The forced gay success thread...

[chadman]

It's awesome because I bet it's the first time you've ever told about your fantasy, isn't

Yes, that was an eerily precise observation...

One more detail to think about as you fantasize... fucking face-to-face is when you look in his eyes and tell him you love his dick; how much you like bein' fucked

Thank you, I will! I absolutely enjoy the romantic fantasies the most, seems more kinky and dangerous in some way.

[kyroc]

. I can appreciate certain male faces but let me see if I can go all man crazy within a month. My goal is to finally bottom as fingering myself always gives me amazing orgasms... and let me see if that is changing my orientation forever.

Ha, that sounds sexy as hell. Well if your experience is anything like my own I wish you luck. Have you experimented with any anal toys? Keep updating on your progress!

[nazihypnosis]

For the last 20 days, I stayed at my gf's place and could not listen to CFG properly. It seems most of us who listen to CFG wants to bottom so I wonder if we are really attracted to men or just finding anal exotic? in the 20 days... 5 days I could not have sex with my gf as she got her periods and those 5 days I got back to CFG and a few other Hypno files, gay porn or even straight porn where I focus on the guy. Is this just a kink or my orientation? The confusion never stops. I got back to my apartment and jerked off twice to guys, reinstalled Grindr, and talked to men.

[nazihypnosis]

Also one time I heard EMG's voice "dedicated to have sex with men" while having sex with my gf... so I am a bit worried if this will give me other mental issues?

[MN_FriendlyGuy]

Also one time I heard EMG's voice "dedicated to have sex with men" while having sex with my gf... so I am a bit worried if this will give me other mental issues?

We're here on WMM to just have fun.
When it stops feeling fun, then put it away for awhile.

Maybe this is a good time to evaluate what the guideline "Safe, Sane, & Consensual" means to you.

[curiosity98]

I'm curious if a subconscious could just reject the suggestions? Or is the file, if listened to enough, powerful enough to get past any initial rejection. Curious for thoughts.

How are you doing? Are you still listening?

[curioussubby]

i listened for a little over a week, then kind of just lost interest in listening to it over and over... No lingering effects or conditioning.

[curiosity98]

i listened for a little over a week, then kind of just lost interest in listening to it over and over... No lingering effects or conditioning.

That's sad, i thought you are gone finish your 30 day challenge:(

[slowdive]

I hadn't listened to this file in years. Listened the past 2 days. It's so relaxing to listen to. I'm still straight for now.
Have the urge to listen again today but not sure if I should.

[curiosity98]

I hadn't listened to this file in years. Listened the past 2 days. It's so relaxing to listen to. I'm still straight for now.
Have the urge to listen again today but not sure if I should.

If you have urge to listen just do it, why not

[MN_FriendlyGuy]

I hadn't listened to this file in years. Listened the past 2 days. It's so relaxing to listen to. I'm still straight for now.
Have the urge to listen again today but not sure if I should.

What curiosity98 said is absolutely right! - If you feel an urge to listen. . .

Isn't it amazing the way fun things just pop into our minds? Fun things from our past?

Doesn't if feel great to listen again and rediscover all the parts you love?
- listen again and rediscover all the little details that feel so good

[slowdive]

You guys are right. I will listen again tonight

[jimbobwe]

Hi guys!

I'm kind of new here. I played around with hypno and this site a bit back around 2010 but didn't get that far. Mostly just liked the video/pmv stuff. Recently got out of a long relationship with my ex-gf (sort of, still live together) and haven't really been motivated to try dating. The other night I just got the idea to look up hypno again out of nowhere and ended up back here. After reading through this thread, I'm intrigued. I'm gonna give CSG a try. I've listened to it once yesterday, and I'll try to do it once a day. I just gotta see what all the hype is about! I'll try to post my progress and see how it goes.

Wish me luck!

[MN_FriendlyGuy]

Hi guys!
Wish me luck!

If it feels fun... and if it feels a little risky...
then, you're doing it right!

