The forced gay success thread...

by **Glasnerven** » December 12th, 2022, 11:43 pm

I wouldn't say no to a cute boyfriend.

by **MasterJack** » December 16th, 2022, 7:11 pm

Can I ask a personal question to those who have used this file and turned gay.

Did you become tops, bottoms, of versatile?

The threads too long for me to look through, so maybe someone who's been following this thread knows the answer.

by **stephen292** » December 17th, 2022, 5:14 am

In my experience and from what I have read in this thread, it is mainly bottoms

by **MasterJack** » December 17th, 2022, 8:24 am

Oh that’s interesting, I thought most would have become versatile.

by **ortega** » December 17th, 2022, 2:38 pm

MasterJack wrote:Can I ask a personal question to those who have used this file and turned gay.

Did you become tops, bottoms, of versatile?

The threads too long for me to look through, so maybe someone who's been following this thread knows the answer.

100% bottom

by **midwestcuriousm** » December 18th, 2022, 8:57 am

MasterJack wrote:Oh that’s interesting, I thought most would have become versatile.

I've read through this whole thread and as I recall most if not nearly all have transitioned into bottoms... In my case though my primary interest is in topping, though I wouldn't rule out being versatile with the right person and circumstances. I can't deny there isn't at least some appeal to doing everything to, and with someone else and sharing everything equally both ways. Of course my situation is a little different in that I already came to the file(s) with a strong curiosity toward trans and guys rather than relying on the file(s) to provide that from the start. I've been listening to CFG at least once daily for a while now, and now mixing in the shattered hetero files and Curse Stroke Gay for the last couple weeks or so as well. I just listen to whichever one strikes my interest at the moment so it's not been with any specific routine, other than I've been listening to something at once in the morning and then at least 1 or maybe two in the evening. No particular changes so far, though sometimes I find myself getting hard and aroused while in the middle of listening to one of the files - and if that happens I just go ahead and pull up some gay porn and let nature take its course lol.

by **midwestcuriousm** » December 18th, 2022, 9:09 am

Glasnerven wrote:I wouldn't say no to a cute boyfriend.

I'd be more than happy being able to find someone to just experiment and play with purely for fun lol. And come what may beyond that

by **stephen292** » December 18th, 2022, 1:01 pm

Well curse forced gay is mainly about wanting cock while curse stroke gay is more general about being gay with more about wanting men rather then cock so probably produces more tops and versatile men. Never listened to the shattered heterosexuality file but often thought about it. How are you finding it?

by **midwestcuriousm** » December 18th, 2022, 3:20 pm

stephen292 wrote:Well curse forced gay is mainly about wanting cock while curse stroke gay is more general about being gay with more about wanting men rather then cock so probably produces more tops and versatile men. Never listened to the shattered heterosexuality file but often thought about it. How are you finding it?

The shattered hetero is intriguing, because it speaks very much to where I'm at... Doubting straightness, wondering about all of the "what if's" and curiousity about playing with a guy, realizing what a turn on it is thinking about the possibility, etc. The encouraging of the exploration of those feelings and thoughts and uncertainties with the enjoyment of gay porn and such, and the suggestion of leading toward eventually taking the plunge into real experiences definitely speaks to me. I already was and continue to be in the exploration aspect and definitely enjoy getting off to gay porn with the idea that it could lead to real experiences if I can break down that last hesitation to do so. The idea that I'm whittling away at the barrier preventing me from taking the final step into real experiences, and conditioning myself to do so with each repetition is really exciting

by **jblanze** » January 6th, 2023, 10:26 am

Welp, I bought CFG & Straight to the Bottom while the sale was going on. Wish my straight hole luck, boyos!

by **ortega** » January 6th, 2023, 12:58 pm

jblanze wrote:Welp, I bought CFG & Straight to the Bottom while the sale was going on. Wish my straight hole luck, boyos!

