So, today has been strange, and I've decided I'm going to start keeping a log here in this thread as a result!
As I said at the end of an unrelated journal earlier this week (found there > https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=UserBlog&action=ReadJournal&id=5869 ), I've been listening to dog hypnosis from here on WMM lately. I was originally trying to steer clear of anything particularly permanent, like Dog Brain by EMG, but I kind of wandered off of the path a bit.
It started just before I posted the journal a few days back. I had been on the site reading other canine hypnosis success stories and owner for petplay requests, and it lead me to desiring something like that for myself. Knowing though that I'm not really in a place in my life where I can go full dog safely, I decided that it was probably best to put those desires aside for now and instead try something lighter, something just for fun. I quickly settled on a file I had fun with in the past. ViVi's Masterbation Loop - The Dog.
OK, so, don't judge! I am a horny single young adult! So of course I am going to go for the one file that really lets me both get off and experience my desired canine side! It did as intended! But that is when I strayed from the path I had planned for myself.
So, you know how I said I had originally wanted to steer clear of anything particularly permanent? Well... I got curious, ok? What if I loop the Masterbation Loop every night as I am readying for bed and never cum as the file demands?
At first misusing the file this way only had the effect of leaving me really horny and craving more dog hypnosis, before gradually doing less and less in the way of making me feel my canine side. But turns out, that is all it needed to do. It knocked down my inhibitions enough to start making me seeking out more! I was finding myself craving letting my dog side out more and more, but having it happen from files less and less, until finally I couldn't resist it! I ended up giving in and listening to Dog Brain again. This is a file I've listened to once before, I didn't like the tone of it. I still don't. But I wonder if it isn't partly responsible for what happened next?
I found that even though I didn't like Dog Brain, I couldn't stop there. Over the next couple of days I listened to more looped Masterbation Loop, one run of AKA's Dog Subiminal Loop on its own, and then last night, ViVi's Dog 1 - The Dog Desire (found there > https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=6551 ). And this is where stuff gets strange...
I ended up falling asleep last night after listening to two loops of the Dog Desire file before stopping it. And this morning? I woke up feeling more dog brained than I ever have!
Like, I wasn't quite as lost as I sometimes get with the Masterbation Loop, which part of me wishes I could experience again. There was no inability to type. And I wasn't stuck on all fours. But it definitely had me doing things I wouldn't normally do. I was roleplaying out in every text chat I'm in my canine behaviors; Barks and tail wags and doggy kisses! And in real life? I wanted to bark! Though I refrained from doing so. I was struggling to communicate to those living with me some simple things; my mind was just elsewhere and I was finding words hard to keep track of. And then on my walk today... The strangest things happened...
I found myself with way more energy than I normally have on my walks. I was chasing after butterflies and grasshoppers when I saw them on the trail! This resulted after finally failing to resist the urge any longer after doing so for the first 30m of my walk; it had been on my mind the entire time since I saw the first grasshopper jump and fly away from me. And finally, I ended up, much to my embarrassment when it first happened, barking when I heard one of the neighbors dogs going off for some reason. That embarrassment didn't last long before I was fully dog brained for the remainder of my walk. Tilting my head at every new sound, wanting to chase everything else, and sniffing at the smells of my neighbor's barbecue and the nearby creek.
I'm worried I shouldn't be, but I am finding that I am actually craving more of this. It doesn't scare me like I think maybe it should and like I know it probably would others.
This all has me wondering what I should do next. I was thinking about mixing two of ViVi's files, one with orgasm control and the Masterbation Loop, then letting myself go full into it for a set time, to see what happens... But that was before I listed to Dog Brain and now I am also kind of tempted to listen to more of Dog Desire given what has happened to me today.
If I had premium, maybe I'd listen to Dog Brain w effects by Calimore (found there > https://www.warpmymind.com/index.php?gadget=HFiles&action=GetFile&file_id=3751 ) and see if it is as potent as claimed.
I don't know where I will go from here, but given the surprisingly successful results of me fucking my own mind up to this point, as I have been the past couple days, I'm finding myself wanting more and more to give into and even fully identify as that dog me.
Is it really that bad to be left as a dog playing human on occasion instead of a human playing dog on occasion? I'm not sure I see the difference anymore. And I know I don't care to resist it anymore.
I don't know, what do you, readers, think I should do next?