Good luck to you.

[kcrunner]

CFG Is definitely one of my favorite go to MP3s. I have been listening to it solidly for about four weeks at least five times per week. I also am using Jack stocks straight to gay. Both of these are worth every penny. They definitely help you to reset your mind to being comfortable as a gay man.

I have always had the temptation to do a custom because there is a bit more that I want to learn an experience to get outside my every day comfort zone. I am an older guy, I was married to a woman for 30 years, but always knew in the back of my mind that I was gay.

Very difficult for an older guy to come out and live that type of lifestyle. It’s out of character when people knew you one way and you really were living behind a façade. I guess that using hypnosis has help me to get outside my comfort zone and realize that there’s nothing wrong with being gay. I wish it’s something that I would’ve experienced in the late 70s versus today.

I purchased CFG several years ago. In over the last 15 years have probably bought 20 different gay hypnosis offerings.
Including many of Jack Drago’s offerings. He really does a great job with his various offerings. Especially the ones going straight to gay, is heterosexuality eraser. And straight to the bottom. I have not bottomed yet but definitely want to release my inhibitions be bred.

[jimbobwe]

Since my last post, I've listened to CSG 4 times. Twice I've fallen asleep, not sure if you get any effect while asleep. The other two times, I had a hard time relaxing and focusing. My brain just bounces around too much sometimes. Does anyone have any suggestions?

Either way, I have noticed that I'm thinking about the file A LOT. It just pops into my head at random times and I'm always looking forward to my next chance to listen.

I'm thinking about adding some other files to the mix. I really liked Curse Stroke Sissy, but the bi stuff seemed like it would conflict with CSG. Dunno if that would be an issue or not. Might give Curse Forced Gay a try, though. What do you guys think?

[MN_FriendlyGuy]

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jimbobwe, I could tell you: You're doing great.
But that might leave you wondering why I think so, and leave you feeling a little unsatisfied by the lack of detail.
So, I hope you have time for a nice long response from a hypnotist that explains two ways that you're doing great. And I also hope that this nice long response will leave you feeling satisfied.

If circumstances were exactly right...

- allowing us to be together in the same room
- allowing me to guide you through a relaxation exercise
- with your eyes comfortably closed,
I would ask you to imagine a vinyl LP record...

- Imagine all the grooves on that black disk
And I would remind you that, really there is just one long continuous groove that begins along the outer edge; spiraling its way inward toward the center.

That's the way a hypnotist like me does his work... guiding you toward something.
I'm telling you this because the feeling you experience as you fall asleep? It's identical to the feeling of relaxing into trance.

If circumstances were exactly right...

- allowing us to be in the same room
I might tell you: Let go.
When I say those words to someone, I want them to Let go of wakefulness. Let go into a feeling of sleep.

That's the first way that you're doing great.

Since my last post, I've listened to CSG 4 times. Twice I've fallen asleep, not sure if you get any effect while asleep.

Sometime soon as you're ready to fall asleep (without any hypnosis recording), I want you to pay attention to the feeling of what your mind is experiencing as you Let go.

- As you let yourself spiral inward toward sleep.

The second way that you're doing great is this:

...I have noticed that I'm thinking about the file A LOT. It just pops into my head at random times and I'm always looking forward to my next chance to listen.

If circumstances were exactly right...

- allowing us to be together in the same room
- allowing me to guide you through a relaxation exercise
I would ask you to imagine a manned space flight on its return trip back to earth...

- Imagine the cooperation with ground control
And I would remind you that hypnosis is guiding you toward something that feels exciting. So I really don't need to tell you You're doing great., do I?

This response really is long, isn't it? I've saved the best part for last.
Even though we're enjoying recreational hypnosis here on WMM, a kink hypnotist like me can borrow a technique that gets used by therapeutic hypnotists sometimes.

- Sometimes during therapeutic hypnosis a small task gets assigned. And each time the subject does that task, it gives a wonderful reminder to the subconscious mind.