Proceed with caution. I listened to CFG because I was curious about why it's so popular and now I'm obsessed with cock and balls.

by **additionsubtraction** » January 7th, 2023, 7:41 pm

I'm at a bit of a crossroads in my life right now and I figured I would share a few of my experiences here as a marker of where I've been.

To start, I have had a very on again / off again relationship with both CFG and the broader array of forced gay files. My first experience with CFG could probably be called an enormous success but it was terrifying at the time. Shortly after listening to it for the first time at the age of 16, I experienced a wet dream where I was sucking the cock of a highschool classmate. I immediately stopped listening; I'd never had any kind of thoughts like that before and as a nerdy guy who girls didn't like, I didn't want to risk ruining my chances with them even more.

Over time, though I've found myself orbiting back to these files. Between my fascination with them and my interest in submission in a Master/slave relationship, my experience with gay sex has grown slowly but surely. By the time, I was in college, I found myself interested in cocks and sucked off a couple of guys in a library bathroom. I would set up profiles on Grindr and Recon and chat with guys, playing out all sorts of fantasies. In the last few years, I've even found myself comfortable with the idea of going on dates with men, kissing them, and going to bed with them.

Every time though, after an initial surge of excitement and interest, I eventually would develop a fear response, or get turned off in some way. Even as I started to find myself more physically attracted to certain aspects of men and as gay porn (usually written stories like those on GaySpiralStories but also pictures and videos) became more comfortable for me to dip into.

Right now, I'm about to turn 30 and I'm moving to a new city on the West Coast and I am once again experiencing a surge in interest in men and gay sex. This time however, I'm trying to remain calm and avoid the cycle of excitement and shame that's typified my past experiences. I want to grapple with what this all actually means, and for at least the last three weeks, I haven't shied away from this though I've felt my interest in men wane slightly again.

As part of trying to figure this all out, I've been considering starting a month long run of using these files. Specifically, Dragos' Heterosexuality Eraser. I tried it twice already and did find that my interest in women waned noticeably, though it's returned some in the last week. It seems powerful but I have concerns. I still haven't gone through the process that Smooth9 and others have identified of becoming attracted to men's faces, i.e. romantically attracted to them. I want to find a loving, romantic partner and if it's possible to find that with a man, it would make me very happy. But I don't want to close off the door to women without knowing it's possible.

Anyways, if any guys out there, especially those in long term committed relationships to other men, would be interested in talking me through some of this, I'd like to know more about your experience. I do think Smooth9 was right in saying that some of this might be internalized homophobia, so if anyone has any ideas for getting over that specifically, I would be in your debt

by **jacktag** » January 12th, 2023, 2:23 pm

Send me a PM. We can talk.

by **jblanze** » January 13th, 2023, 5:59 am

Fuck, reading back through this thread has my cock so hard. Ngl, a cock slapping me in the face sounds good…

by **ortega** » January 13th, 2023, 5:11 pm

jblanze wrote:Fuck, reading back through this thread has my cock so hard. Ngl, a cock slapping me in the face sounds good…

Are you/were you straight before and now craving cock as a result of the file?

by **jblanze** » January 14th, 2023, 12:00 am

I’m straight, I’ve only listened to the file once or twice. The thought of a guy slapping my face with a meaty cock just gets me hard af.

by **zxboytoy** » January 14th, 2023, 3:03 pm

jblanze wrote:I’m straight, I’ve only listened to the file once or twice. The thought of a guy slapping my face with a meaty cock just gets me hard af.

I’ve listen to the file for about a month now and fuck that sounds hot af.
Being put on my knees and have to obey fucccckkkk

by **ortega** » January 14th, 2023, 3:43 pm

zxboytoy wrote:
jblanze wrote:I’m straight, I’ve only listened to the file once or twice. The thought of a guy slapping my face with a meaty cock just gets me hard af.

