by seekingnewreality » December 6th, 2006, 5:17 pm 
			
			Just as an update: I'm not sure what's working, but *something* definitely is.  I have been at the gym at least every other day for the last month (this is very unlike me) and I am noticing other subtle 'adjustments' as well.  
I'm sure this is in part because of how badly I want this, but up until now, my  laziness and fear have been in control.  Not anymore.   :)