- And ANYONE who enjoys reading Forced Gay Success is free to start enjoying this technique!

I want you to take action.

- maybe take a peek at an app like Grindr because you're curious to see what a profile looks like when gay guys are connecting.
- maybe write down a phrase that you would want tell a guy if circumstances were exactly right - and then just discard it.
- maybe do an online search for "gay pride" because you're curious if there's going to be a parade nearby sometime soon.
- or even just get out an LP record and play it.

Because a kink hypnotist like me is successful when we guide you along that continuous groove that begins at the outer edge and spirals its way inward toward the center.

[jimbobwe]

MN_FriendlyGuy, thank you so much for the informative response! I will definitely try your record spiral suggestion, as well as the small tasks. I will also try to pay attention when I go to sleep. I'll let you know how it goes.

Thanks again!

[intfan]

An update to my situation: my wife is seeing another man now and I am currently dating other men. We thought about introducing another man into a threesome but we never had the opportunity. The man that my wife is seeing is completely straight and she does not want to cheat on him if I arrange a threesome with another man.

We haven’t had sex in quite some time, save for the one time we did playing with a dildo together. My wife has been very encouraging that I explore my gay sexuality.

I no longer need gay hypnosis to be gay because the change in me is now completely permanent. I’ve lost my sexual attraction for women and I now prefer men and this feels right for me. I love the sight of a throbbing hard cock and tasting semen that pops into my mouth.

I was scared and apprehensive at first but something kept me going back to the file and I could no longer resist. I have joined the gay brotherhood and I have eradicated my heterosexual ways. I now realize that being gay is the true path to happiness!

[MN_FriendlyGuy]

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intfan, there's a tendency in social media (and I'm guilty of it too) to hide our weaknesses and imperfections. But it's these vulnerabilities that make us interesting to other people.

. . .I was scared and apprehensive at first but something kept me going back to the file and I could no longer resist. . .

Congratulations, intfan!

I bet there's going to be strong curiosity from WMM members. People are going to want to know more about the kink hypnosis you enjoyed.
Me? I'm simply reminding you that every ending is a beginning. And I wonder about the ways you're going to adjust the hypnosis you choose.

[intfan]

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intfan, there's a tendency in social media (and I'm guilty of it too) to hide our weaknesses and imperfections. But it's these vulnerabilities that make us interesting to other people.

I bet there's going to be strong curiosity from WMM members. People are going to want to know more about the kink hypnosis you enjoyed.
Me? I'm simply reminding you that every ending is a beginning. And I wonder about the ways you're going to adjust the hypnosis you choose.

Thank you! When I started to allow myself to be turned on by the idea of gay sex, I became more aroused than i had ever been in my life. At first I justified it by believing that I was turned on by the taboo aspect but I couldn't deny or resist my desire for being with a man. Eventually it became natural for me to be more inclined to be attracted to men as opposed to being attracted to women. And now that I think about it, I only believed I was attracted to women in the past because that's what was expected of me. Simply put, I find a man's cock far sexier than a woman's vagina--the latter which I now feel indifferent towards.

I'd like to continue this journey by listening to gay hypnosis again if only to eradicate any lingering heterosexuality even further. I would like to be completely repulsed by women's vaginas and bodies altogether as my goal towards complete self-gay realization.

I enjoy these changes that I have gone through. I hope that any fence sitters who are reading this thread will take these steps towards their own gay actualization with hypnosis.

[jimbobwe]

MN_FriendlyGuy, thanks for the suggestion about the record. It definitely helped me to stay focused. I'll keep at it.

Congrats intfan!

[MN_FriendlyGuy]

MN_FriendlyGuy, thanks for the suggestion about the record. It definitely helped me to stay focused. I'll keep at it.

Congrats intfan!

Keep following that feeling of excitement & fun. Our subconscious minds always tell the truth.

[MN_FriendlyGuy]

...I enjoy these changes that I have gone through. I hope that any fence sitters who are reading this thread will take these steps towards their own gay actualization with hypnosis.

intfan, If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice (back when you were getting started with hypno), what would it be?