I’ve listen to the file for about a month now and fuck that sounds hot af.
Being put on my knees and have to obey fucccckkkk

I know how you feel. I don't know how much longer I can go without choking down a massive cock.

by **jblanze** » January 15th, 2023, 1:07 am

About to put the subliminal version on loop while I sleep with headphones on…

by **zxboytoy** » January 15th, 2023, 3:11 pm

ortega wrote:
zxboytoy wrote:
jblanze wrote:I’m straight, I’ve only listened to the file once or twice. The thought of a guy slapping my face with a meaty cock just gets me hard af.

I’ve listen to the file for about a month now and fuck that sounds hot af.
Being put on my knees and have to obey fucccckkkk

I know how you feel. I don't know how much longer I can go without choking down a massive cock.

I think this thing has made me submissive too but that sounds so hot

by **zxboytoy** » January 15th, 2023, 3:12 pm

jblanze wrote:About to put the subliminal version on loop while I sleep with headphones on…

Enjoy and welcome to the gay club once you are done

by **Glasnerven** » January 17th, 2023, 5:33 am

I’m straight, I’ve only listened to the file once or twice. The thought of a guy slapping my face with a meaty cock just gets me hard af.

You mean you were straight.

by **jblanze** » January 17th, 2023, 5:35 pm

Well I’ve officially douched my ass while listening to the file and downloaded grindr. The real question is- will I cum before I meet up with someone?

by **Glasnerven** » January 18th, 2023, 3:54 am

I bet you'll end up jerking off to gay porn or hot guys in the very near future.

by **midwestcuriousm** » January 18th, 2023, 8:46 am

jblanze wrote:Well I’ve officially douched my ass while listening to the file and downloaded grindr. The real question is- will I cum before I meet up with someone?

I could definitely go for meeting up with and slipping my cock into a nice bottom for sure lol.

I guess it's been about a month since I posted last, and have to say it does seem like I'm continuing to evolve deeper into all this. I was just thinking about it and realized that since about the time I posted last I don't think I've watched any porn that has a woman in it... and pretty sure no trans / shemale either. It's just been all guys. And even though I didn't think it was possible to get any harder or have more intense orgasms, that is what has been happening especially over the last couple weeks or so. It's an amazing feeling for sure lol.

So, I'm just continuing to go with it, listening to the random mix of CFG, Curse Stroke Gay, and the Shattered files at least once if not 2 or 3 times a day. And obviously loving it lol.

by **zxboy** » January 18th, 2023, 11:27 pm

midwestcuriousm wrote:
jblanze wrote:Well I’ve officially douched my ass while listening to the file and downloaded grindr. The real question is- will I cum before I meet up with someone?

I could definitely go for meeting up with and slipping my cock into a nice bottom for sure lol.

I guess it's been about a month since I posted last, and have to say it does seem like I'm continuing to evolve deeper into all this. I was just thinking about it and realized that since about the time I posted last I don't think I've watched any porn that has a woman in it... and pretty sure no trans / shemale either. It's just been all guys. And even though I didn't think it was possible to get any harder or have more intense orgasms, that is what has been happening especially over the last couple weeks or so. It's an amazing feeling for sure lol.

So, I'm just continuing to go with it, listening to the random mix of CFG, Curse Stroke Gay, and the Shattered files at least once if not 2 or 3 times a day. And obviously loving it lol.

I’ve been listening on repeat as I sleep and man it’s hitting me hard. I still watch straight porn I normally cum to gay porn.
How long have you been listening?

by **midwestcuriousm** » January 19th, 2023, 12:07 am

zxboy wrote:
I’ve been listening on repeat as I sleep and man it’s hitting me hard. I still watch straight porn I normally cum to gay porn.
How long have you been listening?

