Masculinization / Alpha

[sirseekrest]

Hi.
I'm new to this so if there's any errors in my post let me know.

A bit of backstory about me.

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A couple of years ago (about 2) I stumbled upon this 'sissy' term and basically went down the rabbit hole. I started watching more and more until it damaged me to the point that I lost interest in straight sex and was considering going gay - but everytime, something happened and my mind switched back to normal and I dropped everything. I barely watch any sissy files now and I never listen to audio files and still consider myself straight because I feel attracted to women, problem is that the sissy fetish has taken away my confidence and testosterone-packed-aura around me and I never seem to get anything other than some sweet smiles from various women or some long stares.

And I consider I need help since in porn my vision tends to go to the female part instead of the male part and I look at penises in a different way than before.

I want some files that, you, the reader, can recommend me - something that will help me out.
I believe that the sissy fetish did was manipulate my fears of being rejected and made them stronger and stronger to the point that I have little to no confidence left.

I don't know how to use this site properly since I've joined about 5 minutes ago (when I started this post).

Best regards and thank you if you're willing to help.

[JackDrago]

I have had success at De sissifying guys with Stroke Manly. Turned a sissy sub with a hypnotically shrunken dick into a butch dominant top with a dick a little smaller than what he had before Teeny Weenie.