[jacktag]

I love to check in on this periodically; it's such a kick for my husband and me. Year after year, we see guys log on, see this sight, think it's crazy, say "no way this is real", and let their curiosity get the better of them. Year after year, they end up genuinely gay. Year after year, there are those who think this is a game and then find that their ability to perform with women or to be aroused by the female body has been irretrievably lost. I guess that for some, even reading this now, the assumption that this is all some sort of gag or put on can't be beat.

Ok then fellas, give it a shot. We'll be happy to welcome you to the club a few months after

[jacktag]

^^^ The best part of all of this is reading about the first time a guy cracks and actually sucks a cock. At that moment, you know it's real.

[AlanH26]

It's so good to see that all these years on, guys are still getting turned gay. I've never looked back, and I was one of the first turnees.

[warren101]

@jacktag "The best part of all of this is reading about the first time a guy cracks and actually sucks a cock. At that moment, you know it's real." For me, sucking a cock was the most amazing thing. That is when I knew that I was truly gay. I have now lost my lust for women however I have stayed married. I also run after cock when ever I can. Thanks CFG.

[intfan]

...I enjoy these changes that I have gone through. I hope that any fence sitters who are reading this thread will take these steps towards their own gay actualization with hypnosis.

intfan, If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice (back when you were getting started with hypno), what would it be?

I would tell myself that I don’t have to be scared. Fear was probably the biggest obstacle because I was worried about my marital vows and what others were expecting of me.

[intfan]

I love to check in on this periodically; it's such a kick for my husband and me. Year after year, we see guys log on, see this sight, think it's crazy, say "no way this is real", and let their curiosity get the better of them. Year after year, they end up genuinely gay. Year after year, there are those who think this is a game and then find that their ability to perform with women or to be aroused by the female body has been irretrievably lost. I guess that for some, even reading this now, the assumption that this is all some sort of gag or put on can't be beat.

Ok then fellas, give it a shot. We'll be happy to welcome you to the club a few months after

When I first dabbled with CFG and gay hypno I thought to myself that I was just Indulging in a secret fantasy and that I could stop at any time. But even when I did stop for a while, the changes in me were becoming evident—I was checking out the guys and thinking about cocks instead of women. The more interest I lost with women, the more I felt liberated regarding exploring my gay sexuality and my attraction to men. It’s men that I really want, after all. All I need to do is do an internet search for hot gay men and I get instantly hard. If I look at pictures of women, I only see somewhat pleasant looking images that don’t turn me on. I do like admiring the pretty hairstyles of women now, however. Is it normal for a gay man to like that?

[outkast1728]

Actually believe it or not, Cosmetology is actually a fairly common subcategory for LGBT persons. Hair, makeup, etc is often a great way to express one's unique style and help others with that as well.

[kcrunner]

Have to admit I was very skeptical but after using CFG solidly for over 60 days. I think I’ve changed. It’s all I think about and I want to now make it happen. Jacktag was correct that once you start going down this path you need to bring it to fruition and consummation. It’s time to be Gay.



“ Postby jacktag » 01 May 2022 18:58

I love to check in on this periodically; it's such a kick for my husband and me. Year after year, we see guys log on, see this sight, think it's crazy, say "no way this is real", and let their curiosity get the better of them. Year after year, they end up genuinely gay. Year after year, there are those who think this is a game and then find that their ability to perform with women or to be aroused by the female body has been irretrievably lost. I guess that for some, even reading this now, the assumption that this is all some sort of gag or put on can't be beat.

Ok then fellas, give it a shot. We'll be happy to welcome you to the club a few months after ”

[kcrunner]

Have to admit I was very skeptical but after using CFG solidly for over 60 days. I think I’ve changed. It’s all I think about and I want to now make it happen. Jacktag was correct that once you start going down this path you need to bring it to fruition and consummation. It’s time to be Gay.
I want it! I crave it! Gay Sex.