It's been about 3 months now more or less, and forgot to mention before that Man Fucker is a more recent addition to the mix of files for about the last month. When I'm in the mood to get myself off I almost always have one of them playing, but I've found that even if I don't happen to have one of the files playing I still hear all the suggestions playing in my mind. Telling me that with every stroke and every orgasm as I'm taking in all of the visuals of guys enjoying each other I'm conditioning myself even further, deeper, and reinforcing the desires just that much more. I bet you'll be losing your interest in straight porn too if it's hitting you hard like you say... I figure as long as it's feeling good (which it definitely is for me) just keep going with it

by **Glasnerven** » January 20th, 2023, 3:04 am

For sure, if it feels good and it's making you happy, keep going!

by **zxboy** » January 21st, 2023, 7:21 pm

midwestcuriousm wrote:
zxboy wrote:
I’ve been listening on repeat as I sleep and man it’s hitting me hard. I still watch straight porn I normally cum to gay porn.
How long have you been listening?

It's been about 3 months now more or less, and forgot to mention before that Man Fucker is a more recent addition to the mix of files for about the last month. When I'm in the mood to get myself off I almost always have one of them playing, but I've found that even if I don't happen to have one of the files playing I still hear all the suggestions playing in my mind. Telling me that with every stroke and every orgasm as I'm taking in all of the visuals of guys enjoying each other I'm conditioning myself even further, deeper, and reinforcing the desires just that much more. I bet you'll be losing your interest in straight porn too if it's hitting you hard like you say... I figure as long as it's feeling good (which it definitely is for me) just keep going with it

I’m loving it all so far. Hard to believe I use to be straight as an arrow and soon I won’t be, haha.
Let me know how that all works for you love to break myself farther but I think I want to bottom more then top.
Thinking of trying just gay porn and see how it all goes. Actually getting hard just thinking of it..

by **midwestcuriousm** » January 21st, 2023, 11:33 pm

zxboy wrote:
I’m loving it all so far. Hard to believe I use to be straight as an arrow and soon I won’t be, haha.
Let me know how that all works for you love to break myself farther but I think I want to bottom more then top.
Thinking of trying just gay porn and see how it all goes. Actually getting hard just thinking of it..

Well you did say before that what you're getting off to in the end is the gay porn, so why not just start off with it from the beginning and indulge in it exclusively? Bet you'll end up forgetting wanting to watch anything else like I have

As for me, I just created a Grindr account and profile today, and learning my way around the app. Looking forward to getting some chatss started and seeing where they lead, would be nice to find someone willing to have some real conversation and willing to take it slow introducing a newbie to all this

by **kyroc** » January 23rd, 2023, 9:28 pm

midwestcuriousm wrote:As for me, I just created a Grindr account and profile today, and learning my way around the app. Looking forward to getting some chatss started and seeing where they lead, would be nice to find someone willing to have some real conversation and willing to take it slow introducing a newbie to all this

When you have more experience under your belt (heh) don't hesitate don't make the jump to Tinder or some other dating profile. Grindr works well enough for its intended purpose, but it doesn't foster the most social environment for anything beyond that.

by **zxboy** » January 29th, 2023, 4:25 pm

Been watching a lot of gay porn lately (more then I use to watch straight porn)
Went back to straight porn today and I had problems staying hard.

by **Glasnerven** » January 29th, 2023, 10:23 pm

Hey, glad to see it's working for you! And it's always fun to see someone being influenced or changed by hypnosis.

Thanks for keeping us updated!

by **jblanze** » January 30th, 2023, 10:22 pm

Watched some blacksonboys clips and my cock got so hard

by **zxboy** » January 31st, 2023, 11:38 am

jblanze wrote:Watched some blacksonboys clips and my cock got so hard

I’ll have to check that one out

by **jblanze** » February 10th, 2023, 11:29 pm

Just got really hot thinkin about comparing cocks and loads

by **Glasnerven** » February 18th, 2023, 3:18 am

They do sound nice, don't they?

by **rafster** » February 18th, 2023, 12:33 pm

Yesterday I created a post here... but ended being kind of judgemental, since I have some unresolved issues with being gay myself, so I deleted it. I hope this second try goes better.

I just want to say that I haven't listened to CFG but I can imagine why so many people end being gay. EMG have a really sexy masculine and commanding voice (I love his slavery is chastity file) I listened to his voice for the first time yesterday, and if CFG is how I imagine it to be, a shaming and humiliating session trying to make you like cock with that voice, if I were straight I woould slowly get interested in men.

