Continuous cum file has turned me into a cum cow, need owner

[Desmond]

At first I thought the file was useless and wasn't working, though I did notice myself getting more and more easily turned on, after a week of listening twice a day, I found myself feeling more submissive and feeling this inescapable ache in my balls which will never stop reminding me of what was happening to me. I became scared and worried about what was happening to me. I attempted to stop listening to the file, but found myself compelle to listening to it more than before, the file was just so relaxing and I was just curious to see what else would happen to me. Literally the next 3 days, I had listened to the file more than 13 times in each day, until I could hear the file echoing in my head... The aching was ridiculous and the need to be milked was ecstatic but desperate at the same time.
I could not help but feel like I was a cum cow... when I suddenly admitted that to myself out loud, I felthink myself yearning to be exactly that. I wanted to belong to someone who would milk me at least once or twice a day and own me as theit cum cow to own. Haven't found anyone yet... but I'm still looking and the need grows stronger day by day.

[darkenedav]

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