“ Postby jacktag » 01 May 2022 18:58

I love to check in on this periodically; it's such a kick for my husband and me. Year after year, we see guys log on, see this sight, think it's crazy, say "no way this is real", and let their curiosity get the better of them. Year after year, they end up genuinely gay. Year after year, there are those who think this is a game and then find that their ability to perform with women or to be aroused by the female body has been irretrievably lost. I guess that for some, even reading this now, the assumption that this is all some sort of gag or put on can't be beat.

Ok then fellas, give it a shot. We'll be happy to welcome you to the club a few months after ”

[stephen292]

I love to check in on this periodically; it's such a kick for my husband and me. Year after year, we see guys log on, see this sight, think it's crazy, say "no way this is real", and let their curiosity get the better of them. Year after year, they end up genuinely gay. Year after year, there are those who think this is a game and then find that their ability to perform with women or to be aroused by the female body has been irretrievably lost. I guess that for some, even reading this now, the assumption that this is all some sort of gag or put on can't be beat.

Ok then fellas, give it a shot. We'll be happy to welcome you to the club a few months after

I started listening to the file about a year ago thinking it might make me like men but wouldn't affect my attraction to women. I was wrong as I lost interest in women almost immediately. It was only because I had a chance meeting with a woman I used to work with and was secretly in love with that made me stop listening as I realised I didn't want to lose interest in women. My interest in women has returned to a point, but no where near what it was and I sometimes feel sick thinking about sex with a woman now. I spend more time thinking of men then women now and having read alot of the posts on here lately, the men who turn seem happier gay so I may well start listening again.

^^^ The best part of all of this is reading about the first time a guy cracks and actually sucks a cock. At that moment, you know it's real.

I never had any interest in sucking a cock before I listened to the file but I quite like the idea now and I do get the urge to suck when I think about cock.

[jacktag]

I'd be interested to hear the full stories of other guys out there like us. Guys who started off genuinely straight...had never conceived of being with a man before...and now thanks to CFG are in long-term committed relationships with a man.

[stephen292]

I'd love to hear those stories as well. How did it happen for you Jacktag? Your earlier post said you and your husband read this, so how did he react when you told him hypnosis had made you gay? Has anyone else told someone that hypnosis had managed to change their sexuality?

[nazihypnosis]

From time to time I buy new gay hypnosis files and masturbate to them when I am not with my gf. I have been with at least 15 guys over years... it was mainly makeout and oral. Even before getting into hypnosis/sissy fetish I have watched gay porn and found bottoming as exotic. Currently my gf is pregnant and if she miscarry I have planned to listen to CFG regularly and finally bottom or find a bf. My gf getting pregnant traumatised me, partly I wanted to be a father but I keep thinking its not for me and also she doesn't want to abort as she always wanted a baby... so my mind keeps thinking that being gay is better as chance of pregnancy is 0... as well as I have a thing for prostate.

[jacktag]

You guys were asking how it happened for me - I was a curious guy who started listening thinking this was a joke. When I first got to the point that I started talking to actual real life men, my now husband was one of the first that I talked to. I was pretty straight forward with him about what was taking place, and he encouraged me to listen. The first time we had sex, I was at his place, he poured me a drink, put my headphones on my head, and had me listen all the way through before he took me. He more or less shepherded my transformation all the way through. Was actually pretty hot! He wanted to make a guy guy and he did so!

[stephen292]

You guys were asking how it happened for me - I was a curious guy who started listening thinking this was a joke. When I first got to the point that I started talking to actual real life men, my now husband was one of the first that I talked to. I was pretty straight forward with him about what was taking place, and he encouraged me to listen. The first time we had sex, I was at his place, he poured me a drink, put my headphones on my head, and had me listen all the way through before he took me. He more or less shepherded my transformation all the way through. Was actually pretty hot! He wanted to make a guy guy and he did so!