Enjoy the new experience guys.

EDIT: This thread does help too, is kinda hot. I'm still reading it (I'm at page 34)

by **MasterJack** » March 4th, 2023, 9:44 am

I'm a bit back and forth with files I create for myself, as I'm married and get torn between transgender stuff and hetero stuff. I tried to create myself a heterosexual cock fetish file, but I got disappointed when cocks in straight porn would disappear out of my view, and I didn't want to move back onto transgender porn.

So I created myself a bum fetish file without specifying genders. And I'm already seeing the sexiness of bums, I saw a builders bum and got turned on. I'm also turned on my sissies bums, and even women's bums on tv. Though it's all early days, and the file I created went through several iterations of specifying genders and not.

The great thing about bums, is they're gender neutral, everyone has one. And I will admit, when I first moved onto shemale porn in the past, it was a cock fetish that developed. But when I moved onto sissy porn in the past, I think it was mainly a bum fetish, as I use to love doggystyle pov's of sissies getting fucked, or behind views of sissies getting fucked.

Here are 2 amazing ones, I'm hoping to enjoy this type of porn in the future again, whether it's women, sissies, and I guess men. I didn't even mind the bit of hair the sissy had on their bum in this one.

https://xhamster.com/videos/cumshot-londonboy-fucking-white-slut-13338515
https://xhamster.com/videos/londonboy-fucking-slut-12992492

I even had a quick look at some gay porn, some pov doggy like above.

Early days, and I hope I enjoy all bums regardless of gender. But I'm enjoying developing a taste for bums.

by **Euripides** » March 12th, 2023, 12:11 pm

I fooled around with this site and files like this a long time ago, then decided to stick with my hetero life for good.

Then, last summer, I found myself browsing gay and futa porn, and ended up with a cock in my mouth twice, and another nice, hard one using my bum to the point of bleeding. I was so proud of myself for doing a good job sucking, even with the distraction of being groped. I squirmed and moaned like a bitch as I earned those loads. Later, with another guy, the anal was almost pure pleasure, despite the aggressiveness of the top. Both men tried to get with me again, but I resisted, since I wanted to honor my marriage.

Still... feels like I could break down again. Just this week placed an ad inviting men to use me. I'm only an answer or two away from giving in, I'm pretty sure.

Can success find you years after listening? Or have I been bi all along?

Also, I'll ask these questions:

Best file for needing to drink cum regularly?
Best file for changing behavior that lets strangers know I suck?

Thank you.

by **nazihypnosis** » March 15th, 2023, 4:26 am

I think it’s safe to say I am more gay now. I have been into hypnosis for a very long time and I have intermittently listening to CFG for the last few years and recently I paired it with Slut in my head’s Gay Porn default file. It is extremely effective and make you watch gay porn whenever you masturbate. In no time you will start to suck cocks and may potentially start to find men attractive.

by **Glasnerven** » March 15th, 2023, 9:18 pm

It seems like if you were going to be sucking cocks, you'd have a much better time if you also found men to be attractive and sexy.

by **stephen292** » March 16th, 2023, 5:54 pm

Glasnerven wrote:It seems like if you were going to be sucking cocks, you'd have a much better time if you also found men to be attractive and sexy.

That would help. This file has made me gay sexually, but hasn't given me any attraction to men's faces so I can't bring myself to meet men

by **zxboy** » March 17th, 2023, 10:28 am

stephen292 wrote:
Glasnerven wrote:It seems like if you were going to be sucking cocks, you'd have a much better time if you also found men to be attractive and sexy.
That would help. This file has made me gay sexually, but hasn't given me any attraction to men's faces so I can't bring myself to meet men

Same boat here. Like my sex drive is so much higher and I only watch gay porn now but male faces isn’t there yet for me.

by **stephen292** » March 17th, 2023, 2:17 pm

zxboy wrote:
Same boat here. Like my sex drive is so much higher and I only watch gay porn now but male faces isn’t there yet for me.

