hard chest. I just want to run my hands all over that chest and kiss all over it. I think that desire just carried over from my straight days.[/quote]
I've watched gay porn before and it does not disgust me. I find it slightly erotic and turns me on a little. While it does turn me on, I don't feel gay ... well, not yet anyway. I can watch straight porn and it'll turn me too on so I'm waiting for the time when I can start seeing myself with a guy. I ran across this forum due to my want to be more obsessed with bodybuilding and was always curious about this file ... I tried to listened some time ago and it freaked me out, so I didn't make it through, so I didn't continue. Then I tried gay gym out of curiosity and that one intrigued me and I got some effect from it, so I took the plunge with CFG. I can listen to it regularly now - I don't have a "need" to listen to it, yet, so I don't feel trapped, but I am damn curious to see if it will work on on me and see that maybe the change would do me some good. I've got nothing to lose - if it works - cool, If it doesn't- oh well. I'm a tough sell. I'm trying to let go more and just go with it. I'm a tough sell so I'll stick with it and see if it can really affect me. Why not? I'm an impatient guy so sticking with this thing this far must be telling me something. I'll just have to be patient and see where this takes me.
Why did you decide to do this (if you don't mind telling)? I know you are happy with the lifestyle, so I'm just curious. Your perspective does help ... so your perspective on your experience is very helpful![/quote]
Only good can come from sticking with it.

I actually started using the file when I found the site because I thought it was complete bullshit and laughed at the thought a straight man could be turned gay. I can now saying never been so happy to have been wrong in my life . I'm pretty sure you're not alone in being freaked out when you first listened I know I was feeling a little freaked out and disgusted with my first listen. Looking back now it's hard to believe I had such negative feelings for such a fabulous and wonderful file.