Wow, that sounds really hot. I'm glad you were able to find someone who was ok with the idea of using hypnosis to turn you gay who was able to help you with your transition. I went shopping last week and for the first time I found the guy behind the till really attractive. Hopefully I'll be able to find someone who will help me like your husband did with you

[mikethedonnie]

I have started listening to this on a dare from another Thread here. I have only had a chance to listen a couple times but I am starting to feel a rush of what might happen to me. I am 33 totally straight guy here taking a chance that it doesnt really work. REading the posts is scary and a turn on at the same time though. If anyone would like to chat and discuss further add me on discord at mikethedonnie#8830

[stephen292]

Well I finally gave in and listened to the file again. when I first listened to the file I found it very addictive and couldn't wait to listen again and found it really hard to stop listening, but this time I didn't get that feeling. I listened again a bit later to see if that brought back the urge to listen but that was 2 days ago and I haven't had any urges to listen to the file again which has surprised me. I was planning to listen every day for a month to see if it would change me but I just don't have any desire to listen again and I actually think I like women more since listening again. Experience with the file tells me that probably won't last though

[nazihypnosis]

I am not listening to this file anymore but I recently went to a gay sauna and sucked 2 cocks. We also made out and played with each other. By seeing men of all sizes, shapes and colour... I finally accepted that I am sexually attracted to men. I am slightly in a complicated situation where my gf is pregnant and next month I am moving in with her. She refused to abort and it quite taurmatised me. I am not too sure if its because of her or am I actuall gay.

[intfan]

My wife and I announced that we are in the process of separating amicably (she is quite happy, as we were even drifting apart before my becoming gay). I've also come out to a few friends and family, and it has gone surprisingly well. Those who are supportive are my true friends.

One lingering artifact of my former heterosexual life that remains is that I still notice women's faces, hair and makeup. But I relate to that not in a sexual way, but more aesthetically and I've been complimenting women's fabulous hair and makeup in a campy, almost femme-like manner so as to make them feel at ease. I'm also no longer sexually attracted to women's bodies--again only noticing it in an aesthetic and non-objectifying manner.

In the early days of listening to CFG and other gay hypnosis files, I would perform the following test:

1. Search for +"sexy gay cocks" in Google Images which would make me feel very aroused when looking at the results
2. Search for +"sexy vaginas" in Google Images afterwards and try to make myself turned on, and then my erection would slowly recede

For the the fun of it, I tried to do the same test tonight. I looked at hot sexy cocks and I felt really turned on and filled with erotic desire. My heart was racing and my cock was bursting at the seams with precum. When I looked at images of vaginas, I lost my erection almost immediately and I felt turned off. I actually regretted looking at vaginas because I was no longer in that state of gay euphoria. It really killed the mood!

Going gay was the best thing that ever happened to me.
I am proud to have joined the sisterhood of gay turnees here.
We can create a movement to liberate men from the prison of heterosexuality!

[davebw]

Damn, all these accounts of guys turning gay IS SO FRIGGIN HOT!!!

I've listened to CFG a few times, and it really turned me on. I've sucked cock a few times, over 30 years ago. I would love to become gay, but I feel that I'm to old, at 62. I mean, when I think of hot gay guys, I think of young buff guys, sucking cock and fucking. I'm old now, with wrinkles and all... Yet, even at my age, I get turned on by the thoughts of sucking cock and swallowing loads of hot cum.

[mikethedonnie]

I think the file is working on me even though I stopped listening. I have the urge to listen more again and I have gay urges now. If anyone wants to chat on Discord add me or add me again. Im sorry I freaked out and purged or ignored some requests. mikethedonnie#8830

[stephen292]

That is why the file is so effective. Even if you stop listening, the urge to listen again will still be there.

Damn, all these accounts of guys turning gay IS SO FRIGGIN HOT!!!

I've listened to CFG a few times, and it really turned me on. I've sucked cock a few times, over 30 years ago. I would love to become gay, but I feel that I'm to old, at 62. I mean, when I think of hot gay guys, I think of young buff guys, sucking cock and fucking. I'm old now, with wrinkles and all... Yet, even at my age, I get turned on by the thoughts of sucking cock and swallowing loads of hot cum.