I wouldn't say my sex drive is higher but when I do get aroused by men it is much stronger then it was with women before I started listening to the file. I also find that I get aroused almost instantly looking at gay porn, whereas lesbian porn takes quite a while and is quite boring. If I watch porn with men and women I just look at the men

by **midwestcuriousm** » March 25th, 2023, 7:13 am

Just thought I'd check in here again! I seem to have reached a kind of plateau, and echo the comments from the last few guys that have posted. Since my last post I've continued to be 100% gay porn, not because I'm choosing to try to accomplish anything in particular by that choice, it's simply what turns me on and I naturally turn to when feeling horny and wanting to get off. So it's safe to say my sexual desires have pretty much become totally reoriented to wanting to have sexual experiences with guys rather than women. And I have had some chats with guys on grindr since downloading that and its a turn on to browse and fantasize about having my first experience. I still haven't been able to bring myself to actually meet anyone for that though as much as I want to, in large part because I too am still struggling to find most mens faces attractive. Mens bodies, asses, and cocks aren't an issue whatsoever, but beyond a few of the actors in the videos I enjoy attractive faces just aren't there yet in the real world.

by **jimbobwe** » March 25th, 2023, 11:29 am

Been awhile since I stopped in here, and reading over these last posts I'm glad I dropped in today. Here's how my journey since my last post has gone:

I lost interest in the files almost a year ago. I'd still listen every once in a while, but I just couldn't stick with it. Nothing really changed, I'd still lose all interest after cumming, and still didn't feel very attracted to men, especially not romantically.

Then in Nov, I started playing 3DXChat as a sissy gurl. For the first couple of weeks, I thought it would just be a pervy distraction for a bit before I moved on. But then I got collared by a master in the game, and I quickly discovered that I really, really love being a submissive slave. After a few weeks, our relationship grew more romantic, and we eventually married in-game. But it's just a game, right?

Nope. Somewhere during my time with him, I began to notice guys irl. Not in the "he's a good looking man" way, but in the "fuck, he's hot! I want to make out with him" kind of way. Even guys that I've known for years and never thought about like that. I no longer lose interest after I cum, either. Before, I'd cum, then get disgusted with myself and try to put my mind elsewhere. Now, after I cum, I just want to be held and cuddled by a sexy man until I fall asleep. Unfortunately, real life hasn't let me have a chance to do it for real yet, but first chance I get, I'm taking it.

As for my in-game master/husband, well, we're in a long distance relationship at this point. We talk all day, far more outside of the game than in now, he's the first person I talk to when I wake up and the last before I go to bed every day. He's 3000 miles away, and yet I feel closer to him than any woman I've ever been with.

So yeah, I think it's safe to say I'm gay now (or possibly a straight woman, still sorting that out, to be honest...but either way, I'm not going back)

Anyway, just wanted to share my story!

by **MasterJack** » March 26th, 2023, 8:22 am

I'll give a quick update on this as well.

I've fucked around with too many directions with my hypnosis. Prior to this it was women, then women handling/sucking/being fucked by cocks, then just cocks, bums, and thighs on their own (fetishing body parts individually).

I started enjoying the sissy/shemale porn again for a short period, including the cocks, bums, and thighs as I saw sexiness. And even saw a builders bum in real life as sexy, as well as my wife's. I even saw my own cock and bum as sexy at one point. But now I'm enjoying straight porn again more slightly, including the cocks in there.

Reason I went to sissy/shemale again, was mainly because cocks disappear out of view in straight porn when they're being sucked or fucking. While in sissy/shemale porn you see them as the shemale or sissy being fucked has one. And then I just focused on cocks, bums, and thighs, as this can be applied to most people, and everyone has at least the latter 2.

Whatever the case, my mind is truly fucked, I have no idea where I want to go, but I'm leaning more toward straight porn vs trans porn, which is a surprise, as for the last 15 years of my life, I was only into trans porn.

