Hello everyone, after exploring this wonderful site for some time, and this thread specifically, I have a number of burning questions.
QUESTION NUMBER ONE: User
Bellman4642, before saying that he’s signed a sub contract with his new master and promptly disappearing from this forum, has described his journey in considerable detail in this very thread. From experimenting with hypnotic files and vids, to going to a hypnotherapist, to diving into total promiscuity, to divorcing his wife, to becoming someone’s sub.
He mentions the following about his hypnotist:
Bellman4642 wrote: I recently found a local hypnotist and did four sessions with him. I asked just to work on being comfortable as a gay man. The first two were great. Then the third one he made me crave cum and had to suck one cock a day. I did not know it at the time just thought I was horney and more comfortable with things. The fourth one he made me into a dirty slut. I am hooking up with anyone on CL. I hook up with 2 guys a day or more. I let them do anything they want to me. I meet up with truckers or on cars. In public. I cannot control it. If I try to not hook up and I do try I get ill and sick to my stomach. The only way I found out was going into session five and asking the hypnotist to work on slowing down my desires. He then told me what he did and will not change me for thirty days. Said he thinks I will not want to change. I'm in my third week and he might be right. I've had more sex in the past two weeks than I had in the last 5 years. I had my first gang bang yesterday and today was the best I've felt in years.
Bellman4642 wrote: I contacted the hypnotist and told him he was right. I wanted this life I wanted cocks constantly. He told me he purposely did this not to be deviant but to make sure I knew what I was getting into. We met last Tuesday and Wednesday and worked on my acceptance and coming out. He also reinforced my cravings for cocks by my request. I also bumped my listening to CFG to 3 to 4 times a day. Friday was a big day as I came out. Told my wife and was kicked out of the house. Figured that would happen and already had a hotel room reserved.
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I still have sex with strangers twice a day at least. Been the subject of gang bangs. This is who I am.
Bellman4642 wrote: About a week ago I woke up in the middle of the night having a panic attack about all the changes in my life. I decided there and then i was no longer gay. I could not believe what I did. I thought I was having a heart attack or something. It was about 2 am when this was going on. Told myself I made a huge mistake with this decision and it wasn't to late to fix. For the next four hours I deleted every account I had relating to a gay lifestyle.
Bellman4642 wrote:The latest from me
First of all thanks to all that care enough to give me advise and help. After my panic issue I explained to my hypnotist what happened and that I thought I wanted to stop with the sessions for a while. It was explained to me that this was my subconcious losing my dominate/alpha side. He said that the hypnosis to make me more submissive were in fact working and working well.
I have become a submissive gay man. I am so unbelievably happy about this.
So I have to ask—can hypnotherapists (as opposed to fetish hypno dommes) really do this in real life? Make a one-sided decision to amplify someone’s desires and send them on sex-crazed benders in order “for them to see what it’s like”? And if the subject does “like it”—where the line between an *authentic choice* and *encouragement/implantation* in such a case? At least twice within the narrative it sounds like the user said to his therapist "I'd like to slow this all down", and the therapist was like "oh we're gonna crank this up to 11, bitch--open wide and enjoy the ride!"
Or is the stuff quoted above more of a role-playing semi-fantasy that worked its way into the user’s posts?
Yet if it’s not—would this mean, for example, a young woman coming over and saying she wants to have a fun sex life, but feels unable to take that step and would like some help to be more confident in this respect, and the therapist reacting to this by secretly implanting subliminal commands for her to go bang the local sports team in order to see what this leads to?
On the basis of what would one even begin to choose what trait to amplify and which to channel elsewhere? On the basis of the prevalent cultural zeitgeist? On a case by case basis? An intuitive choice based on an appraisal of the client’s personality and life situation? … Sometimes I feel I was cryogenically frozen circa 1995, and am now blinking around in a daze in some sort of Future World from Beyond Infinity.
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QUESTION NUMBER TWO: A great many of the files I see here, no matter what exact fetish or sexual preference they deal with, seem to work, on the purely mechanical level, by combining amplified obsessive-compulsive thought processes and behaviors, with a constantly maintained state of arousal in the user. A sort of perpetual sexual mania, as it were.
So, this makes me ask the following:
1) Does the state of constant arousal have a draining effect over time of the adrenal glands? Does it wear down the endocrine system, or interfere with the functioning of any of the internal regulatory processes of the user’s body?
2) Does it follow a “high & crash” cycle, with intense periods of heightened arousal and sensitivity followed by compensatory crashes?
Or does the “hypno-lifestyle” manage to maintain a state of constant arousal and intensity in a manner different from your basic daily use of speed and coke, and the manic phase of what used to be called manic depression? Does it perhaps, by working on the subconscious mind, manage to somehow evade the pitfalls of a “constantly overheating system”?
Does the candle not burn too brightly and at both ends, in other words. Is this not, on some level, a choice of “I choose an exciting life and then become a wreck super fast”, or is it in fact a win-win thing, where the internal resources of the organism are mobilized to the full extent, without crashes, backlashes, etc.
Do users of such programs, once they switch over to “perpetual arousal and compulsive thoughts about sex”—do they for example get less head colds and headaches and backaches or more of them? Do their allergies and sensitivities quiet down, or level up? Does the immune system start conking out, or to the contrary—become more vigorous?
Or does nothing truly change on this level?
Or is there perhaps a “health program” which should be followed, to make sure that the pleasure benefits the “constant arousal lifestyle” brings do not translate into longterm problems? Or even simply regular sessions of “immune-system boosting hypnosis”…?
Thanks in advance to everyone!
Posted: October 23rd, 2019, 10:44 pm
But, honestly now when I feel horny, I look at pics of men, I have phone sex with men, etc and I truly enjoy it. The shame, etc. begins to fade away pretty quickly actually as you are drawn back to men over and over, reinforcing the hypnosis. It's true faces are the last to fall and they have begun to work on me. In the last couple of weeks, I've seen a couple of men's faces that I was instantly attracted to. I still have periodic interest in women...it kind of comes and goes. But loving men isn't something to be afraid of - with the exception of if you are married, which I've seen some post. I'm in that boat too - if I weren't married, I know I'd already be dating men. That's the biggest challenge. It's really hard to go through this on your own.
. To anybody experienced in this do you think chastity would affect the results of the hypnosis? I'm currently self locked up for a decent amount of time but if this file does what everyone claims it can do it might just be worth staying unlocked for a few months to try it.
.....the COVID lockdown gives me much more opportunity for regular listening. I hope to come out of lockdown completely gay! Wish me luck... 