If you would love to be gay then go for it. Listen to the file and it will happen. You are not too old. I'm 34 and have spoken with men your age and older online and I would be happy to meet with men your age.

[intfan]

Damn, all these accounts of guys turning gay IS SO FRIGGIN HOT!!!

Yes it definitely is. The transformation is an amazing process. Whether you're a repressed homosexual or even an incorrigible straight man, you will surrender to the gay and LOVE IT ❤️

CFG and gay hypnosis are a wonderful way to get rid of, and cure one's heterosexuality ️❤️❤️

Women.... who needs them when SEXY MEN are available ❤️❤️❤️

Vaginas are gross... yuck :vomit_face:

BIg hard throbbing cocks are heavenly ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[warren101]

(davebw wrote "but I feel that I'm to old, at 62") Dave you are never too old. I am older than you. I have found that there is a large number of men that want older guys to suck their cocks. You will love sucking cocks.

[hectorau]

Hi Everyone. I just joined and thought to let you know and follow my experience with listening to the CFG file. I think it may help if I give you a little background about myself. I’m 54, Married and been Bi for quite some time. I did act on it about 20 years ago quite a bit but let it go after about a year. I still watch some gay and Bi porn and masturbate to it. I do have a submissive side when it comes to Gay sex. I am interested in Chastity cages and found out about Hypnosis via some posts in a chastity forum. When I looked here I discovered plenty of files about hypnosis but several others that took my imagination. The CFG file was one that I noted and downloaded. From what I read in the description and in this forum the file would become addictive. I would be compelled to listen to the file and from what I read it would take effect. I will admit the submissive side of me was interested and so on Thursday 9th June I listened to the file with my headphones in my most relaxing recliner with the lights off to minimise other sensory inputs. My idea was to listen to the file on 2 consecutive days and see what happens. If the file was as addictive as advertised, I would be compelled to listen again quite soon. If I was so compelled, I was to listen immediately if it was safe to do so and if not, listen as soon as it was safe.
The first time I found that I sank into the chair more comfortably that I had before and started to really listen. I kept my breathing steady and after a few minutes I did find it hard to lift my arms, I know I could if I wanted but I didn’t want to. As I was in the dark with my eyes closed, I noticed some coloured patterns swirling and shifting and it seemed to move with the sound of the voice. I seemed to blank out, I know I was earing the voice but not really what it was saying. But after a while I was told I would wake one the count of 5. Once the count was over, I found I could easily open my eyes and move my arms. I knew I could earlier, but I felt I didn’t want to. I surfaced (what it felt like rather than woke) feeling quite refreshed. Out of curiosity I looked at some Hetro porn and some of my favourite images of women in latex. (Another fetish) They looked and got the response it normally did.
The second listen was on the Friday 10th June in the afternoon. Again, I reclined in my favourite chair. Turned off the lights closed my eyes and started to listen. It was almost the same as the previous day. A few minutes in and my arms become heavy, I know I can move them, but I don’t want to. As I’m listening to the voice telling me to relax, I notice the colours and lights behind my eyes and again they keep time with the voice, responding to what is being said. Again, I blank out and only come back as the voice is telling me to wake on the count of 5. This time I decide to move my arms before the count is done but noting happens till after the count is finalised. I am again also completely relaxed and refreshed.
I had now listened to the file completely twice and I was now going to wait and see if I got a compulsion to listen to the file. Saturday and Sunday came and went without me even thinking about it at all. Monday was my day to work from home and even though I did do a little Porn surfing I didn’t think about the file at all. Tuesday and Wednesday in the office and nothing. On Thursday 23rd, out of the blue my mind wandered to the file, and I felt like listening to it. I cannot say it was a compulsion at all, more of a “Oh I have that to listen to”. Because I was in the office I couldn’t listen and only a few minutes later it was out of my mind. True to my initial conditions I immediately listened to the file when I got home. I decided to try a different less comfortable chair, so I listened in my computer room with my office recliner. Even though the chair was not as comfortable I found the listening results almost the same. I cannot remember any of what is said other than relaxation words and the wake-up count. For the life of me I have no idea what is being said to me. At the end I was determined to lift my arm before the final count and with great effort I was able to lift my arm from my lap just before the end. These was a slight difference with the end other than the success of lifting my arm, I was relaxed and I was refreshed but I was also a little horny. The previous times looking at porn after was a little mechanical for all types (hetro, bi and gay). This time I was happy to look at anything. I did start with some hetro porn but soon changed to gay when I got close to Cumming. (Normal for me).
Friday and Saturday passed without thought and again on Sunday 19th the thought about the file popped into my head for no reason. Again, I cannot say I was compelled to listen, it was more like a reminder the file was there. I immediately grabbed the headphones and started to listen. I went back to my comfy chair as the other one appeared to make no difference. The results from the file were almost identical again. No recollection of what I am being told, a deep feeling of relaxation when I surface. This time there was no horny feeling just the sense of being refreshed.
So that is where I am. I listen when my mind wonders to the file. I hope you don’t mind the slight novel I have written but I curious how my reaction to listening compares to others.

