Yeah I took everything down (even off WMM) because I felt guilty this morning, and now everything is up again (except for the straight files), but only on my mega cloud (link in my signature). I guess the guilt left, but I've got a new idea for the straight file, keep reading.
Like lego, I'm finding it very hard to get my sex drive to go back to women. When I use the files on myself (I even created a new one called Breath Masculinity which is quite good), I do start losing interest in shemales and sissy's, but my sexual arousal doesn't really increase for women either. I become in a state where nothing really turns me on, women or shemales/sissies. I've read people like Alien experienced this too, when trying to originally turn back straight using his own hypnosis files, after listening to the curse force gay file, but couldn't, and became asexual.
Also note, I don't really listen to these files for long enough, as I regularly listen to a self help file I created, to help me with work and procrastination. Plus my sexual tastes change daily depending on how horny I am. For example one day I'm determined to become straight again and give up the porn and masturbation, then when I use a file that kills my porn and masturbation habits and like women, after a few days, I feel bad I'm not horny to anything, and usually get short tempered after 10 days of no ejaculation. And when I say, ok. ejaculation is fine once a week, as long as I do it without porn, I never do it. And then eventually my sex drive draws me back to the shemale and sissy porn again, but with less lust, libdo, hard erections, or enthusiasm.
So an idea just came to me right now while I was browsing the files here.
There is a file on here called Curse Cocks by EMG, which is described as giving naked women cocks (but actually makes women look like men).
Here is a comment from the file:
MrMan1982
I thought that this file wouldn't work, boy was I wrong. Within the first week of listening twice a day and looping continuously during the night, I started to notice that the women in my favorite porn movies looked a bit more manly then I remembered. The second week, I noticed that none of the women had breasts, all were flat chested. Third week, and the women were very hairy everywhere, armpits, legs, everything. The fourth week, and I saw penises instead of vaginas. Now, 6 weeks in, I see nothing but men. Be careful with this file, it really works.
Well I know in myself, that before I even see the cock of a shemale or sissy, I might not even see the cock at all on sissies getting fucked doggy POV, I get hard, because I know this is a sissy or shemale getting fucked.
For example I can see the tits of a shemale or ladyboy, and get hard before I even see anything that would differentiate them from a real girl, just because I know that is a shemale or ladyboy. So by knowing someone is a shemale or sissy, I can get turned on/hard, even though she can look like 100% genetic girl at that point.
So my idea, is instead of fighting the reset my sex drive to women. How about I make every women look like a hot shemale or sissy with a penis. Really warp my mind that that's what they are.
Because what I've noticed with sexuality, is it only really goes in one direction. The direction of new and exciting, it doesn't want to go back. Look at the successes in this forum.
Straight Men become Gay or Sissies with hypno files.
Gay Men become Straight with hypno files.
But you rarely see:
Straight > Gay > Straight
Straight > (Gay) Sissy > Straight
Gay > Straight > Gay
Basically we progress in one direction, our brains don't want to go back to what it already knows, once it's made the next step.
So rather than changing our sexuality, which has been warped throughout the years with porn, erotic hypnosis, and our life's sexual experiences. How about we change the way we see people to suit our sexuality.
Lets make women look like the thing we already get turned on by (sissies, shemales, men).
Comments?