I enjoyed seeing the sexiness of bums at one point, and so wanted to go fully into a booty fetish for all genders. But I may go back into a heterosexual cock fetish, and focus the sexiness and horniness of cocks, but not only visibly, but in action with women.

Cocks, are extremely sexy, which gives you lots of sexual pleasure, and makes you really horny.
Cocks being handled by women, are extremely sexy, which gives you lots of sexual pleasure, and makes you really horny.
Cocks being sucked by women, are extremely sexy, which gives you lots of sexual pleasure, and makes you really horny.
Cocks fucking women, are extremely sexy, which gives you lots of sexual pleasure, and makes you really horny.

Another point, is I find the quality of cocks in straight porn a higher calibre, at least compared to sissy or transgender stuff. They seem to be way harder and bigger most of the time. Maybe that's because a lot of shemale/trans stuff I access is more amateur, but even the more professional ones, I find most of the cocks are straighter vs pointing up and rock hard. Maybe a delusion on my part due to the hypnosis. But I secretly got access to my dads evil angel account where I can get 4k straight porn (and 4k shemale porn), and cocks in a gangbang or blowbangs fucking a women, seem to be better quality, seem more shiny and sexy.

So yeah I'm leaning on a straight cock fetish now again.

by **zxboytoy** » March 26th, 2023, 1:21 pm

jimbobwe wrote:Been awhile since I stopped in here, and reading over these last posts I'm glad I dropped in today. Here's how my journey since my last post has gone:

I lost interest in the files almost a year ago. I'd still listen every once in a while, but I just couldn't stick with it. Nothing really changed, I'd still lose all interest after cumming, and still didn't feel very attracted to men, especially not romantically.

Then in Nov, I started playing 3DXChat as a sissy gurl. For the first couple of weeks, I thought it would just be a pervy distraction for a bit before I moved on. But then I got collared by a master in the game, and I quickly discovered that I really, really love being a submissive slave. After a few weeks, our relationship grew more romantic, and we eventually married in-game. But it's just a game, right?

Nope. Somewhere during my time with him, I began to notice guys irl. Not in the "he's a good looking man" way, but in the "fuck, he's hot! I want to make out with him" kind of way. Even guys that I've known for years and never thought about like that. I no longer lose interest after I cum, either. Before, I'd cum, then get disgusted with myself and try to put my mind elsewhere. Now, after I cum, I just want to be held and cuddled by a sexy man until I fall asleep. Unfortunately, real life hasn't let me have a chance to do it for real yet, but first chance I get, I'm taking it.

As for my in-game master/husband, well, we're in a long distance relationship at this point. We talk all day, far more outside of the game than in now, he's the first person I talk to when I wake up and the last before I go to bed every day. He's 3000 miles away, and yet I feel closer to him than any woman I've ever been with.

So yeah, I think it's safe to say I'm gay now (or possibly a straight woman, still sorting that out, to be honest...but either way, I'm not going back)

Anyway, just wanted to share my story!

Fuck dude. That is so hot.
I’m fully hard now.

I use to be a bit more dom but since listening more I do get that submissive slave feelin more often.
Part of me feels like I’m almost ready to be broken but need someone to push me over that point.

by **intfan** » March 30th, 2023, 9:47 am

I haven't posted here in some time. I was married to a woman when I first listened to CFG, which made me discover and embrace my true gay self. This made me being unable to get erections for my wife and I eventually confessed to her I was gay. She took it well, and we even talked about including another gay man in our sex life, but that never came to fruition.

We have separated and divorced amicably. I'm currently engaged to be married (to another man). My ex-wife has also moved on and is seeing another man and she is happy for me.

I have an entirely new social life--my interactions with other men no longer have any macho pretense and I feel comfortable being flirtatious with them. And I feel much more comfortable being around women as the parameters and boundaries are purely platonic now. Whereas I used to check out women and tried to imagine them without clothes, I now find myself doing them when I look at men and think of their cocks dangling between their legs.