[hectorau]

hi all, here is an update on my experience with CFG. It took another 4 days before I thought about the file again. While I wouldn't call it an urge it did seem a little more urgent that the last few times. It also persisted a little longer. I was at work and couldn't listen then and there so I had to wait till I got home. The previous times I remembered the file it was a thought but this time It came back several times during the day. I considered listening to the file for each time I thought of it during the day but in the end listened only the once. The same response to the file again, as soon as i am told my arms are heavy and I don't want to move them the y tingle slightly and pretty soon all I can confirm is I hear a voice but not sure what it says. At the end I do remember hearing the words Going and gone before the wake up count, at least I think I do. I surface so refreshed and feel so awake I'm not really sure of I head that or not. The Friday i had to drive 400km to a country town for work and spend the weekend. I was about 2hrs into the drive when the urge and i do mean an urge to listen to the file came over me. I couldn't do so while driving so I decided to listen when i got to the property i was staying at. The urge hot me gain about 40 minutes later and again just as I was getting close to the town. Once I opened up the property I took my computer and spliced a copy of the file with the last minute or so removed to erase the wake up and repeated the file again after the slight introduction. I did this so it would loop 3 times, wondering if I would stay with it for the full 3 run through. I also decided to try it laying down this time to see if that would change the way it worked. I started the file and just like the times before I sank (what it feels like to me) into the file and found I woke as the file told me to on the count. Friday evening during dinner the urge came again, not as strong as when i was driving but still there. I stopped dinner and immediately went to lay down and listen. When I came out I realized I must have listened to my stitched 3 file as just over an hour passed. I came out feeling amazing and extremely horny. I decided to relieve my horny feeling by hand so to speak and watched porn to help. this time it was all gay. (not that unusual). I wouldn't call Saturdays thoughts on the file an urge, it was back to the thoughts that I had something to listen to if I wanted. This happened twice during the day so I listened to the stitched file when I got back late due to work. I must have fallen asleep as it was about midnight when I woke with the headphones still partly on my head. I was horny so again watched gay porn till release. Sunday was very busy with my work and I didn't think about anything other than what I was doing. Mondays drive home was uneventful and again I didn't think about the file. Both Tuesdays and Wednesday had me think about the file as something to listen to but again not an urge. Interestingly the listen on Wednesday was interrupted by me surfacing during the file. I woke while I was being told I would be compelled to listen to the file. I stopped immediately as firstly I didn't want to hear hear the file without being in trance and secondly I just didn't want to.
So this is where I am at. I have listened a total of 13 times with one broken in the middle somewhere. I have had several urges to listen and they are quite weird in themselves. will keep you updated as I go.